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✳What they say sometimes makes sense but their approach is almost always stupid✳
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"Jesus, give me back Mr wiggles" I am about to cut his freaking balls off, this man is the reincarnation of the world annoying "I've been called a lot of names before but not Jesus" he wiggles his eyebrow "probably names like idiot, stupid, dumb head" I high five jaejoon hyung for that, man knows what I wanted to say "no, names like sweetheart, honey, da.." we all made gagging noises
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The teddy bear my brother got me for my eighteenth birthday when I was still serious about moving out as soon as I was an adult, I did move out but I moved back in just a month later when I started paying bills in the shared apartment and my roommate was a pig, a literal pig, I couldn't stay another month
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I never knew the teddy had a camera in it until I saw the same type online, he acted as if he didn't give two shit if I was moving out but he bought a camera, I miss him so much
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The camera has saved me more than once with my mum, she has no clue there is a camera in my room and I can see everything she does when I'm not around
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My mum isn't overly intrusive but she has her days and we can't give her shit about it
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I swear if I catch up to Sae won hyung I'm going to bite his face off, why is he so bent on teasing the hell out of me
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"I don't like you hyung" he shrugs before running upstairs I'm sure he is going to hide it in his room right now, I entered his room for the first time yesterday
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It is the opposite of moon's room and it is totally untidy, I bet the teddy is going to be lost in good memories if it enters that room
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"I'll give you whatever you want" I should really stop saying those words on impulse it has gotten me in enough trouble with my brother and Paris and I should know how mischievous sae won hyung is "really, you would" he stops on his track "how can I trust you" I took a deep breath, still considering murdering him "you can" I said reassuringly "okay" I could have had him, he was on the last set of stairs and I missed the chance to grab him
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He took three steps back "let me get a contract my dear, I trust no one" this is one of the reason why I like him also one of the reason I feel like throwing him away most of the time, his sense of humor is like that of my brother, so it has always been like home away from home
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"You take Mr wiggles into that room and our deal is done" he rolled his eyes "I didn't propose the deal to begin with" someone get me a rope
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I'm trying my best to keep smiling but every word that comes out of his mouth is making it harder by the second
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everybody has learnt to basically ignore us now because this is our usual routine, he is always doing something and I am always chasing him "I promise to do whatever you want for the next one hour" he looked as if he is considering it before coming to place Mr wiggles gently on my hand "you promised" he said rubbing his palm together
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"Mr wiggles have gone through enough trauma for a lifetime" with all the tossing and turning, my teddy probably detest him by now
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I know I got my self into this but im still regretting it with my entire existence, i collected the basket he put all his dirty cloth my glare unwavering, he could have asked me to do anything, anything at all but he asked me to clean his pig nest instead "you have to work with a smile on your face" i forced a smile and rolled my eyes he handed over another cloth before putting his hand on either of my shoulder and pushing me out of his room
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"You're doing his laundry too" moon said probably pitying me while roowon hyung just has mock written on his face "I want to punch that look off your face" Alex said taking me by surprised, makes the two of us
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"Most letters coming from the fan now is about adding more people" jaejoon looks disgusted "it is hard enough to tolerate one of her, how would i be able to cope with two" I've gotten used to him saying things in my favour that i have actually forgotten the type of person he is "don't glare at me I'm only saying the truth" I lowered my gaze to keep playing the sudoku i was busy playing
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They are reading some of the fans letter and opening some gifts "this one is for you" saewon tossed a letter to me, I've been getting letters lately, most of it were okay but some were threatenning me, the boys have tried their best to keep the letters from me even if it is normally filtered before it is sent to the dorm but some still get in the mix, I've read some letters and I've seen some gifts all I can say is that some people don't deserve to be called human nor animals because animals are even better than them
