Chapter 3
It's been a month since I found out this was my old world, that time when I found out the truth my parents… Mr. and Mrs. Mikaela immediately brought me to the hospital for a check-up they only feel calm when they found out the result there's nothing wrong with their child… me.
In the meanwhile of this month I too found out my own appearance, of course with my baby body child fat puffing every part of my body at least I found out I got a black hair like Mr. Clive and strangely I got violet eyes while Mr. Clive was blue and Mrs. Misa was black, maybe somewhere in their bloodline got a violet eyes? well I don’t care.
I still sleep all day long, besides that when I wake up I just sit on the sofa in the living room staring at the TV. Of course both Misa and Clive find it strange with my sudden change of behavior, they have known me for 1 year moreover as a child there's no way they don't give their attention unless I am a child born by mistake.
They find me who is usually very energetic with curiosity max just sitting in front of the TV without moving, staring at the TV that doesn't even turn on. Of course I understand how to turn on the TV but there's no way I can turn it on myself, 1 year old baby suddenly turned on the TV the first time he saw it how creepy can that be.
Misa and Clive try to attract my attention with baby toys which I ignore, if they call or give me a signal I'll follow them to the T, but other than that I'm back at the TV which isn't on. Those two who could not stand my strange behavior, at least staring at the TV that was on was much more natural than staring at the TV that was off, they finally helped me turn on the TV according to my inner wish.
other than occasional world news which attract my attention, the rest just spread the news where I live the city or maybe a country which I don't recognize I don’t care at all what I know I'm now in the continent of Europe That’s all.
At times like this I can't help it but to think about my old family, how do they feel when they get the news that their youngest child is the first one to leave the world, how do older brothers feel? how do older sisters feel? actually i don't really care about big brother he has strong determination and he is an amazing person i'm sure he can surpass my death quickly and live his life well, nothing will happen to him
The problem is that my older sister which our relationship more closer than my brother because we are closer in age, she was like sister like best friend like me who always has a soft spot for her, she too always has a soft spot for me, I really hope she able to surpass my death well.
And again I feel guilty with my parents who have raised me all this time I can’t give them a daughter-in-law neither grandchildren, besides that with my minimum salary I can't send money to them at all, and just like that I suddenly left them first as the last child I hope my sisters and brothers can help them surpass my death. Everytime I got a free time, this feeling of guilt always hits and all I can do is to hope and pray for their health.
The happy and warm atmosphere around the house gone without any trace and was replaced by a cold atmosphere, Clive and Misa also tried to take me to the hospital once again to make sure there was nothing wrong with me, surely they don't know the reason behind my strange behavior , unlikely I can tell the reason behind it.
Another two weeks has passed since then and we got a visitor. Beautiful Caucasian woman with slim body as tall as Misa, blonde hair and big breast, I can only be amazed with her beauty and in her hand a baby that looks like about the same age as me.
[ hello Lex, I'm Layla and this is my Daughter Kate nice to meet you! ] cheerfully she greet me and bring Kate to shook hands with me, From what I heard looks like she is our neighbor, it seems that the purpose of my parents was to introduce me to a friend of the same age worrying about my strange behavior.
I stared blankly at Layla after shaking hands with Kate, when our eyes met she look a little surprised but immediately cover it with a smile. She carry Kate to sit beside me and left us alone as she went into the kitchen with Misa, while Clive not a home right now, working maybe…
I stared at Kate and she stared back at me
Um.. how to converse with a baby? this is a problem I never hated a baby or child before but I never liked them too!
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Oh!, right I still have toy bought by Misa and Clive. I got off the sofa to the toy box beside, Kate tried to follow me it seems she still can't walk properly, luckily soft carpet lied down on the floor of the house so there won't be a problem if Kate falls, seeing her wobbly walking worried me a lot but I can't help her she has to be able to do it herself for her better future.
We start rummaging the toy box in Kate looking inside the toy box with eyes full of curiosity
*clang
Plate fell into the floor.., Misa whose bringing plate of snack from kitchen looks like she loses her strength when she saw me taking care or maybe playing with Kate from their perspective, then I can see her black beautiful eyes start quivering with teardrop at the edge of it. At that moment..
Like a thunder strike it came to me
( ahh!, she's too my mother , my parents how can I forgot about it how can my vision narrowed down this far ) she must be worried sick about my condition in the last month
With that she came running toward me lift me up and tightly hugging me.
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[ excuse me for a moment ] Misa said and went back to her room leaving the three of us alone ( it must be to fix her messy face ), Layla start playing with the two of us but I sit still looking at the direction where Mother Misa has gone.
Before thinking about my old family I need to think what can I do for this family for whatever reason I can reincarnate into this body, the fact that this body is their flesh and blood will not change and it's clear what obligations I have whether legal or illegal I got this body.
( …… )
For now maybe being a healthy and good child is the best choice at least I can reduce my feelings of guilt towards this family. And maybe.. maybe when I have a leeway someday I can repay my old family.
Because of that...
( Father, Mother, Brother, and Sister this is gonna be my last time worrying about you all, but I'll always pray for all of your safety, someday I definitely visiting you all even as a stranger , thank you for all those years )
Shortly Mother Misa returned to the living room with a bright face but there’s still a little tear mark left in her face when I walked towards Mother Misa, Mother Misa immediately hugged me tightly I also hugged her tightly, one day I will definitely tell this family the guilt that I buried deep in my heart.
( I will tell them the truth that I … )
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