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Unreasonable figure
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Some people exist just to hurt you, they are very punctual in leaving
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Some people exist just to shine light to your darkness, they are very punctual when you need them
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Crystal Valerie Beck
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My mum passed me the last cookie in the tray earning a snort from my brother "your dad is coming today" I instantly frowned, I don't want any bad news today "can he not?" I whispered
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I really see no use in him coming when all he ever does when he comes over is to criticize us or tell us we were useless instantly making me loose confidence in whatever progress I thought I was making
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"I'm going out with my friends though" my brother said standing up immediately leaving no room for arguement, with the crumbs of food on his body falling as he was leaving "you should sweep that" he turns to glare at me secretly giving me the middle finger
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I was going to make excuses too but I dont want to leave my mum in an awkward position if he does visit to check up on the progress he never paid attention to
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"I honestly don't want to see him" I say to my mum drinking the last of the milk "you have to because he sent child support last week" I almost started laughing then I remembered I wasn't supposed to, my mum is being serious
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This is her definition of serious
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"yeah once since the last eight months mum" she sighed "we can take him back to court, if he is not ready to contribute he should freaking disappear from our lives, he is just making everything quite complicated and I can do absolutely well without his regular criticism" she took another deep breath "so you are not going to see him today" I wish
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"I would" I know my brother is going to bail, he already bailed "I could use his precious complaint" I drank the last of my soda
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And don't start asking me if it is okay to eat junks in the morning, we don't stress my mum into cooking after working so hard everyday and I would never do anything that requires moving about or using my brain in the morning, it'll end in total disaster
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"I'm going to bed" today is Saturday and dare I say my favourite day of the week, no tutoring session just me, my oppas and a good nap
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"You don't have to tutor kids today" I smiled at her because she looked relieved, she stresses more about me than I do "nah, Saturday, would meet dad by six" I started to go up the stairs "can you call him and tell him please, if I see him earlier than that I won't be able to leave as quick as I want to" my mum nodded and I continued my journey back to my room
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I wasn't actually going to take a nap but that is the only thing that can make my mum delay the unpleasant meeting I have to go to, I brought out my laptop only to find out it was off, how on earth will I see ace's update when I only have weverse on my laptop, I banged my leg against the bed still annoyed with myself for forgetting to plug it, and before you ask I could just start charging and continue doing whatever I want to do but I have this irrational fear of using electronics while charging since I watched a video of a girl blowing up
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I kept hitting my leg against the bed until I mistakenly hit the night stand and boy does it hurt like a bitch , I covered my mouth so that I could scream, when I was done with my mini break down
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I knew it was gonna be a bad day since my dad called
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I decided taking a nap would be the best for me at this point because i didn't want any other thing to annoy me today
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I try to reach my phone groaning since I couldn't find it "ahh" I groaned loudly when it continued ringing and I still couldn't find it, I pat around once more refusing to open my eyes, yeah I'm lazy beat me
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"hello" I said into the phone without checking the ID "I've been waiting for you for thirty minute and you are still sleeping Valerie" oh shit it is my dad "I'm not sleeping, I'm already on my way" I hang up the phone feeling awake, I quickly ran to my closet to grab a hoodie but I couldn't find one, have I used all of it
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I have six for crying out loud and I can't find any of it, I grabbed a dress
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I think I wore it a few days ago because it is one of my favorite ones, I wear this baby girl repeatedly
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I wore a flat slip on that had a cute little bow on it, it isn't like I am going on a date so I didn't even try with my face, I never really try with my face because I am a literal disaster with makeup
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I just put lip gloss on and I ran outside my room as quickly as I could hoping I don't fall down on the stairs because I can confirm the stairs absolutely hate me, don't get me started on how many times I have broken my ankle on it
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"Mum, I'm gone" i yelled to no one in particular because all the lights were off, I hate the run to my bustop, I absolutely hate it
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When I got there I called him to know the place I should meet him and he just snorted in to the phone, should I go back home, he should just answer a question if he was asked
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why would he always be grumpy, anybody can arrive at a meeting late besides I am only an hour late
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That's too much but anyways, I heard my phone ding, oh he texted me
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he is nearby, I dragged my feet to the cafe he told me he was, I am not the least bit excited to meet him and I am not hiding that fact
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I looked around the cafe but I could not spot him, he is always mostly in khaki so he was never hard to spot, I decided to call him hoping he doesn't snort at me again, I was about to hit the call button when I saw him wave at me, he is wearing suit, what is the occasion
