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#34

"My Heart Is A Phantasm "

Sukotto Aren Neishon Sukotto Aren Neishon
Jun 20, 2024 174 1 Min Read
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               "My Heart is a Phantasm"

My heart, a swirling vortex blacker than Lucifer's eyes,

Yet glowing brighter in my chest than a blacklight on a hippy's shelf.

I digress; I hold my trauma close and my love closer,

An endless storm on an unmapped ocean.

Not a moment too soon, a person or event cuts me deep.

All I know is loss.

I am swallowed by my grief and surrender inside my heart.

Close my eyes and I'm invisible,

A ghost, a mere memory of a person once complete.

I'm not myself anymore.

I hide in the chasm in my chest, my heart.

My heart is a phantasm, a phantom in an old chapel,

A mist on a dark English countryside.

A chime of my passing may be heard,

As the last chapter is interred.

Bringing a ghastly illusion, I haunt the memories of those who knew me,

But they don't see me anymore.

I am consumed by darkness; I and my world is no more.

15.158.61.17

ns 15.158.61.17da2
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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 "Autumn, Summer's Death"
#2 "Black Snow"
#3 "This Forest Wants Me Dead"
#4 "Our Neutron Sun"
#5 "The Unkindness of Ravens"
#6 "Happy Birthday Grim Reaper"
#7 "Hell Has No Fury Like A Locomotive"
#8 "Gladys and Her Grave"
#9 "A Gutter With A View"
#10 " A Campsite By The Lake"
#11 "Nemo veritus" (No one cared )
#12 "Stanley No Face"
#13 "The Children Burn Fine"
#14 "My Anger, My Hatred, My Mother"
#15 "Whispers of Jasmine"
#16 "Head Full of Ants"
#17 "Like A Head of A Pin"
#18 "Mea Cara Nadia"
#19 " 7 Come At 11"
#20 "He Slept at the End of The World"
#21 "Mr.313"
#22 "Follow Me"
#23 "Let's Just Leave"
#24 "I Sit Alone"
#25 "The Ghost In The Mirror"
#26 "This Day!"
#27 "The Smiling Tree"
#28 "Heaven Is Coming Down "
#29 "Sin Eater"
#30 "Jar of Moths"
#31 "Queen Amongst The Flames"
#32 "Dark Embrace"
#33 "Be The Wolf"
#34 "My Heart Is A Phantasm "
#35 "Choking On Nightmares"
#36 " Till Dawn They Weep"
#37 " Mors Purpurea"
#38 "You"
#39 "Innocent "
#40 "Glasgow Grin"
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