被練習簿蓋住的臉，流下兩行淚。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RwnyDjYyK
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甦醒了，仍然躺在大岩石上。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTskIS2jdLE
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海浪拍岸，浪聲傳入耳邊。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1CQdlFfJT
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神明丁悄悄地，掀起練習簿偷看我，又放下，又忍不住再偷看我。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxQFotXPf5
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「做咩啫你？」我右手按住練習簿，不讓祂看我的哭臉。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3aTToJUxE
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「我驚你……整濕本簿。」祂不好意思地說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi7S3kuzrp
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我側躺，把練習簿拿下。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bdciJbYf3
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第三天「END」標記，下面浮現：「Mission complete.」（任務完成）680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFrtmLeg7u
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祂取走了練習簿。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBFwv775jH
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翻回前幾頁，從第三天開始的時候看起。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGMDpSlvyM
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「啊啊啊！」我發狂地打祂，雙手不斷鎚打祂背部。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXgNGw3fAQ
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神明丁淡定地站著，把右肩移下來，被我鎚鎚鎚著。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHHceZkYEs
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十多下後，祂換成左肩，被我鎚鎚鎚著。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42kT22u5y8
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「好舒服，但我差唔多夠喇，你OK啲未？」神明丁問。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoGccKFyR5
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「啊啊啊！」我沒有停下來。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrnG6AlROP
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「唉，都估到你會泥足深陷。」祂說，看著練習簿，「但你手又拖過，攬過，又錫過，OK啦係咪？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcsFNhc095
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「唔OK啊！」我繼續鎚鎚鎚著。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcyqK168Z4
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「結果你同我預知嘅一樣。」祂平靜地說，「好彩我琴日已經話咗畀你知測試唔合格，如果我依家先話畀你知，你可能打得我仲甘。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG33jIGOzDC
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我停了手。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCQ0duhg63
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「喂……你最後做乜，咁直接講自己係神派嚟啊？」神明丁煩惱起來，繼續讀著，「神幫助人係好間接家嘛。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0irIopjoX
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「不過算啦，既然你都唔合格，係唔需要用神嘅思維嘅。」祂寬恕地說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04UvKfyxW5
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開始向神發問。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpRaUw1jgI
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「神明丁，到底哩個世界係咪真係有咁多個神？係咪真係有神明辛？」我軟弱地問。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAMtCfz8Cy
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內心有點疑惑，又變成了不安。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCyXQv7euG
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神明丁沒有回答。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz6TN9t1Ow
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「答我啊。」我抓住祂的白淨衣服。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV5XuuPF28
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「重要咩？」祂問。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDTq75JuUe
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祂轉身看著我，像天父看著兒女一樣，充滿著憐憫和關懷。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDgfwr2Zbb
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「重要嘅係，哩三日，你已經改變咗好多。」神明丁說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY40U8jBye
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我鬆了手，沉重地聽著。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw9cLMK20t
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「重要嘅係，你以前講唔出口嘅說話，依家已經夠膽講出口。重要嘅係，以前你唔敢做嘅事，你都已經做得到。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNv9YDSwmG
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「記唔記得你喺活動室面對蔣少嘅時候，你嘅諗法？你話要『原諒自己』。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3APSWUi3d
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神明丁讀著練習簿的記錄，「你當時諗：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCWgnd9sqX
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這幾年來，我一直為過錯而懺悔，不敢向前踏出一步。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp0ORI9KEJ
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忘記了，其實每個人都會犯錯。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ws0TxrHzF
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犯了錯，不准原諒自己，讓自己深刻地記住，逼自己日後不再犯同樣的錯。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZErV1l6TH
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我知道了，也做到了。只是，我一直不知道，原來還有『下一步』的，就是『原諒自己』。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuvJQdCNu5
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今天，我要犯足夠多的錯，然後——680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARozwCjPwD
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原諒自己。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNEnkhymiI
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神明丁看著我。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFZB2OtGeK
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「今日嘅你，勇敢同陳菲菲對抗，係欺凌者面前毫不示弱，係大家面前，展現咗勇氣嘅一面，勇敢咁做咗好多以前你唔會敢做嘅事。」祂說，「以前你缺少嘅『勇氣』，今日你已經有晒。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4kD0RTLr1
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一句接一句的肯定，出自神明丁的口中。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcBTnYYw0V
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「過去你一直為陸同學嘅事而後悔，今日你已經將哩段經歷，化為自己嘅推動力，令自己唔再輕易錯過喜歡嘅人。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ68WVWjEX
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「過去你一直糾結於阿傑同阿進嘅關係，為失去兩位朋友而心痛。今日你已經可以為冇乜交情嘅同學，挺身而出、加以規勸，無論係李可兒、鄭家明，定係歐陽派。」祂說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1NZmrCfuq
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「所以，過去嘅『包袱』，經過咗哩三日，已經變成咗你嘅『行李』。隨時可以拎嚟用，隨時可以收起。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOPNLy9yDP
