敏青親手抱著我從停車場附近回到家後，便打發男朋友離開。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EguYn7UlC
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「下B，但係今日係平安夜喎…」這個叫做阿明的MK說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lHBloIFa5
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「乖啦乖啦，最多我過兩日陪返你啦！我愛你啊。」敏青說罷，阿明作勢想要親她，卻被推開。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL4o6x23oN
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「哈、哈、哈！」我說，露出勝利者的眼神，我知道阿明聽起來我只是在喵喵叫，但眼神他大概看得懂，所以對我還以怨恨的表情。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy7XL1ogO4
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明被推至門外後，敏青關上她家裡的大門，然後轉頭對我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WFH2SdFNE
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「月月，我無養過貓嫁，聽日出面鋪頭開返先可以買到貓糧、貓砂比你，你今晚要乖女，唔可以隨處瀨啊！」敏青一邊說，一邊用她溫暖的手，輕柔地撫摸著我的頭。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQvMSnjbj4
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女神果然是女神，真是太溫柔了吧。可我並不是女的，我到底可以怎樣讓你知道…236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vfq1nTbU1
敏青與父母、家姐和姐夫，還有中學未畢業的弟弟，同住在兩層的村屋。家人的房間在二樓，敏青則住在地下。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB70Pl2q3pD
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她把我連同紙箱抱到睡房裏。本來我的家就在她家對面，小時候我經常會去她家打擾她和家人，就連DSE那段時間，我也經常要她替我補習。倒是女神的香閏，這次是第一次到訪。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcERvO73EI8
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「月，你等我一陣，我去廚房拎少少野比你食…」敏青說，我還未習慣自己的新名字，還有作為黑貓的存在。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyZKWX05mN
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「喵。」我輕叫一聲，讓她放心。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOIpttUEgj
236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemLYXs7Uze
趁敏青走去廚房的時候，我仔細地觀察着她的房間，女生的房間而言非常整潔，而且有種她獨有的香氣。書本整齊地排列在書架上，和想像的不同，書架上幾乎沒有教科書。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pUPIQZUKQ
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她看戴望舒、西西、董啟章的詩集，有幾本有張愛玲和三毛的小說，還有很多的太宰治以及不少的村上春樹…?236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI03Bn9BTAP
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對了，她的第一本村上春樹是我送的，那是中五聖誕假的事了，想不到她之後還看了這麼多。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BFo1HCsbW
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「飲杯！今晚平安夜我哋不醉無歸！」朋友A說。中五那年的平安夜，正好是三年前的這一晚，我和敏青還有幾個朋友在市中心的雞煲店過節。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfffz4IfSV
敏青乖乖的坐在一旁，沒有喝酒，我卻飲得爛醉，倒是我早就跟朋友安排好，抽禮物的環節，她一定會抽到我準備的書，我亦一定會抽到她的禮物。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwYf6fttVk
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「咩嚟㗎？正正方方咁嘅！」她笑著問我。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8HqcKzYgO
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「你拆嚟睇吓咪知囉！」我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZINCTAPmb0
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「呢度好大浸打邊爐味，我驚整污糟呀！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEuB1ZhDyL
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「唔緊要啦，快啲快啲快啲！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS9ZPNusIH
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「嗯…」她用精巧的小手，小心翼翼的拆開禮物包裝，入面裝着的是我買的《挪威的森林》上冊。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKClkklIaPT
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「好靚呀，多謝！我冇睇過村上春樹。」敏青說。「一直都想買嚟試吓睇，好鍾意你份禮物，多謝你！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYLOdfsELh
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「鍾意就好啦，係囉，咁啱你又抽中我份禮物。」我記得她以前跟我說過，她想看這本書。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpoGPlhcQR
