在KO便利店吃飽後,我回到住所,把電話卡安插在手機裡。699Please respect copyright.PENANA0qu8v1jckB
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼,雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。699Please respect copyright.PENANABlxPg5VzPp
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站在大鏡子面前,我拿著牙刷,看著自己。699Please respect copyright.PENANAxHZJ79XTW4
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刷刷刷牙,灌水,吐——699Please respect copyright.PENANAFF355bqo2K
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用毛巾抹臉。699Please respect copyright.PENANApquBZfsjrw
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走進我的房間,落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。699Please respect copyright.PENANAFWDVT90isL
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我卸下外套,掛在牆勾,便撲到床上。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1bA1pGuxaz
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「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子,把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。699Please respect copyright.PENANAeHHxlLlLVK
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。699Please respect copyright.PENANAv0rNtltehF
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1NGY3zNvzB
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我很少會這樣想的,以前做學生的時候也不多,上班之後也很少,除了星期五。699Please respect copyright.PENANA4tvBZyweQA
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流落到孤島之後,就完全沒有了。699Please respect copyright.PENANA4bcNWR5RmO
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「晚安。」我對天花板說,徐徐合上了眼。699Please respect copyright.PENANA46o5esAYjr
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在一片寧靜中安睡,很舒暢,呼出鬆弛的氣息,全身都放鬆了。699Please respect copyright.PENANAzX8EqVorh4
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隨即,意識被一下子吸走。699Please respect copyright.PENANAwIImO49c5W
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耳邊聽見風聲,更感到涼意,張開眼睛——699Please respect copyright.PENANA3fIkZsHNLg
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我站立山上,拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。699Please respect copyright.PENANA4SEo9w4Zt8
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在浩大星空之下,手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。699Please respect copyright.PENANAcJfeRzfuvE
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「返嚟喇?」神明丁微笑地走來,取走我手上的練習簿。699Please respect copyright.PENANAUubTmxoSIP
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「吓?完喇?」我才回過神來。699Please respect copyright.PENANAkfoUqSHQ94
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「個測試就咁?得一日時間咁短?」我追著神明丁問。699Please respect copyright.PENANAUbmr1u9SZG
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神明丁一邊散步,一邊翻閱,狀甚悠閒。699Please respect copyright.PENANAscNYBcUwlZ
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「一日咁短?畀夠一年你好唔好?」祂反問,繼續閱讀。699Please respect copyright.PENANAtdoJyebm8b
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「一年又……」我有點難堪。699Please respect copyright.PENANAw3IvvP6kLK
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「速戰速決OK?」神明丁要求,「如果多幾個人要你幫,個個都要N日先搞掂,咪要排好耐?」699Please respect copyright.PENANAc4SSUXCkoR
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聽了這話,我又有點不滿了,「我又唔係神,又唔識讀心,我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩?」699Please respect copyright.PENANAxb84Y01KIg
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「樣樣都要我自己查,係要啲時間啦!」我繼續說。699Please respect copyright.PENANAWCBwEpedEo
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「咁你又唔洗激動,我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說,「我係想你珍惜每一日啫,唔好以為測試係無限期,可能隨時完都唔定。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAghtkYnqcGw
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「我好珍惜喇已經!」我替自己辯護。699Please respect copyright.PENANA82NHQ8ZMHa
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「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。699Please respect copyright.PENANAtblHr6fkHz
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「咁目前為止,我表現點啊?分數高唔高?」我熱烈地追問。699Please respect copyright.PENANA2grJPficAf
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「無可奉告。」祂說,再翻了一頁,便把練習簿合上。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1CBsorgOvz
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祂直視著我,「係測試完結之前,我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」699Please respect copyright.PENANA6kGaiDyQ4X
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「不過,如果你有嘢唔明,又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍,我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。699Please respect copyright.PENANA64gddilDwO
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不明白的事情實在太多,我整理一下有什麼可以問。699Please respect copyright.PENANAbCTSq2kAF7
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「點解我會返咗嚟?」我問,「我明明想瞓覺。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAE7uugb8GuK
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「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說,「本測試嘅機制係,你一上『床』瞓覺,就會被視為一題嘅終結,練習簿會暫停記錄,你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿,翻到下一題嘅位置,測試就會繼續。」699Please respect copyright.PENANA6u8OUxvsOP
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「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢?」我問。699Please respect copyright.PENANA7ReBnb2zwk
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「咁最盡係去到清晨六點,練習簿就會因為記錄已滿,而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。699Please respect copyright.PENANAr0B5sW83iU
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原來如此。699Please respect copyright.PENANAP4cFBMpeNb
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我想了一想,「我想問個1404室,點解咁特別嘅,有一半以上同我以前屋企好似,幾乎一樣,係大小唔同,同埋廁所唔同,再多間房。」699Please respect copyright.PENANArdQmTGGdEg
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這個問題,原本我只是隨口一問,沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。699Please respect copyright.PENANAz1MRBnlW1w
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「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說,想回避我的眼神。699Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1cII6erHR
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「咁關邊個事?」我站到祂的前方。699Please respect copyright.PENANAsKa39EAwZU
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祂摸著下巴,思考了一會兒,才再次看著我。699Please respect copyright.PENANAnBYTxzNpMw
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「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說,「應該話,係神明辛戰死前,所住嘅地方。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAgGcF8e7zQu
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神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中,因戰死而出現空缺的神位,也就是我正在爭取的位置。699Please respect copyright.PENANAfKCDRKhetS
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「吓?佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁?」我不解。699Please respect copyright.PENANAAYO4p1PHkI
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「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說,慢慢回想當年,「大約五年前,前任神明辛離職後,我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAWHeF6M4KZA
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「當時,遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述,「佢好特別,有一種魅力,一種影響人嘅正向力量。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAAKMrD3rQap
