半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。586Please respect copyright.PENANAQyuOO1Frzh
586Please respect copyright.PENANA8wyWEFEuUd
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。586Please respect copyright.PENANAcoDaB8eD1t
586Please respect copyright.PENANA60KTV8JMXe
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。586Please respect copyright.PENANA1eg2dqKmJL
586Please respect copyright.PENANAEOB5ECzbNk
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。586Please respect copyright.PENANA1VILcsD9jh
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。586Please respect copyright.PENANAJE6Ss9H2ix
586Please respect copyright.PENANAuhHUOJwaGe
剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。586Please respect copyright.PENANAmuZTlWKhaC
586Please respect copyright.PENANAihisl4aC50
「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。586Please respect copyright.PENANAhPno8skL1C
586Please respect copyright.PENANA65q24Qibjc
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。586Please respect copyright.PENANAtwNy8zBhpi
586Please respect copyright.PENANAd9lBRrGvsd
把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。586Please respect copyright.PENANAmqEqbOT6Mi
586Please respect copyright.PENANAYj6UhbTXIG
在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。586Please respect copyright.PENANALr0DDPk5Ti
586Please respect copyright.PENANAUgQiLwNivM
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——586Please respect copyright.PENANAiabO7eprUb
586Please respect copyright.PENANA0CkhuTK3YO
卻停下了。586Please respect copyright.PENANA27NxASfOP7
586Please respect copyright.PENANALsSzmYTEQJ
被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。586Please respect copyright.PENANAWHqt78Cuzp
586Please respect copyright.PENANAHUMqbSLOWW
「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」586Please respect copyright.PENANA01SxYEK4xN
586Please respect copyright.PENANAdwl3y0lbww
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。586Please respect copyright.PENANA6XMRgtBz3k
586Please respect copyright.PENANAtzEr6eqr2d
「變態!」她推開我。586Please respect copyright.PENANAMQBHJekd8P
586Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1cFVuVTE1
「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。586Please respect copyright.PENANADgReICRuQU
586Please respect copyright.PENANA2cz5dvZ0DQ
再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」586Please respect copyright.PENANAxvHSKYj7jc
586Please respect copyright.PENANAxN3MmFuLyk
握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。586Please respect copyright.PENANAVCtRMovDRN
586Please respect copyright.PENANAL5vHPlGrKb
然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……586Please respect copyright.PENANA0i27a07SVy
586Please respect copyright.PENANA6j24fAOKxT
KO便利店袋則放好。586Please respect copyright.PENANAxtAWDAJJpC
586Please respect copyright.PENANA51dbVEG6U5
收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。586Please respect copyright.PENANAChGcy5F1lH
586Please respect copyright.PENANAjAtp74HR1h
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——586Please respect copyright.PENANAXPE4U7oWPc
586Please respect copyright.PENANAYVP32Xq4gk
沖水毛巾,抹臉。586Please respect copyright.PENANAt0lcUe7GM0
586Please respect copyright.PENANAxNMCqJZoeY
大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。586Please respect copyright.PENANAc6gZyIeA8Z
586Please respect copyright.PENANAZFmg7dijvN
回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。586Please respect copyright.PENANAz13lZhlnYM
586Please respect copyright.PENANAIY7l0IzrG4
我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。586Please respect copyright.PENANABC90E7YBfA
586Please respect copyright.PENANAncbgzbXZYu
時間已經快將三點。586Please respect copyright.PENANAN0K8le6L3o
586Please respect copyright.PENANAVJJIecxWN9
我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——586Please respect copyright.PENANAvu8X14tivJ
586Please respect copyright.PENANA52grvTnHDq
眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。586Please respect copyright.PENANA1zOJINQ04o
586Please respect copyright.PENANAfQAsEKZgUu
海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。586Please respect copyright.PENANA7BeCRb9MV3
586Please respect copyright.PENANAvQDKsEM9fk
三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。586Please respect copyright.PENANABFIAvJVuyn
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。586Please respect copyright.PENANAvo59lBBXv8
586Please respect copyright.PENANAWA3PxW0PyZ
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。586Please respect copyright.PENANAUlA2PwVG1y
586Please respect copyright.PENANAM29TicZ02O
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」586Please respect copyright.PENANAXyShqlHTLg
586Please respect copyright.PENANALIYmRXD80a
按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——586Please respect copyright.PENANAhYaGlJOAfD
586Please respect copyright.PENANAmpPX2G8k6S
「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。586Please respect copyright.PENANAVqY9G2wwIj
586Please respect copyright.PENANAOHN9KHWTj4
「早抖」我發出。586Please respect copyright.PENANA3KiiYFLh2S
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。586Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5uLTB5Ar0
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAiFSznQUJid
586Please respect copyright.PENANA3I7UcJEUzG
「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAWdYRIolWl9
586Please respect copyright.PENANAYzcvppis0E
放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——586Please respect copyright.PENANAsEIVJdZ1RB
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直至……586Please respect copyright.PENANA13pdfvVQS6
