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✳don't you just want to pluck your heart out sometimes and tell it not today, only me?✳
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Crystal valerie beck
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"Give it" i throw the book at moon instead, I spend my whole day looking for hyun joon hyung trouble if sae won hyung isn't looking for my own trouble, it has become my bad habit
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I think we should be given the official name of the mischievous two, Hyun joon hyung looks like he could deactivate our existence if we take another minute teasing him "they sent you a romance book, you are the most anti romantic person I know, I think they did it to tease you" moon, moon, moon you shouldn't have gone there we all know this man is part tiger and you are toying with him like that
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I don't know how he could possibly jump from where he was to the other side of the couch but he did, smacking the shit out of moon before collecting the romance novel
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I smile innocently at him hoping he doesn't pounce on me next "I'll get back to you" he sounds threatening, he looks threatening, hell I feel threatened but I just can't wipe the smile off my face he sounds too cute with the English
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"I'm sorry" what can I say kids, learn to apologize at the right time
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His face shows no emotions, looking at me as if he wanted his revenge right now, well he ain't getting it "미안해오빠 {I'm sorry, oppa}" he looks far from impressed
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And he only looks disgusted after my aegyo, at least i tried "you cant tell me i didn't do well" i deadpan expecting some kind of reaction which i got, his lips twitched "I've been told I actually do aegyo pretty well" don't ask who told me just know that i am very good with aegyo one of my many useless gifts
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"Hyun joon smiled instead of throwing up, you should feel good about your performance" sae won hyung is actually right for the first time in forever
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hyun joon hyung detest aegyo and he always looks like he wants to be buried when he is near any female doing it, except for Jae Joon oppa who does aegyo better than anyone or any kpop artist I know
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"I feel proud, i feel like i would jump off mount Everest today and i will survive the fall" i didn't think that was funny until they all started laughing and sae won hyung hitting me lightly
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I hate people that hit anything close to them while laughing but sae won hyung hitting me feels like heavenly touches so i just take it waiting for when my patient is going to wear out hoping i wouldn't slap his hand away from my body
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All the while we were being chaotic, alex has been stretching
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We like a flexible man
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Crystal, control your self
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i take my sit next to him doing the same pose he is doing but going lower "seeing you do this in person is more impressive" saewon hyung said
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In person? "Have you seen me do it before" i ask curious about his slip "no, i just thought you would be flexible, I've seen you jumping chairs while chasing hyunjoon" does he have to use that example
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I only streched in my room cause i wanted to have something i am good at, i stopped at some point because I get bored of things quite easily "aren't you bored?" I ask Alex who only shrugs "watching you guys entertain me is enough" i would hit you if you weren't such a sunshine
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"Mr bang is going to be pissed with us for hanging out here instead of the living room" Alex shrugs "its annoying to constantly be watched by those camera" I nod, I haven't been at this for long and I already hate it
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Apart from being with the boys, I don't think there is anything fun about being constantly monitored
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"I better go and start writing something down they said they are not going to write anything, they are leaving me to do all the work" I complain to alex "we could have done it together if they weren't trying so hard to tear us apart" roo won laughs, I didn't even know he was listening "oh romeo, romeo" I hate sae won hyung
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"I feel the exact way you feel" alex whispers and I nod in agreement "maybe we should put sleeping pills in his morning coffee" moon, the best partner in crime one can wish for "let's do it" jae joon must be thinking we're big time fools, the expression on his face is judging the heck out of us
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"let's go to the studio noona" one of the things I like about this mansion they call dorm is the availability of everything
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Imagine having a studio and a gym in your mansion and calling it little
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I raise my hand something I do a lot and he pulls me up "a cat, I'm telling you she is a cat" I turn a little to glare at sae won hyung only to catch him laughing like a Cheshire cat how can I be mad at that
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I smile at him instead
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난 항상 도움이 필요했어 {I've always needed help}
But all my life I've been told I look alright
Do they want the pain to define who I am
그만 웃어야 할까 {Should I stop laughing}
Should I keep quiet when they're coming at me
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it took us a while to finish but here we are, song already recorded and I'm watching the dancers rehearse to it
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I should have said I wanted a romantic concept I would have had some really good show in front of me right now but my dumbass wrote a song they classified as sensitive
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Now I can't watch them swing their hips or hump the air
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such a disappointment!
