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"I think hyung likes someone" moon announces, do people possess some kind of character when they like someone? "그는 내 맥북에서 '여자가 나를 좋아하는지 알아보는 방법'을 검색했습니다 {he searched 'how to know if a girl likes me' on my macbook}" what? So cute and he is exposing him just like that
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I lean in a little to Alex who looks completely unimpressed by moons word, he just kept on using his phone "i think the girl likes you too" i whisper and it got his attention, i can see his lips twitch slightly, i quickly cover my action up by picking the brownie off his plate, i don't want to be caught flirting with him, i won't hear the end of it
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"You guys are so messy" roo won hyung says standing up immediately to come and dust off the sofa with the napkin he strangely always has on him "you weren't this messy before" I smile while pointing at moon and saewon hyung "I learned from the best" he smiles back at me giving a thumbs up, I am not usually a messy person, I don't just give a fuck sometimes and we all know roo won is a clean freak, he finds fault in average people like us
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"About the crush" what's with sae won hyung and bringing up things that should be buried, he should stop trying to get revenge and focus on embarrassing people, he so good at that
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"Who?" He came towards him and I quickly shifted to sit far away from him, I don't want to be caught up in this mess "I bet I know who it is" they all started nodding and they focused on me except Hyunjoon hyung
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Why are they looking at me "did I tell you he had a crush on you, you were his favourite fan" I look pointedly at him, leaving room for no kind of expression on my face
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he is not about to catch me lacking
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I love sae won hyung but he shouldn't expose Alex like that "you said it like what? hundred times?" I knew what was coming and I immediately raised my hand for moon's high five
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It is now extremely normal to bicker with sae won, he is really no different from my brother and we literally have a score board but all this is not something the fans know
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Mr moon has tried his best to get us to have some kind of distance or barrier but the more he tried the closer we got, they are all completely free with me that I am just living here like an annoying younger sister at this point
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I didn't even know that was possible, I didn't think I would be bickering with ace after three months of staying
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I didn't know they would be like brothers to me
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"Wow nice, you're taking his side now" he reached toward me without touching me then he placed his hand to his heart, why they haven't started acting is beyond me "I know what to do" he then stands up and dramatically walks toward the fridge
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We are all looking at him intently, he brought out the Tupperware I had my remaining slices of pizza in, i stacked that in there because I get hungry every midnight now
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I think my body got used to the fact that I woke up every midnight to eat alex brownie that I now crave something
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He brought out my carefully stacked pizza out of the tupperware "eat it and I am going to make fertilizer out of your body" I threaten as he was about to put the slice in his mouth "ooh I'm scared" he takes the bite anyways
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I started making a mental note to write an apology note to the fans and I think I should call my brother to teach me how to write a statement in the police station
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"If looks could kill, you'd be million feets under" hyunjoon hyung says taking proper measures by getting away from me, he went to sit in the farthest corner of the living room
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"But I'm with hyung on this one, you did eat the food I ordered" I turn to him
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This boy doesn't get the concept of forgive and forget "there was eggplant in it and you don't eat it" I yell before running towards sae won hyung
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He was already prepared because he wasted no time in running, and instead of going outside his smart ass went to his room and locked up
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I waited for a long time but he never opened the door
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He is known for being notoriously bad at planning revenge, but my unluckyness made him successful with me, I'm gonna get him
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And I think the fertilizer option wasn't exactly bad
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I should start faking some mental illness now so that I can plead insanity and won't get the death penalty
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"Oh my god you fucking scared me" I whisper yelled at alex who is miraculously tucked in, in my bed, ever since the day we slept together once he started coming in to sleep with me
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"You had a nightmare again?" I tease him, that was his excuse when he came in three days ago
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"Oh stop it" he playfully swatted my hand and I started laughing as silently as I can
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"Can you tell me what you said in the afternoon again" he wants me to tell him I like him, he had been pestering me whenever he got a chance alone with me "that I like pizza?" I started referring to the game we played after saewon hyung took a bite out of my pizza "no" he answered looking at me with that unreadable gaze and I think i'm melting "that hyunjoon hyung should leave his hair at that lenghth" to be candid he did looked extra yummy with long hair, not that I would eat him or anything
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Who am I kidding, I would if he was served
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"No" he keeps staring at me as if daring me to continue and what do you know
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He hasn't played a game with the most stubborn person to walk the earth
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"That I like alex hyung voice" I said as if he wasn't right by my side
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"Yes and no" he sighed backing down from the staring contest "that I like you" i said when I noticed he wasn't paying attention to me "no" he replies without giving it much thought
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"Wait yes" he sits up immediately facing me "say it again" something about the way he is excited, the way his eyes glistened when he heard that i liked him made me actually think it was genuine and he did like me and the butterflies in my stomach are going too crazy "I like you" i said firmly staring him with as much intensity as he is staring at me
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Saying it to him feels so different from yelling I love you amidst the crowd at their concert and it is very different from commenting loving them on their pictures, it feels out of this world
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"Can I kiss you" I like that he takes consent seriously but we've literally been tongue fucking every single day, pardon my French
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I nod a little and that is his permission to start a full blown makeout
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His lips trailed down to the curve of my neck and it feels heavenly to just have him talking so huskily while he bit down on my collarbone
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A moan escaped my lips and I felt so shy all of a sudden but alex wasn't even seeing that as he was still peppering kisses all over my chest
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Would I be considered cheap or slutty if anything happened between us tonight