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"Good evening sir, I'm sorry for coming late" I spoke as I would at an interview "I know you didn't want to see me but do you have to make it this obvious" I am not going to argue with him on that one
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I am just going to go with whatever he say till we part peacefully "and don't you think your dress is a little too short" I lowered my gaze to see that my dress is still sitting above my knee, I still didn't make a sound and just let him say whatever
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"you finished high school last year, why the hell are you not going to college" is he being serious, it is only my mum doing all kinds of odd jobs and she can't afford to pay tuition fees for the two of us at once, so I decided to work for at least two years so my college won't be an hindrance to her life "I'm sorry" I say with as much sarcasm I can muster but I am sure he caught none of that
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Maybe if he actually sent child support every month like he is supposed to, I would be in college right now
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It is very awkward just watching him nitpick every mistake I make, I don't even think he is doing it subconsciously at this point "eat like a fucking girl" he added to the list of insult "I'm sorry" I said again, while I keep chanting in my head
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He sent child support this month
He sent child support this month
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I was about picking up the drink when someone ram into my chair and it poured all over me, I mean all over, I can feel it in my underwear
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I am going to take my anger out on the person, and this is my favourite dress for crying out loud, what is the person's fucking deal "I'm very sorry I came late" the woman apologized
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She touched my shoulder before going to sit next to my dad, kissing him on the lips
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Is she showing off to me?, he can keep him
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I believe this is my soon to be step mum, she came late too but my dad is just looking at her lovingly, she isn't apologizing for drowning me in juice, my father didn't call her rude, and she is clumsy, why isn't he saying anything, why is he only smiling like a fucking fool
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"I should go clean my self up" I muttered not looking at any of their faces, I shouldn't cry in front of them, I mean i am working as hard as I can to make money and my dad has never had a single nice thing to say to me except maybe profanities but here he is looking at this woman as if she meant the world to him
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"So rude, won't you greet her" I feel suffocated but I did anyways "good evening" he was about to say something when I saw the woman touch him "that's okay, how are you sweetheart" I nodded not wishing to even say a word to her "talk goddammit" my father yelled all of a sudden
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Few people turned their head toward the source of the noise and all I wanted to do was shrink into a cave and never come back out, i bowed my head in order to apologize to the people
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most of them went back to what they were doing but I could still feel some curious eyes on me "I'm fine, how are you" I can hear the strain in my voice "I'm fine too" she said smiling
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my father gestured for me to sit down which I did without complaining "we're getting married" yay, and what should I do about it, get a drum and start dancing? I don't know why they would take that opportunity to tell me she is pregnant too
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When they were done with every single thing they wanted to say, I made sure to keep quiet till they had nothing more to say to me "can I go to the rest room now" I ask as politely as I ca
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Why should I be going to the rest room when I have spent two hours here listening to all types of bull shit, I have my phone which is the only thing I brought with me, I am not coming back here
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I didn't bother going to the rest room, it is like giving them more chance to insult me, i felt the air hit me hardly, it is extremely cold because of my wet dress, I quickly covered my body with my hand but that did nothing to help me, I can see the goose bumps on my arm
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This is why I always take a sweater to every single place i go I feel cold easily and I catch cold very much easily, I shouldn't have worn this dress
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now it is all destroyed and I am on the verge of freezing over
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I am not the type of person that get scared of walking in the dark because most time I arrive at my house by twelve after finishing my part time jobs, I hugged my self still walking as fast as I cam, I want to get on my bed and watch my oppas, that is the only thing that can cheer me up now
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My phone rings so loudly that I jumped a little "what the fuck" I reached for it only to bang my pinky toe against the bed frame "today is not my day" I should have known it when I forgot to plug my laptop
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"hello mum" I heard sniffing "what's wrong mum" maybe my dad already told her about this stupid wedding, that is very bad
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"is it true you left your dad waiting for you" is she crying because of that, she better not be "why are you crying" she laughed through the tears which I can clearly hear "no, why do you think so, I just got something in my eyes" I smile remembering every single time she has used that excuse "did he tell you he is getting married" she sniffed loudly, that's my answer "I'm sorry about it" I whisper honestly
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My mother is a very strong person, she does everything so perfectly that I can't find a better role model, she has been our shield ever since dad left and before he left, it was hard enough for two people to face it and she was left alone to face it and she is doing a hell of a good job
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I placed my phone back on the nightstand now staring at the stars through my window, is somebody watching from up there?
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Thanks for reading
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Xoxo
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