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"You look like you don't want to be here" jae joon hyung says, even if this isn't what I wanted i still want to be here to watch them unfold talents right in front of me
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"I want to be here" I simply say focused on hyun joon hyung who is on the floor while roo won stands over him giving him CPR, they do that to the beat in the beggining of the song
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i clap everytime they do something new and I'm in absolute awe now that hyunjoon is touching alex chest
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Oh my god and they said it isn't a sexy concept
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If I watch them for one more minute I will be the one needing the CPR, I begin to feel this invincible heat and I feel like I'm blushing when I can't even blush, I'm black for crying out loud
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I can't do anything stupid or say anything stupid when we are been recorded and tae mu hyung is here looking as if he want to watch me make just one slip up, I hate everybody in this room, they are all trying to make me see God early
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I've always thought living with people make you see their undesirable qualities and you just end up tolerating them all together but that is not the case with this seven boys I keep wanting more and more of them everyday
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I should call Paris tonight and vent to her about hyunjoon and alex
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We got so hungry while practicing, you know what that calls for? Hyunjoon and I sneaking out to buy food, something Mr bang is going to crucify us over later on but what is life with out the ups and down and traumatic events like mr bang's threat sessions
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He does more than the fans sometimes I wonder if he has a crush on Alex and Hyunjoon
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I'm wearing Hyunjoon's cap right now and I feel like I've achieved more than enough, I'm smiling like a freak while clutching his hand, why do we have to come to such a crowded place but I'm not complaining, I haven't been able to explore korea like I wanted to
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"The sky is so clear tonight" I manage to get closer to him even though he is holding me close to him, he smells so good I want to bury my face in his cheat
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It is as if I was being listened to because the next thing, someone almost ran into me and I was pulled to his chest
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Oh my god
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it is called fight or flight and I just freeze, why am I humanity's most hated creature
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Finally I pull away "sorry" is the first thing he said, why is he saying sorry when this is literally a dream come through "why are you saying sorry?" I ask after gaining my voice "I've always wanted to hug you, I should go back and thank that man" here is the ranting that comes after the freeze mode
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"너 귀엽다 {You are cute}" he keeps calling me cute when i told my self i should appear hot infront of them
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we kept walking but this time he isn't holding my hand
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We are supposed to bring back food to appease the guys for sneaking out instead i am wobbling everything down at every food stand "i've never had, what is that, is that an octopus, oh my god i want to try it" i drag him "it's called nakji, it is baby octopus" as much of an empath as i am everything I've tried today has been ridiculously delicious that i don't want to miss out any thing
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"You look like you want to cry for the octopus" i nod "can i try it first" he laughs before speaking to the woman
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"oh my god it is so delicious" i squeal a little doing my victory hop "thank God i tried it, i'm sorry to the baby octopus but i see why people eat them, they are delicious" I've been shoving so many things down my throat that i keep having second thoughts about choking
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"Slow down" Hyunjoon says the millionth time while taking a picture of me, he has been recording me the whole time
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"I wish i can eat as much as you are eating right now" he has only eaten the sundae and eomuk he just kept recording me while i ate the rest, they have a concert soon and he is trying to stay in shape
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It should be way past midnight and the market is still so busy
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I don't know how it happened, everything happened so fast after we saw someone taking pictures of us and everything went downhill from there, I'm not scared of darkness but I get scared of being around so many people without knowing my way
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The constant turning of my head, leading me nowhere, only leaving me with question marks, why didn't i bring my phone along with me, I feel so scared
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Finally, I was able to navigate my way around the crowd of people
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After walking for about ten minutes I got to a park outside of the market to calm my beating heart down I quickly take a seat
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Don't panic crystal, hyunjoon will find you
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Hyunjoon hasn't found me, I've been here for so long, nobody has approached me and I'm too scared to take off my cap and face mask
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I still try to calm my self down
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What is the next course of action, I think the best thing I can do right now is find some one with the most friendly face
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People passing by are not even paying attention to me, the people I've called all ignored me
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"안녕하세요 {hello}" the girl looks at me immediately and she is the first person to smile kindly at me, I feel so cold right now and I think I would freeze over at any second
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I ask her if she can speak English and she reply smiling, just my luck
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"Can i please use your phone to call mine" I don't know anyone's number off hand "I can't hear what you are saying very well" I immediately dragged down my face mask, darling you don't need to tell me twice
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"I forgot my phone at home and I got lost in the crowd can I call with your phone" I ask sounding as polite as possible
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She wanted to hand over her phone but her friend grabs her arm shaking her head no, why? just why? "call the number" she said in a very thick Asian accent
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Oh my god I think I'm going to die here now, this is the third ring and none of them has picked up, I'm sure I left it in the living room, have they all gone to sleep
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Why will they sleep early today of all day "take it" I want to show my tongue to her friend because the phone ended up in my hand anyway but I'm too preoccupied and cold for all my childish attics so I just collected the phone bowing a little
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"Alex?" He hums "Valerie" oh my god he recognizes my voice "can you call hyunjoon hyung for me and tell him I'm at the park near the market"
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"Are you okay" hearing someone familiar is making all my heightened senses calm down "I'm okay just a little cold, I have to give the phone back to the owner now" I end the call and hand the phone back as I thank her
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"We can wait till he arrives" the girl offers but her friend looks like she hates that idea, she didn't care about that and still offers to stay with me still "thank you" I thank her and the grumpy girl, I don't blame her for being grumpy, something might be wrong with her before they saw me