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「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說,「然後如我所料,佢成功通過測試,得到我嘅提名。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAr8wIRJSevd
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「係下一步遴選,雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手,好險咁當選神明『辛』,但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAiqJVvW6bKg
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「作為神,我自問,有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。699Please respect copyright.PENANACBWEydZAF8
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「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係,一個好有情嘅神。」祂說,露出一絲感慨,「有時我都諗,如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁,世界或者……又會唔一樣。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAXzv4oR2AAo
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默默地聽著神明丁的自白,我理解的只有一部分。699Please respect copyright.PENANA2BiMkW4vpP
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直,是另一個平行世界的我。699Please respect copyright.PENANAezbYXvAYca
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「佢同我有咩唔同?」我忍不住了。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1IOvFzgy9C
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「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。699Please respect copyright.PENANAffFe1psS35
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「總有相同嘅嘢掛,例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。699Please respect copyright.PENANAiqBjUFbvWQ
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「佢同你嘅分歧點係,係中學。」神明丁說,想了一下,「你記唔記得……」699Please respect copyright.PENANAHcyfWwSyyh
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「你曾經為咗,同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日,花心思安排咗一日嘅行程,由朝早見面,下午去邊,至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物,打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物,你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAKp07lv2Awi
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「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。699Please respect copyright.PENANAmJGTis4g5i
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「而最後,你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血,「白費晒所有心機,禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶,冇送出去。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAqkjb6Wy9gx
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「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1cZi1mFcIY
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「冇錯,佢係咁多個平行世界之中,唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後,仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。699Please respect copyright.PENANA5DOoiXCoHp
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「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟?」我心痛如麻,還是爭取發問,「個行程點啊?計劃成唔成功?」699Please respect copyright.PENANAGQPll5EmtD
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「你真係想知?諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我,不知有何打算。699Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZyvY6Qtcs
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深深地吸一口氣,平靜一下。699Please respect copyright.PENANAt7q4vp9kyh
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「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己,「另一個世界嘅過去,冇必要再提。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAtWP9xVJ3vT
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「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講,錯過咗就係錯過咗,已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說,再對祂問,「重點,係之後吖嘛係咪?」699Please respect copyright.PENANAamtI62zuHH
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神明丁沒有回答,只是露出了一絲微笑。699Please respect copyright.PENANAY1HoGV2ukn
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「講!點解要搵我嚟做測試?」我問,「唔通你會以為,可以搵到第二個佢?」699Please respect copyright.PENANAYFhTL7mgi6
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「唔係,我冇咁諗。」祂說,整理思路再說:699Please respect copyright.PENANADXYjBp1okI
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「人唔知點下決定嘅時候,選擇去馬定退縮,有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛,咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦,咪退縮囉。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAENbYfPqAYA
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「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半,有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多,少退縮,咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說,「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁,係一個勇敢嘅神。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAmb8pAzoLEH
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「佢嘅戰死,救咗數之不盡嘅人,雖然世人未必察覺,但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。699Please respect copyright.PENANAbzlVHHoLCg
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聽著,我心裡不是滋味。699Please respect copyright.PENANAlBYrx4kERt
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「冇錯,我就係怯懦比較多,少勇敢嘅人,咁又點吖?」我挺起胸膛問。699Please respect copyright.PENANAC4IsamLTj9
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「冇錯,哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人,多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。699Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ0JpVnOcS
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慢慢地,祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。699Please respect copyright.PENANAVPzKYhXhb2
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「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人!」祂對我說。699Please respect copyright.PENANAHPziepLlDP
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「本神並唔係要搵另一個,好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」699Please respect copyright.PENANAB24rlEoNN9
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「我係希望搵一個,經歷過諸多磨難同後悔,變得睿智而充滿慧根,最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說,眼神滿是期望。699Please respect copyright.PENANAOzA1pLgpRl
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一時之間,我被打動得滿目含淚。699Please respect copyright.PENANAq9coPvjhFD
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「我……我去餵雞先,我驚啲雞餓死。」我忍著淚水離去,「順便再瞓陣!」699Please respect copyright.PENANA6tSN1fA5Hp
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「唔好去咁耐啊,係度等你啊。」祂叫喊。699Please respect copyright.PENANAMxN5zXuK9m
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回來之後,我要求馬上打開新一頁的練習簿。699Please respect copyright.PENANAYQzsEHFolK
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日出即將到來,晨曦初現海面。699Please respect copyright.PENANAwW0jNLyiDR
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「準備好啦嘛?」神明丁問,把練習簿交給我。699Please respect copyright.PENANANTsdFyVOTg
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「準備好。」我目光炯炯地說,把練習簿翻到空白的新一頁。699Please respect copyright.PENANAj0hAUQM9YW
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意識旋即被吸走,再度回去——699Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ncw3PwHi0
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充滿試驗的世界。699Please respect copyright.PENANABXvNFOR3RT
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