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✳Have you ever had to choose between your feelings and your feelings, what is wrong and what is right?✳
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"I'm gonna be done soon" He looks exhausted, he should be, he has been my errand boy for about four hours now
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In my defense I told him not to come, i told him it is going to be exhausting, he should have known when Rina unni bailed "I'm so sorry" he waves me off
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I only have one shoot left for the colour changing foundation, and after that we're done for today
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It is very hard balancing the modeling work with the show and we weren't able to record much because of my schedule and theirs
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I was supposed to audition for some movie too but that was postponed
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After the trouble we've been through they should seriously go on hiatus after this five months has come to an end
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The staff is weirdly flirty and he caught me in my good light, he and I just clicked immediately, it made today's work easier for me
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Rina unni told me i'm getting so much modeling offer because of the success of the show in countries with black people
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Most of the companies are willing to pay a lot, offers that I didn't think I would be getting even if I have been in this field for long
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Rina unni had guide me on a lot of things, she gave me instructions about what to accept and what not to, she really made it easier and Mr bang also did a lot of good work
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"Are you hungry" if I ever decide to start living with Hyunjoon hyung today i'm going to get fat the next day "yes, doebokki" he chuckles before bringing out his phone to order some, here I am complaining about the food when I could easily decline
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He asked the staff what they wanted too, he is going to feed them?
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his niceness always warm up my heart, I've heard somewhere that he is a snobby bitch but he hasn't been a snobbish bitch to me or to people he has been around
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that is why they say you shouldn't always trust everything you see on the internet
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"On second thought I think I should have spicy chicken wings too" I started debating when everyone keeps naming all the good food they wanted, everything they say sounds inviting
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"How about we just all order pizza" I quickly shook my head no immediately it was suggested, why would they all have the same thing just cause I can't decide on what to eat "I'll just stick to the doebokki" Hyunjoon hyung smiled before proceeding to order
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Mr bang really didn't want Hyunjoon hyung to come since it wasn't at the company but he insisted on coming as my manager, he said they wouldn't treat me well if I don't have my manager with me which is quite the fetch and one of the biggest excuses of the century, because he came along with me when i already have two staffs with me, they had to add three more people just because he decided to come
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"I like this one" I got closer to him to scroll back to the picture, I was talking to one of the staffs about the shoe she was wearing "we can't use that one" i know he can't I just want that picture on my phone, it is one of those pictures you take that just come out more beautiful than the whole set
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"I can send it to you now" I was about bring out my phone "but Mr hwang probably has it on his phone, he was taking pictures too" how could I have forgotten that when he has more professional poses than the camera man
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"I'll collect them from him then"
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Our food finally arrives forty two minutes later, my stomach grumbled at the sight and aroma of the food "food is here" I squealed happily, I reached for one of the packages to read what is on it "this is mine" I reached for the package while smiling happily "this is a little bit much, did you order this much Mr hwang" he nods before coming to sit next to me
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There were still over five packages of food left after every body had taken theirs "it is all yours" he said nonchalantly, first of all I won't get angry over the fact that he is indirectly calling me a foodie "hyung" god what does he think I am? a pig? "I don't like food this much" I said while dragging the chicken wings toward me "yes you do" I look up to glare at him playfully "I can't finish this all" especially not when I am in this dress I can't spill food all over companies costume
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"We'll put it in my car" god I want this man, I picked up the chopstick that min woo has done the pleasure of teaching how to use also because they did not put fork with the order
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"Wow" his house is magnificent the two hours drive here is really worth it "그녀는 작은 것에 놀란다{she gets amazed by little things}" I wanted to ask him what he said but the magnificent presence of the house took the question away "it is so beautiful" the members said he bought the biggest house among all of them and big isn't even enough to describe it