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「你樣樣成績都咁好，不過中文作文仲需要惡補一下，我上次考試居然高分過你，記唔記得老師講你啲插敘啊！太突兀啦！Auntie應該將你個名改做『文青』，咁樣你作文應該會好啲。」我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc9pDjLUHo
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「係啦係啦、知啦知啦，長氣！」敏青幸福地望着這本《挪威的森林》的表情，我永遠也不能忘記。「不過點解得上冊既？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGD7QpmiKv
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「等你睇完之後問我拎埋下冊！不過要你DSE作文高分過我先！對嚟來講應該唔難掛？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPrhe6LCOJ
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「搞錯啊！你又蝦我啦！」敏青撒嬌說。「係喎！到你啦！你快啲拆我份禮物！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3oMLTJqaW
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「等唔切啦！」我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIyGJkHXXM
女神從廚房回來睡房，我的回憶片段被打斷，她拿了一碗牛奶和幾片牛扒給我。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVdMC59ohx
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「對唔住呀月月，我得呢啲咋！」敏青說，跟回憶中的她同樣的溫柔。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wj42edgo3
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不打緊，這樣寒冷的天氣餓了一整天，現在我吃什麼都會覺得很好味。我大快朵頤、狼吞虎嚥地咬著牛扒，喝着牛奶，差點記不起一夜前我還懂得用刀叉吃飯。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QrdUlQUCZ
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「乖，咁你乖乖慢慢食啦，我而家去沖涼。」敏青摸著我的頭說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES70uiLGn7
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沖涼？對了…女神才剛回家，還沒有洗澡啊。好想跟着去啊！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6cPmo9gw1
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可惡，我不能這樣邪惡啊，她對我這麼好，又把我帶回家，我怎樣可以用邪惡對待她的善良。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWK2e2dQAZ
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女神從抽屜中拿出內衣褲，粉色的胸圍非常性感。我分不清是因為女神還是口中的牛扒，口水忍不住直流。感覺自己有點像日本的痴漢，算了，還是放棄偷窺的念頭。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMBxmwJFdj
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她從房間走到廁所，我控制不了手腳似的跟隨在她後面。對了，肯定是貓神的詛咒，對不起啊敏青，我也控制不了。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAXPuW6ZX2
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嗯嗯，反正變了貓也做不了什麼，看一會兒也無傷大雅吧。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSwUcDnIjk
女神走進洗手間內，沒有完全關上門，我從門罅中偷偷的看着。她脫掉上衣，雪白的背脊和粉藍色的胸圍坦露在我的臉前，她反手解開胸圍鈕扣然後脫下。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSEwzi6hYC
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我感覺到自己的生理反應，跟作為人類時沒有差太遠，卻有一股想要衝向獵物的衝動。我吞一吞口水，嘗試把門再推開一點，門發出「杰」的一聲，女神下意識轉過來，還拿著胸圍的右手正好擋着乳頭的位置。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6gczMjRYI
236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPukAZbTv5B
「月月，你做咩出咗嚟㗎？我沖涼啊鹹濕妹！」女神轉身向門的方向走過來，我目不轉睛的看着她雪白的雙乳，大小正好足夠被我的手掌包着。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA0t6rHsIm
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「好啦好啦，望夠啦！我快啲沖完涼過嚟陪你啦！」說罷便用左手關上門，我還在呑剛才那啖口水，心跳從來沒有變得如此快。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWaFqBNpYB
放榜那天，敏青哭得很慘。DSE成績二十多分的她，在我們這間band3學校裏面，已經是名列前茅的成績，可是要進入心儀的學科，好像還是有點難度。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1eivSXQu8
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那天她幾乎沒有說話，放榜之後我把失魂落魄的她拉進了學校附近的一間茶餐廳，點了兩個沙嗲牛肉麵。我們的成績不似預期，沙嗲牛肉麵的質素更加是差勁之極。我永遠有冇辦法忘記那個早上，還有那碗難吃的沙嗲牛肉麵。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBFpMxMD2D
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「我應該讀唔到想讀嘅社工啦。」她說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBMuIyPQoF
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「但係你一樣可以做義工呀，而且畢業之後仲可以讀Master或者PHD㗎嘛！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jQzfRU1Jp
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我嘗試安慰她說，感覺並沒有令她好過一點。我有點後悔自己沒有努力參與那些學校OLE活動組舉辦的心理輔導訓練班。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LORUTc5fJ