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"It's a book" i said excited, I've been getting a lot of book since I mentioned I read a lot of romance novel "그녀는 책 때문에 어떻게 이렇게 행복할 수 있습니까? {how can she be this happy because of books}" it is as if he is disgusted by it "당신의 사업은 무엇입니까? {what is your bussiness}" i quickly covered my mouth before smiling cutely at him "I thought you said you can't understand complicated sentences" it's not my fault that i over think and I strongly believe they hate me and are just good actors enough to act like they like me "i know you are going to say something that requires that answer" i looked up at him "did you say something that required that answer?" I blinked cutely still looking up at him with my head on the back rest of the chair, if he bends any lower a little we would definately kiss
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I quickly sit properly clearing my throat a little in the process "what is that?" I asked jae joon who is not paying attention to us and only opening the gift he brought out a tie, it amazes me how much the fans spends on their idol and here I am calling my self their biggest fan when I have never bought them anything "wow, it is exactly what you like" I said to him and he nods "this has your name on it" min woo hands me the most exotic looking packaging I've seen since morning
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"It's a Gucci bag" my hand automatically went to my mouth because I didn't want to scream loudly, I immediately brought out my phone to check the amount of the bag and it is as expensive as I thought it was "it is $5000" min woo hyung gasped dramatically "she is definately taking our fans away from us" dramatic little squirrel "I guess I'm that good" I winked at him feeling a little victory and also quite happy with my books and my bag
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"how can I thank the people that sent the gifts" I looked at the pile of romance book beside me, the letters and that one hate letter that managed to sneak its way in "I wish I could deal with hate how you deal with it" l look up to see tae mu looking at the letter "yeah, it just isn't as easy as I thought it would be before I became an idol" roo won confessed
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I remembered that one live when roo won got a lot of hate comment, the tears in his eyes was very noticeable
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"I cried my self to sleep one time" soo yang said out of no where, this is not supposed to turn emotional "I just couldn't stop thinking about it" he said tears welling in his eyes "I'm so sorry about it" I said as I felt like crying all of a sudden "you were" sae won said "your humor when replying comments are sometimes funny" I looked at him
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"I wasn't the first to notice your comments it was jae joon" I wonder how long they've noticed it and how did they know it was the same person "Min woo memorised your user name and his eyes would always light up when you comment" so they knew me but never replied me, weird "a lot of people started doing the same but hyun joon always said you started that trend" I started a trend I didn't know about, I feel proud of my self right now
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I shrug acting nonchalant I mean what do you say in times like this "I just did it to help my self" the attributes of a pick me girl is making every attention divert to her when others are talking about themselves, fuck I can't start telling my own sob story now "I mean it helped me" they were looking at me as if they wanted me to explain what I meant "everybody wins I guess?" I said "you always keep things to yourself don't you" he caught me there, I don't want things I do to be perceived as wanting attention
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Jae joon, the one that doesn't show any affection was the one who came to give me a hug, wow
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"You're like a younger sister to me" the water work started before I could control it
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He started patting my back slowly and I hugged him back sniffling, I hate getting emotional
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"How is that our fault ahjussi" moon asked mr bang "왜 자꾸 그렇게 불러 {why do you keep calling me that}" a different drama from the one we were here to watch but I'm down for it "당신은 노인이기 때문에 {because you are an old man}" this calls for popcorn "아즈씨" he shouldn't really be fueling the fire but he is doing that already "이번엔 현준 얘기 {this time, it is about hyunjoon}" this is the best time to pretend I don't know what he is talking about, hyunjoon, we do have our moments but that doesn't start any kind of rumor for crying out loud
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At this point they are just making issues out of anything "I don't understand you" sae won almost started laughing "입 다물어 {shut up}" I didn't know sae won is scared of anybody but here he is looking like a deer caught in headlight "it is not my fault ajussi" he looks as if lasers could come flying out his eyeball anytime now
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"They can't expect us to be together and not get close after a while, she is lovable and adorable" I'm very sure that someone has replaced jaejoon
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Most of them were scared of mr bang but jae joon hyung as never been scared to express his feelings and break some of the unreasonable rules
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"그녀는 심지어 재준에게 그녀를 지원하게 했다 {She even got jae Joon to support her}" he glares "well it isn't my fault that I'm so lovely and adorable" I muttered but he must have heard me and understand me at that "she is out of control" he said in his thick Asian accent that makes me want to call him cute, but he is too stern to be called cute