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"How many people do you think would live in this house" he shrugs "how many bedrooms are there" I can't contain my excitement, I started to look around the living room "do you want a tour" is he kidding me, of course i want a tour, I've always dreamt of having a big house "why did you buy a house as gigantic as this" all this and he looks so nonchalant about it
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he was born in to money then he grew up and started earning money too
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He wouldn't know how awesome this house is to someone as simple minded as I am "I plan on having a big family" he said the opposite of what he said in that one interview when they ask if he wanted children
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Again you can't really know your idols until you know them "this is the game room" I skipped excitedly into another room immediately taking a seat in one of the soft cushion "I want to sleep here" the level of comfortable I feel right now, I'm sure moon's bed would be so freaking jealous "let's play call of duty"
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we only planned on spending one hour here we wanted to arrive back at the dorm by seven but here we are, we've been here for three hours and we aren't even planning on leaving "what about this one" most of the time it is the parent that brings out the children's embarrassing pictures but hyunjoon hyung is doing the job himself "I took the photo album away from their house, they keep showing everybody so I stole it" so he feels like I'm important enough to see all this cute pictures
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"Can I keep this one, there are two of it" a picture of him with the widest smile on his face while licking ice cream, he nods "you'll have to give me something in return"
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I nod without asking what he wants, I really should stop this
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I quickly got bored of going through his living room because it is just like any regular living room adding three times the space
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I tried the first door on the first floor, its a bedroom
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The next room contains a lot and I mean a lot of stuffed animals "can I take this elephant" I tried shouting over the music but I don't think he heard me, I'll just ask when I get downstairs
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The next room is also a bedroom and further down the first floor hall way is another living room, a smaller one
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Maybe because the space is not that wide that is why this living room has some kind of aesthetic, I like this place
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From that living room there is another stair that leads to the third floor
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I hate all the stairs so much but I don't want to be too much of a lazy ass after finishing all that food, I'm not a glutton I was just so hungry after all the instructions on how I should pose "wow" the third floor is just a whole room on its own only a glass division with a pool outside of the sliding windows
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This i assume is the master's bedroom, I want this house
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"So there are five bedroom in total" my excited ass can't stop talking about his house, this is the first time I've been in something close to my dream house so I really can't keep my self in check "six, with the master bedroom on the third floor" I really didn't go through the room I didn't let my impulsive thought win
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Like I said I keep my self from intruding anyone's personal space
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"Did you see the balcony on the third floor" I nod "I saw the pool, it is really big, I want this house" imagine my mom living in this house and I would make sure my brother bring home his stupid friend who said our house wasn't bigger than his dog's pen
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All because my brother asked him to stop acting like a douche to me, it didn't end with hands being thrown, but I really drew my hands on his cheek, nobody disrespects my family like that
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"You haven't seen Michelle" that would make sense, he should really have a house keeper with how big the house his, it would need a lot of maintenance especially since he doesn't live in it that much
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"My tortoise" he named his tortise michelle? he keeps his tortoise in his bedroom? is that a safe environment for it "let's go and see it" I really want to say no because I would have to climb the stairs again but I am an avid animal lover, I can't say no to seeing a tortoise especially not Hyunjoon's tortise
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He stands and holds my hand something I think he does subconsciously, he holds my hand a lot of times and he only let go when he realises it
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I followed him, I don't really have a choice I'm been dragged by him, he stopped in front of a door and pressed a button on the wall, the door slid open, there is an elevator in here, this house is made for my lazy ass
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We arrived at the third floor but the elevator leads to a green house, this is entirely at the back of the room "oh my god, how much did you buy this house" I rush towards the flowers "this place is so beautifu, can I water the plant?" he shrugs, I was going to water them even if he said no
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"Does this door lead to your room" he shook his head no, he opens the door and it leads to a mini bar then there is a door connecting the bar to his room, since he brought me here himself i'm just going to make my self at home
