在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3lJ72ArQx
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LG8z0y15D
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUmVVWV7MX
站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6g6ZbLJNp
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmE1o1boNR
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用毛巾抹臉。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRmEDDfc7z
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走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAUVMI0VZs
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我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0j6r4IMsk
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWvBMNFmYT
「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ptao9GqTZ
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwex0pbJmZO
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQBj5yYNrH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoe9kHKPTZ
我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSVhcmWUAG
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流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqZyAlawG5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghteAn4eHJ
「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPb7EZ21OH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhriiIZzml9
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWpFROjtaU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCYGxGPqDZ
隨即，意識被一下子吸走。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkPlL9ybhr
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耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK7iWjgbkN
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwwUgpFp4E
我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ier5tUUbe
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW4ZLdcpSk
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIIIDD1y6v
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgefDLVrmb3
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxzkZ4zT32
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVTSsMhdwq
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfdcFk2X1e
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GgBXNN2eJ
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmMiIk0qcc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqJC21nqn1
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GELZCzbbA
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhjiZrOvKj
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrnhaVaQcu
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7wQLibX4a
「一年又……」我有點難堪。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtfm911UI5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEkgJbzbTU
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX21s15ARqx
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4SdEmXunb
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya7iQVBo7w
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkLp0bFwQ5
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Bhsom1s5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnuEI9NSTY
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrwH5bxqGr
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ISdAE9wP
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgmyZhPMWc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupv3tAWDig
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtBH7O53vX
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6GqeTNk1z
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpdhr6Wh0f
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6j0sK49gM
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXDVN26SVL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCw5ECG4IK
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i8kjBrgOK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9lEcSYgs4
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7P2LETFqM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevgByUTQhF
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNPLPvhvpc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStYBIF06yG
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB30nG13Ba
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogvRiaDVr1
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05jCBoOKEL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkgG8Vz8Q2
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcOEKkfEvK
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfdc55lroR
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SltXjXKM9
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原來如此。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Vza84Rm1
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我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahymecV0vg
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這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6kW4QNOKU
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Khg96d0IK
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOoPIEG9su
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSteEM3mYa
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEpLf6bfEV
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBXEND4n3P
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZZodoRycg
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTnTXbkgu9
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3geyM312tN
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalN2Galq5t
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLpSP7GOeh
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8R5uMRp7m
「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPsLgSXrZY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjYlTtNfvc
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0OIPjUrqe
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dMIQ9gdA2
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVuNWHO5Q4
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN3sUdZAqY
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EpswhAqmh
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxydKdTESsa
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG39D6TLOaB
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyZXX37M0X
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRA3XZ7fCD
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3zS6wdF71
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerlPjYCAri
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGueIrTJxee
默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7kx5nBqQH
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9Xgnjsi3S
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「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE61JhZPXY
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdjI1cPCbV
「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0IT8Q1lgV
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo1IXTxgyV
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbkwljDG4A
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ytNkIl3e1
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzmkbLf7zE
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20E7oxBTf7
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK0FKDIpJ8
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktLEHwojhB
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvX39AHxXI
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkMOkotPyN
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEVDYHIETL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBGC3lu6H0
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLePPco2o0O
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcsiadwHZL
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZdsgk0poD
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWD3fSx2R2
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUBiP1ZCOH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnGxRMvDmb
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ip3w2z93V
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnB6TOnlXB
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZpNve6ucu
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3uHzUoHKI
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nY7uydHvR
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn1F09JD3p
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAmXpxEc7k
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKy4aKNgTL
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6iS9Kqcy6
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQQoN0QVRf
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGp8wG1kkH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJOAwfgtgi
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclvhgFMTc7
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOR27KqqdD
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VYaWqr4kb
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe86SnNKUxS
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBt0nn0Zl9
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgq6eVntli
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2A7p0fmTO
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQezHjrJn7
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYM66ZGH3w
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwwDWIjyTY
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZifoon9w72
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaGbb7pbBj
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY92ecdyh7
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw2w1bIQfP
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXulg0yHNM
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSk6QppeFp
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQMk8Li6n6
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0TsvVHn01
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE0Zf6K52G
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9Dxm7mRir
「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfonsn7cSN
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