x
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0RFcQegYp
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpci8YC1Ek7
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukMkmOrmBb
難以脫離。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN1EfReDRx
毫無去處，不得不。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv20oW8h9r
難以忍耐。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3E0BPmIAt
無法壓抑，不可避。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLVXdQ8ftg
轉向他人求助，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJkfk50LjE
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce61thG6LZ
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunKBUk4wkZ
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4cpYtEMmM
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYkPStzcZk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtuS44TVEx
包裝妳的異樣，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznYsPVyn1A
編織出一道厚繭囚住，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc8YhZUKxE
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy10VWIhRw
外表與他人無異。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oRzRfE9yd
「這樣的我。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf6SwqewBj
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7dpSsquj7
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWvwH1x4NO
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FYmYHNuG3
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPw2itZqel
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsOxOpnWnw
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU98ADrBqd
「將異樣的感受消除。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA1rrI5Rzo
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3RQqCIBSy
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEZAZIzszH
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vPKE0VQJB
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwUdMyTCFK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaGNs2mx8Z
妳渴望：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uD65RhBB1
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrW7G7Fi3m
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0AC88L6Qh
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80UyViMZjw
「一個也好……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE906uiROx
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OOCAKDjou
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuD7kTjbaZ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb42m8oq1Nq
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP0BJ6eyEn
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy1ipFIOvK
「暴露出來。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbaegiAQz1
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8hPxinWeZ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9IGQZG6Y7
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPs82lWMh2
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBDKqO6mf0
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtC6JMMDgF
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrxBdqcCNu
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RvzicmhoA
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoFfGNygRo
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiAQqesEHg
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zoQaciQOF
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwztTZJO6w0
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxIXwNxRAe
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dQW2Iy5Kc
牽起一絲又一絲，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JL15blzD9
有粗大、有細小的，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxic7Fali6o
快樂與憂鬱。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZUhqmJgXv
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo13EZ99a6
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRetCytOqE
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDby2SYryV
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDNLlpkhOR
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKdtKxj2J3
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zna1KeaBX
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0lpogaekJ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXWPGq72Lk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BqmEeUanl
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKIq30rEhL
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiYiMKV4o1
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAHcWYARjB
四溢出……795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsgxueL92s
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDenUCNw2bK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1LVLusfWW
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xPeuPeTu1
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oRa6oPriJ
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdGtPYmydK
「答案是肯定的對吧？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLBRHe4Iic
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdU6QoJW7L
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPAMtLle1Q
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOce8OANlvx
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmf4JCcc2T
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0kkGBZHL6
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWEK2u3ShU
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1xvIGt4S0
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1U8ARaNIP
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcxBmP71B2
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gd31pM6gJ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdnnHQ3nyp
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0AT5hOldk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoFdp817uv
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIAW2X9jhL
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDxrc0mind
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXiamj4lUt
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasam3I2K4S
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNgYZTLjGy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMusYfTVCAu
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZOPNwAqMh
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMFq5jXr6G
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71q6PMQIm2
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYW06QxaMN
好像也不怎麼在意了……795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz17W5qHTI8
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3vuWSmehN
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj7dZj30Tw
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJiGDfbuaA
而且從內到外的冰冷。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67bRJMCuD5
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9se3kj4I1F
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOYlBwUik1
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw6OEoxpdo
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7fYBRkSwy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8eE010wgh
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCzHodqa80
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ306MJXmbCa
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK5FqIjSZX
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGP8ZCeIdV
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYZpy4rJvp
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsgdG1eBPC
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL86CfoPXOx
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ2RCurRDH
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5ozznWheV
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXzNonGRr
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoLZ4I5d8l
取出，
心之果實。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpym47QvC1U
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3t3N00uZi
終於...
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfix6nj5yog
不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN1KvcMPXC