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I sat on the bed only for the spot I am sitting on to sink in "is it a water bed" it doesn't feel like it but hell this bed is soft, I started softly bouncing on it "I like it so much" he chuckles "it is not really my type it is too soft, I am thinking of returning it" that is so sad "but since you like it I should keep it"
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I don't know how we got here we are supposed to be at the dorm right now but here we are sipping on wine in his mini bar "why do you have two bars" his usual response is shrugging "I like it" I feel like I'm already quite tipsy "or you like alcohol" we both chuckle "who takes care of minchi" the dog I've always been jealous of, he gets to kiss and cuddle with hyunjoon for god sake "I have a house keeper, she comes in the morning" imagine being his house keeper
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I started to slowly fall asleep while we were talking about random things, we are going to endure a lot of Mr bang's nagging tommorow "am I boring" my eyes opened on its own "you are far from it oppa" he slightly chuckles "you really are drunk aren't you" I rest my face on my palm using the table as a support "I'm just tipsy" no I'm drunk, I'm not really a lightweight we've just been drinking quite a lot
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"You called me oppa" yeah the forbidden word, i usually just call them hyung but my drunk ass can't really control my self
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I have always called them hyung because I call only my potential husband oppa if that makes any sense the rest are really just brothers to me
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I've always thought about it why would brother and boyfriend be the same word imagine calling my brother oppa and people who don't know us thinks he is my boyfriend, I almost started making a gaging noise "you're my type" I said in my drunken state before resting my head on the table and this time I took the trip to lala land
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I don't know if it is my mind playing a trick with me, or one of my fantasy nation but I think I heard hyunjoon say something along the line 'you're my type too'
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I woke up to the feeling of my head being knocked out of my neck, it feels like I am banging my head against a metal pipe, did I really drink that much yesterday, does that mean we didn't go back to the dorm, I quickly stand up only to find myself in moon's room
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Wow wow wow, what happened yesterday, I remember talking to hyunjoon about sharks but after that I remember nothing
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I stand up with my hand still on the side of my head "good morning" I said to hyunjoon who came to knock the door only to cause me more head ache I really should not black out like that ever again, that was my first time drinking to that level, I should try to learn my capacity and stop when I reach it
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"How are you feeling" he hand me a pill and bottled water "thank you" I shake my head to answer his question "I feel very awful" he chuckles "I prepared some hangover stew, you should come downstairs when you are ready" what!? did I just appear in front of hyunjoon post drunk with my breath probably smelling like a dead rabbit and my hair definately looking like an unexplored wilderness
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I would never recover from this shame, I quickly close the door on him when I realized, i ran into the bathroom to see if I can do some damage control but it was already too late
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"Here comes the drunkard" someone keep him quiet before I do it my self and the scene is not going to be watchable
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his smile faltered a little when I gave him one of my infamous smile, I've seen memes about my smile online the way I look at saewon like I really want to throw him infront of a moving tractor
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I can always try not to talk but my facial expression has always betrayed me, I even went on facebook to see people had created groups with my name
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It is really a height I never thought of reaching but here I am, it came like a bed of roses to me
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"You really shouldn't pull anything with me today" i warned "what are you going to do?" A lot, sae wo, I can do a lot, the cameras are not watching everytime, I can get you alone, I wanted to say all that but I just smiled at him hoping that relays the message
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My middle finger by my side, I really want to flash him my middle finger
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"Thanks hyung" maybe getting drunk was worth it at least I get to try the infamous hangover soup
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"Noona see" moon hands me his phone, this boy really is my biggest fan who would have thought "i really do look like I want to murder him sometimes" alex nods "and you think he would have learnt his lessons to stop messing with you"
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The video is a compilation of times I have buried saewon hyung with my expression, it just kept getting worse and worse, I didn't know I was this expressive "they are definately going to come and look for you if something happens to him" I hope nothing happens to him because even I am scared of the expressions I make
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"he is just a jealous fan" even if we never get along I still love him so much so he gets to get away with a lot of things, my brother is going to like him if they ever met because they are practically the same person from different races "I thought I escaped my brother" lord have mercy on me why would you have to make me live with tommy again
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