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「哩啲，先係真正重要嘅事！」神明丁語重心長地看著我。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g9ZItE4CE
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聽著，我的心開始沉澱。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu9HLwmLhJ
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「即係話……根本就冇咩神明辛。」我凝淚地說，「咩平行世界嘅我，咩成為神的測試，都係呃人嘅。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZnC3P64xe
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「神明辛，真係有。」神明丁慈悲地說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs1JFkcqpO
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「只不過，唔係你諗咁啫……」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlSvtAQfOK
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我仍然聽著。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNTDIQRU89
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「所謂『辛』——」祂遞起食指，指尖冒發神聖的白光，在空氣上寫了三個字母。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z2L8XIg0j
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Son。（兒子）680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJRWJ2grTx
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「所以神明辛就係你，你就係神明Son，神明的兒子。」祂以父愛的口吻說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZVXvamEo4
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「對神嚟講，每一個誠心向神禱告嘅人，我都會當佢地係子女咁看待。」祂再說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8W0pAOhSw
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神聖的白光字母，愈來愈強光，把神明丁包裹了起來。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q2NyEa9Ej
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「你要走嗱？」我意識到。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMlvw9xzVS
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「任務已經完成咗，我都係時候要走。」祂把神的練習簿，收到左手的一堆書中。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhDnh8k9B0
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「至於你……」祂不捨地看著我，考慮要不要說，「不如考慮下返去現實世界。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWfjtKaLiM
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「只要你諗返起自己係點樣嚟到哩度，你就會知點樣走。」祂說，又打量一眼四周。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn72519B8d8
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「不過，如果你覺得哩度風景好，想住多一排嘅話，我都唔會阻止你嘅。」神明丁說，「畢竟，人生嘅選擇權喺你手上。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8SQSiL0LM
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「神明丁，我……」我還想說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmH2cAKsf3
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「有緣再見啦，拜拜。」神明丁說，展露微笑。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVedbGzltW
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「等等……」我只能說，沒準備道別。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNbeHVzlWu
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隨即強光極度耀眼，把夜空的浮雲通通照白。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCg9tlM9w6
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一瞬間，地面的神光消失。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0uyovTf62
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四周回復了黑暗。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJICaNv78HG
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只剩下我和海浪。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDvSIoQYKV
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這算什麼？這算……什麼？680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtmvlIZZjv
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我仰望著星空、浮雲，把身體放到最鬆。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MZMWUJbCC
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獨自一人留在島上。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5TiMqECc
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雙目漆黑，感覺一切都完結了。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEySes7qjP
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「神明丁、陸傾兒……」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPIY5nfrPD
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慢慢地走回岩石。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkd8KuyUru
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屁股坐在岩石上，拾起厚皮的日記。這本陪伴了我五年的筆記簿，裡面夾了一片樹葉。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsecAShLzs
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手翻到葉片那一頁，眼睛繼續之前的閱讀。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQKe02y3XC
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心情：差到想自爆680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXJrbHXNIR
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡，每日都有很多車、很多人走過，有些會走進你的生命，陪你走一段路，最後才離開你。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOVAazmtw9
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Va8vSjZl
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我不希望彼此的關係變差，但是，人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7tYbCIF6m
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有時候，我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人，能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕，羡慕得很，但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGtetijBAE
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既然如此，我就只有做自己。一天，我有了一個奇妙的想法：680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oarUJ58zY
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「不如放逐自己，流浪什麼都好。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy8Nb8myYF
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嘗試過一個人的生活，走一個人的旅程。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCEpVwaeHq
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只是，我萬萬沒想到……680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhGsZsiyCx
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqzT65UpC7
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如果，這個世界有神……680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFhQb3lsfl
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望可以再過一次17歲，我人生中所有的錯誤都是從17歲開始的。如果可以再來一次，我會好好幫助別人來贖罪，我會愛惜自己喜歡的人。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDCMR9Nx2E
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如果，這個世界有神……680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol7FbL1mLp
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請你聽我的禱告，我希望你能夠赦免我的罪，結束我無限期的懺悔。我希望可以放下過去的往事，解開我腳下的鎖鏈鐵球。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡast8qrSeZ3
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