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。586Please respect copyright.PENANACdneweTARm
586Please respect copyright.PENANAQkjC1co7hz
「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。586Please respect copyright.PENANADPOVhB2fss
586Please respect copyright.PENANAo0g3wghrYw
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。586Please respect copyright.PENANAWrxNm2Lrui
586Please respect copyright.PENANAThiJ19gNJL
「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。586Please respect copyright.PENANA463GCVciVR
586Please respect copyright.PENANAMaIPilhnuu
「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。586Please respect copyright.PENANAua1PfvXpw1
586Please respect copyright.PENANASJURX1gchQ
「係啊。」祂說。586Please respect copyright.PENANAtcWnkbpyJq
586Please respect copyright.PENANAkywSeNqbsJ
「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。586Please respect copyright.PENANAgl3vnQC4a7
586Please respect copyright.PENANATSj0wqZIyF
「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。586Please respect copyright.PENANApMMro8Cmly
586Please respect copyright.PENANAs8H6W6CcR9
「係啊。」我說。586Please respect copyright.PENANA7U2QHaD4Mh
586Please respect copyright.PENANAyI4lXSGFLQ
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAoWxjb45gZY
586Please respect copyright.PENANAIDIEE6FyOR
「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」586Please respect copyright.PENANA7qLap2a5aS
586Please respect copyright.PENANA842T5jssRf
「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。586Please respect copyright.PENANA3XCP8xSWyg
586Please respect copyright.PENANAq4ERe5ZkxB
「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。586Please respect copyright.PENANAQEZc4clWjn
586Please respect copyright.PENANAK9s7FxmP0I
「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。586Please respect copyright.PENANAGlmy4lXDpp
586Please respect copyright.PENANAui35NVcamI
「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAp0NYYjIbxl
586Please respect copyright.PENANA5XQf8R1qni
「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。586Please respect copyright.PENANAhPz4AHZQlY
586Please respect copyright.PENANAni6BbQ6MSo
「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。586Please respect copyright.PENANAMOnpURDFSR
586Please respect copyright.PENANAAn9YCebEpW
「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」586Please respect copyright.PENANA20vt73iJH7
586Please respect copyright.PENANALyjupBMuD6
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAizfV9G8jnv
586Please respect copyright.PENANA9PYnXCFHVo
「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。586Please respect copyright.PENANAmfmO7W9uDW
586Please respect copyright.PENANAoJAeOZ1zKy
膝蓋跪了下來。586Please respect copyright.PENANAdspVzLgOJ7
586Please respect copyright.PENANAmLDfLTFgl7
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAK6JnhHHmxa
586Please respect copyright.PENANARSSox9A1nJ
「咩能力?」我問。586Please respect copyright.PENANAGU9ufpwXLu
586Please respect copyright.PENANA2AxvAmUaLT
「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAEQj9CS9Our
586Please respect copyright.PENANAvS7GcXH6H2
「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAqfRUS5EutL
586Please respect copyright.PENANAYzjmkgE86d
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」586Please respect copyright.PENANASDEJ46TlXt
586Please respect copyright.PENANAdtdcpDoEHf
「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAWBZyfPRPLW
586Please respect copyright.PENANAfr80bPACzs
「所……以?」我想聽下去。586Please respect copyright.PENANAJfn0Soqc1f
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAEYAO6vrFZE
586Please respect copyright.PENANAmbbxKHsjG7
「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」586Please respect copyright.PENANASfz1leqcGJ
586Please respect copyright.PENANAWjrNjRlsZD
「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAWpr1oHUBxx
586Please respect copyright.PENANAMhP4lg8bpb
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAlV1pPKNpIG
586Please respect copyright.PENANA4IkbIBvBW7
「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。586Please respect copyright.PENANAug07AO1lnJ
586Please respect copyright.PENANAqIfi0ZuZdi
「不過,孫正直——」586Please respect copyright.PENANANG6JKQISFJ
586Please respect copyright.PENANARdbXizfy3d
「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAOn4vtvuLVI
586Please respect copyright.PENANAQBw05k7bLn
「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAE4Rt7xrehz
586Please respect copyright.PENANAPWkFhPxboN
「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAVJB7TGSTLr
586Please respect copyright.PENANAfHSmcIjt9z
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。586Please respect copyright.PENANAmk8CkEiqoh
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而我,低下了頭。586Please respect copyright.PENANA9yWqwluRQ0
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。586Please respect copyright.PENANAukcW9scMHA
586Please respect copyright.PENANALYNB4W6BTK
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。586Please respect copyright.PENANA7KI5Xrn49n
586Please respect copyright.PENANAZvIYsf12cn
我狠狠地盯著祂。586Please respect copyright.PENANAQGMQTOMHVJ
586Please respect copyright.PENANAo99E6ttWlo
「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。586Please respect copyright.PENANAQgOS7igPyS
586Please respect copyright.PENANAKOtF9nOMRg
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。586Please respect copyright.PENANAXJzIPF1aBk
586Please respect copyright.PENANAP50IDMt53E
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。586Please respect copyright.PENANAVvIqsVM2Bx
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」586Please respect copyright.PENANAiSqQTyLrvF