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I don't know how long it has been all i see is hyunjoon running towards me, he checks my body, twirling me around
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He hugs me immediately giving me more chance to sniff him and blame it on cold "thank god you are okay" his voice sounds relieved like he had been so stressed about me, I'm sure na ra is just standing there watching this movie unfold
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"You are crystal" oh what gave it away, I touched my head only to find my cap gone, I must have lost it when hyunjoon hugged me "I'm such a fan of yours" isn't she supposed to be saying that to hyunjoon hyung
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It got awkward so quick thank god she didn't know it is me when hyunjoon wasn't here yet, if she is a fan then she watches the show, then she saw all the affection display
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"You're shaking" hyunjoon didn't care about the fan he just put off his coat and gave it to me, I smile sheepishly
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"I never thought it could be you" i never thought I really had fans but here we are, her friend been nice to me all of a sudden
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Hyun joon hyung wanted to thank them for helping me but they accepted nothing, they only want to be bought a meal by crystal
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"I'm a betwo" I almost roll my eyes, is that why she is nice to me now and all over hyunjoon a minute ago "she isn't in the fandom, she only watches the show with me" she did the favour of explaining
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Nobody asked but thanks
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As if hyunjoon sensed that I didn't like her he smiles everytime I roll my eyes discreetly while she is going at her rant
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I've tried to reason with her, she might have been in a bad mood before they met me but she did a complete 180 when her friend recognized me and she started being so nice
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"Can I take a picture with you" she ask hyunjoon, he turns to me as if asking for permission, I nod "you guys looks so good together" I hate her "we are not together" I say immediately, she looks like one of those delusional fans and she is acting like one of them "are you with Alex then" she asked all smiley "min jin" na ra warns and she stops
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"I thought we are their friends now they can tell us anything" well I'll be damned if I become friend with a smart mouthed pretentious person like her
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In a matter of hours at that
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I've seen how her smile fade if I don't match her energy "we just met her today and they are trying to repay us"
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Na ra probably wants out with the way her friend is behaving
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Once we were done eating we bid our good byes, I wanted to keep in contact with nara because she seems like a genuinely nice person
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I wanted to ask to contact her but remembered I called my phone with hers
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I will just contact her when we get back home, when her friend will not be there to pipe in or say another irrelevant and unnecessary things
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We finally arrive home
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Moon and alex are the first to come and hug me "I was so worried unni" tell me why I'm only remembering right now that I am supposed to bring back food for them too
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"I've forgotten to get food for you guys" sae won glares at me "we were so worried about you and the first thing you talk about is not getting us food" min woo pipes in "we didn't even ask her to get us food" I know we sneaked out but they don't have to confront me like that "are you okay" we both nod
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"Serves you right for going without telling us" jae joon hyung can't try to pretend can he? "Next time you want to sneak out on a date inform us" he is supposed to at least welcome us before he jumps to criticizing "I won't tell you next time we are going on your imaginary date" I say sassily thinking I won
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This is one of the worst time to have a bad comeback, I do have something I can say and it is about his girlfriend and him but I kept quiet because I know scolding us is actually his love language, if he doesn't care he would have just kept quiet
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If it isn't the picture of hyun joon and I gracing the first page of this article, I'm getting really popular aren't I?
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When and how did they get this clear images of us and how the hell did they know we were the one when mask is quite popular in korea
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All I should be expecting now is mr bang's call I'm 5,4,3,2
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Now
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My phone rings loudly, he never misses
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"Come down stairs now" whenever he is this calm he has already started the fire and he just needs me to make the fire bigger
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I reluctantly walk down the stairs, I'm sure my face is very swollen from the amount of fatty food I ate last night
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"Good morning" I manage to croak out "all the food really showed" sae won hyung mocks
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I've never wanted to kill anybody more than I do right now, I want to hit him in the head with something "don't smile at me like that" I point at my self "am I" with the freak smile still on my face
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"Good morning noona" I smile cheerfully at him, he is the first person I am happy to see this morning
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"Did you inform me you were going out yesterday?" Hyunjoon and I both shook our heads no "did you tell the team you wanted street food" same reaction
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The look on our faces doesn't really translate to remorse we'll just rather be any where but here "we could have gotten you everything you wanted and brought it here" where is the fun in all of that
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"What are we supposed to do about all this pictures" I don't know, pay to delete it, that is what you do best
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I'm really tired and all I want right now is moon's bed "we are so sorry" mr bang looks surprised, everytime he had called me for any mishap I never apologized because I don't think there is a reason to
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Me apologizing right now must come as a big surprise "it won't happen again" it most definitely will
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"You should have told the team you were leaving" the kind of people I hate most are the one who milks the problem after you have already apologized for it "why do you guys always sneak out to buy food" can he stop "maybe because he knows the right way to a woman's heart" I didn't realize what I had said until they were all looking at me
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"Are you guys dating?" Mr bang should be penalized "no, soon" I reply, I must be high
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But it is his fault he should have dropped it when I apologized now I won't stop it until I get him mad, something alex and saewon does to him a lot
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"뭐야 씨발 {What the fuck}" with that said he left now I'm left looking at the boys with the most tired eyes possible
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"Let's go upstairs" sae won wrapped his hand around my shoulder and helped me up the stairs
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