An oasis of emotions that I can’t seem to say out loud even to my most trusted and closest loved ones. Yet I sill want to be heard, that what this mini blog is about. Talking about and venting my feelings in the form of journaling and letters is a basic description of this blog, it will also have poems and creative writing based on pure emotions I face on a daily. I hope someone can find this relatable and always remember you are never alone.

You can Pm me any time! I’m always here for you.Comment anytime and support each other, we are all human a little support can go a long way.

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Motivation.When you have it, anything seems attainable. When it is lacking, it can sometimes be tough to get out of bed and go about your daily activities.

That is what this book is for - to get you the motivation you need in life to sail through every and any situation.

Take 5 minutes of your time a day to read one chapter and get motivated.

©Alphawrites 2020

Caroline Rosewood was happy, healthy, and had a loving mom and dad.That is, until three years ago.Now, her dad is gone, her mother resents her, everyone at school outcasts her, and she's lost all her friends, along with her health.But Caroline doesn't care what her classmates think or gossip about. They don't know her, so they don't have the right nor capability to judge her.No, that's not the problem. The problem is her mother.

As a result of the downhill spiral that was triggered three years ago, Caroline has no one and nothing to turn to except for music.The keys, the notes and the melodies are all that gives her comfort, along with singing... In an empty room, of course.That is, until she finally lets someone in.

I haven't lived a long life. Only 18 years, and counting. However, I've been through a lot. Sometimes I feel completely and totally out of control and have no idea what to do about anything. But I'm not alone, there are a lot of you who have felt the same way I have, or similar. I'm here to show you that you aren't alone and that there is joy in even the hardest of times.

This is the story of Lynn Owens, a teenage girl who had it all. The love of her life, her family, and even money. She knew she needed nothing more. Insert Grace Lynch, and Lynn felt like the happiest girl alive.

...Until the unthinkable happened. When Grace is left comatose in the aftermath of something awful, Lynn is destroyed, fraught, and unsure of how to feel about anything. Lynn continued to fight, deciding that staying strong and being with Grace was the best option. However, as hard as Lynn tried to keep herself together, the evil of man and the darkness within herself had come out on top.

Lynn finally shattered and what came with that was a yearning for numbness. She spiraled out of control, falling into the world of Heroin and Benzos. Further and further she fell, until she was placed into The Oregon Mental Health and Substance Abuse Rehabilitation Center by her parents and a lone friend. Alone and scared, she was now forced to look at herself...and a pair of familiar faces.

Can Lynn take a step forward without taking another two backwards?

What happens when Lynn meets the problematic singer and songwriter, Jay Ward? With anger issues and an appetite for destruction, could Jay be exactly what Lynn needs? Could Lynn be exactly what Jay needs? Or are they one another's downfall? Will Grace return to Lynn?

Can Lynn pick up the pieces and regain what once was?

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