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I wanted to stop it but I am enjoying it way too much that I only encouraged him by burying my hands in his hair
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His soft luscious hair that smelt heavenly, it smells like my shampoo
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Has he been using it? I'm sure it isn't the product he uses
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he came up to me again and continued his assault on my lips
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At this point I have only my bra and my shorts on and alex had no shirt on with his trouser, this is going fast and I don't want to stop it
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He placed his hand on my breast something I think he has been avoiding, and moments later his hand was off it, I think he did it subconsciously
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His hand went down to my stomach, sending electricity everywhere
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His hand dangerously near the bands of my short, he couldn't even touch my breast will he do that
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When I felt his hand tug a little on my band, I stopped him instinctively "I'm sorry" he said quickly retracting his hand as if I burnt him "no, no, I just wanted to tell you I haven't done this before and we have no condom and I am not even your girlfriend yet" I started ranting on because I felt I had made him feel bad which is something I don't want
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He chuckles slightly before placing a kiss on my mouth "you're doing a lot to me val" he places a kiss on my nose "you're so cute" another on my forehead "I like you so much" everything he is saying is heavenly to me but I haven't gotten over the embarrassment of what I had said
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"Its cute when you rant, it is so bold of you to assume that I've done this before" he kissed my left cheek letting his lips linger a little "I didn't plan on doing that tonight, and we could have just gotten some from jae joon's room, he and his girlfriend bang like rabbits" he chuckled at his joke and I laughed too
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It is usually the quiet ones, his girlfriend has being here only once since I arrived and they are extremely close, I admire their relationship
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That eased the awkwardness I felt a little "I thought you were already my girlfriend since we skipped all bases and just jumped right into it but thinking about it now i should really ask you" he finishes with another kiss on my lips
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He looks down at my body eyes darkening as if they were just noticing me for the first time, he looked up at me while patting around for something
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He gave his top to me "wear it please" he said with a little strain in his voice "can I sleep like this" he says referring to his shirtless body, you can strip and I won't have a problem with it, it is you we are talking about, I nod and he snuggles me
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I woke up with my head on alex chest, his breathing is even, I listened to his hearth beat rythmically before I noticed it is already bright outside and everybody is probably awake
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I jumped up as quickly as possible startling alex awake "I think you should stop sleeping here" I say as soon as he sits up "good morning to you too" he replies sassily before getting up
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I watch as his muscle flexed, all this and it is probably all mine, I think I'm dieing
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I look away immediately I saw alex caught me checking out his body, my cheek started to burn I gave a quick awkward smile, getting up from the position I was in
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I started looking around for his top before realizing I had it on
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I walked towards the bathroom to put it off before realizing I wore my bra to sleep, no wonder I felt very uncomfortable waking up
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Normally I wear sport bra since I've been here because I wasn't exactly confident about my breast, they weren't exactly sitting up so
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After putting off the top I realized I just jumped in here without thinking about what to wear so I wrapped a towel around my body throwing the top at him and urging him to leave
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"They are probably roaming around the corridor right now" alex reminds me walking past me to go into the bathroom "I need to wash my face"
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I left the door and went to sit on the bed, the door to the room opened almost immediately "you're finally awake?" Ri na unni said and I started internally thanking god alex was in the bathroom and he stopped the water immediately the door opened.
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"Today the boys have a lot to do so you and I would be helping them at the office" I nod "I better go and change then" I tried doing that so that she can leave immediately but knowing her she still had more informations to give
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"We are going to be going through the online reviews together" I nod to that as well "the boys has to go to the signing too" I've been told about that yesterday but it is still fun to hear her say it all when alex is hiding in my bathroom
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After several instructions on what I should wear and how I should do my makeup
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I was finally able to get her to leave and lock the door, the door wasn't locked yesterday, we were trying to he sneaky but we are not good at it
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I went into the bathroom without knocking believing alex is just going to be standing around waiting for her to leave
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I didn't know I was going to find him putting off his trousers, if i was a minute late I would have been staring at his dingerling which the pant aren't really hiding
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I quickly looked up because I didn't want to be the pervert in here, I clear my throat and whispered a sorry before heading back to the room
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I hate coming here so much, I feel vulnerable and everytime i see those girls holding signs I get flashback of the time I was egged which wasn't a good experience because my cloth smelled of egg even after I had dry cleaned it
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"Tea is better than coffee" moon continued his argument with hyun joon, they argue about the most random things "hmm noona who is right?" I am known for blindly supporting moon, maybe because i love him so much but I have never supported anybody he is in an argument with
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"I think it depends on your point of view, we don't all have the same preferences" i shrug "first time you are saying something meaningful" sae won hyung said from the back
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I smiled at him "that is so creepy" tae mu says looking away "be glad your fans are outside, I would have been strangling you right now" my smile still didn't falter "I'm honesty scared of you when you do that" I stopped smiling immediately "don't be oppa" I say in the agyeo voice that tastes so sour in my mouth
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"She called him oppa" jae joon the master observant said, pointing at hyun joon "yeah guess I'm so lucky" it sounded sarcastic but it wasn't, he is smiling at me
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He was about to pull my cheek when the door open, thank god it is getting stuffy in here
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I gave the last glare at sae won hyung before getting
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down, hyunjoon held my hand while I was getting down and I said a quick thank you before following rina unni to a different building, a smaller one compared to the main building
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