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Sae won hyung is busy snickering while jaejoon, alex moon and hyunjoon are just full on laughing
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They are not helping me in this situation but let's thank God they find it funny "and they should call you mummy" why is min woo hyung fueling the fire with his untimely jokes
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Mr bang shook his head before making his way out of the hall
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we are still reading comments online about me wanting to take their oppa but it is kind of expected and it doesn't really surprise me as much as it did before "did you see the way she looks at hyunjoon" sae won reads out, we all read only the funny ones loudly, saewon would always read the ones about me seducing them and then proceeds to laugh at it uncontrollably for two minutes while I stare at him as if I'm watching the bad part of a horror movie
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"You're not funny" moon nods agreeing with me "betwo would beg to differ" I am also part of the fandom and I know we would say anything to make our oppas feel good "do you know about saying things to make the other feel better, like a kid making a mud pie and an adult pretending it is the best pie in the world" he still has the cocky look on his face "he doesn't understand noona, he is still a kid" sae won hyung glares at him "minion" he gave him the middle finger "as long as I am noona's minion" he back hugged me
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"Just because you're supporting the most reasonable person in an argument doesn't make you a minion" Alex piped in not looking up from the screen, min woo and roo won hyung nods in agreement
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"I think the fans are right you are stealing my oppas away from me" he scoffed before walking dramatically out of the door
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and they call him the oldest
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Moon is more matured than he is most of the time "why do they keep commenting this" I tried to look at the screen since sae won put it off before making his dramatic exit "about adding more girls" I think that is a logical thing actually, the show is quite successful and it is making money for the company, the fans would be expecting it to be a continuous thing, it received world wide attention maybe because it is something that hasn't been done before
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"How about we tell them we would do this once every three years, we have work to do" jae joon said, that is also reasonable but I wonder why they let me live if they think it is a bad idea to have fans live with them "what if we end up choosing some saeseng" that is also reasonable, I thought about it too when they chose me, what if they had chosen someone who stalks them before
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"Yeah, do you remember Kim ha sua" how can anyone forget her the one at the top of the company's list, she had followed them into one of the hotel they lodged in when they were on tour and she had put her bra in the boys room while pretending to be a room service
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"Oh my god not someone like her" imagine being hated by them "we would instantly regret every fiber of our being" Alex said
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"You guys are going to be divided into two groups, Crystal included" min ho oppa explained, I've missed him so much and they just surprised me like that when I asked of him last week turns out he had traveled to deal with some family issue
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"She is shooting hearts out of her eyes" sae won hyung pipes in with is acute observation "he is very handsome you know" moon answered for me, what would I do without him "you know they were divided into groups before right" I nodded elegantly he is not going to catch me lacking
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And maybe if I thirst after him enough the fans would forget about me trying to get with Alex and hyunjoon
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"You would have to join the lyrics group" I knew he was a sweetheart
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if it were to be Rina unni she would have put me in the one I would struggle with
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"You are to come up with a very good song, and they are to practice dancing for it" I nod still ogling him "yes oppa" Alex, Hyun joon and roowon looked at me "she called him oppa instead of hyung" jae joon observed, give that man a medal "I noticed" min woo said looking closely at me but still keeping a relatively wide distance
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If not, fans would start saying I am seducing him too "she is doing that thing she does whenever she is watching doom at your service" I looked at him all of a sudden "you can't blame me seo in guk oppa is so hot" the part of me that always defends the choices I make "sorry" I said meekly regretting my action immediately, imagine seo in guk watching the show
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The second hand embarrassment "you have three days to do it" they could have given us a week to finish this project, Mr bang is a smart ass isn't he, he made sure to put Alex and hyunjoon in a seperate group
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Man couldn't risk loosing his source of money
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"we'll try our best"
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