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「你啊，唔好掛住安慰我啦，之後嘅路，你諗住點啊？」敏青反過來想要安慰我。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTqfiWF6ON
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「冇嘢啦，我一早拎晒Ive, Space offer。鍾意讀咩就讀咩，輕鬆！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRrKFrGpqY
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「我哋要分開啦…我同你，同埋其他同學。」敏青帶點哀傷的聲音說。感覺她是因為不捨得中學生活多過不捨得我。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfbHG7GtmV
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「係…分開唔同學校，不過我都會喺度㗎。我住喺你隔離咋嘛！」我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoE7xplYB6
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「係啦，本《挪威的森林》下冊…」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGNOYC1CCB
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「冇得俾你住呀！鬼叫我科科成績都咁差，除咗中文作文有粒星咩！」我笑著說。「咁啦，如果你Jupas放榜入到社工，或者畢業之後都係做到社工嘅話，本書我就俾你啦！」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhES7pW9om
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「一言為定？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoEvgmdb6K
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「嗯，一言為定！」我說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmBzlVxchI
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結果現實沒有那麼順利。敏青進了大學的商科，她本來最討厭的商科。我則「如願以償」進了space的文學院。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0TGWBS5iV
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那本《挪威的森林》的下冊我一直沒有送出，起初我們倆還會在同學聚會中遇見，後來大家都在忙着自己的大專生活，這種聚會本來就少之又少。敏青住進學校的宿舍之後，我們「家」的距離拉長了，亦沒有怎樣聯絡了。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXQ4MAstez
「我返嚟啦！」敏青回到睡房中，用毛巾包着沖洗過的頭髮。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX4myW5RFI
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「你返嚟啦！」我回應，以她聽不懂的貓語說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmR5OmqmdZ
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「有冇掛住我呢？我吹頭啊，拜託你忍耐一下！」敏青一邊吹頭一邊說，風筒發出令貓或人都不耐煩的聲音。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsypLmkoEf
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「喵。」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOCHL0Rhpx
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「辛苦你啦今晚，要同我一齊瞓，聽日幫你買晒啲貓貓用品同埋床舖，你就有自己個竇啦！」敏青說。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vwqujFPUZ
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「老實講啊敏青，就算你買咗個竇我都會黐住你瞓。建議你慳返啲錢。」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AJvs51V90
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「貓嚟講你都算多嘴個喎。喵喵喵喵喵咁，我聽唔明你講咩㗎！」她躺在床上，撫摸着我的尾巴，我身體自然地發出「呼嚕呼嚕」的聲音。我在床的內側粘着敏青的腰，咪起雙眼，不自覺地覺得眼皮很重。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLXSU7Fuhz
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很睏了，貓要睡覺了。「的嗒」一聲，敏青把床頭的電燈關掉。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PleJs8Jei
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「晚安了，月。」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEURJPmX4l
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晚安了，敏青。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwrH2s8CiT
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我閉上眼，清晰地聽見敏清的心跳聲還有呼吸聲。我不禁想起，如果我還是日的時候，有跟她坦白自己的心聲就好了。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHCqn843PR
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貓神，我想變回人了。就算不能跟女神相愛及同睡，我也想用人的模樣試一次，失敗也好，成功也好。求求你，把我變回人。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE432XWSA2t
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這天晚上我沒有做夢，貓神亦沒有如願出現。明月依舊照人，白晝還是從清晨的東邊破繭而出。除了我變成貓以外，世界好像完全沒有任何改變。從天而降的陷阱，迷宮的出口到底收藏在哪裏？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvaBlepMZj
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