Everything started during my winter holidays in a posh hotel somewhere in London. An Irish fellow friend of mine came up with the idea of us traveling from London to Ireland by car. Everyone accepted and the idea was to get to Holyhead in Wales, and take the ferry from there to the Irish capital.
Soon, I found myself getting to an extremely fancy car; Barry Bendson, another good friend of mine was driving. Barry, gorgeous and driven, convinced me with extreme determination that I was meant to take the co-pilot seat next to him and select all the music. This was a very bad choice because my taste in music was stuck in another era, yet, I did not discuss with him. I sat next to him and I observed how Valeria Guillén and Andreina Escalona got inside the car as well. Valeria and Andreina were my childhood friends. We had been friends when we were in Venezuela, and during that specific winter holiday they were visiting me in the U.K. The ladies were there due to their parent’s sponsorship, and I need to admit that my situation was also the same. I had graduated not long ago from my Music production undergrad degree and the ladies and I were lucky middle-high class Venezuelan girls with European passports.
Benedict Cooper, another friend was in his own car too. His mother had Colombian descent and his mix-raced skin just made him the most handsome of my English mates. Inside the car also were Luigi Mere and David Griffin as Ben’s companions. Daniela Giorgi my course mate was in a third car with Tom Houben, another course mate and my long-time friend-nemy, and Peter Glover, my best friend.
You must be thinking that we were a lot of people and that perhaps we should have hired a van, and I sincerely agree, yet, Barry, Lui and Ben enjoyed driving and they did not mind spending all that money. After all they were older than the girls and I by a couple of years and they just wanted the adventure.
As every road trip ever there was a problem. Some of our friends got lost in the highway and we ended up staying in a dirty Inn in the middle of nowhere. The Inn was equivalent to a two star motel in the US I perceived. We asked for rooms in the reception and then we bought pints of beers from the pub next door.
Luz Carrillo, a crazy Spanish girl I had met in a festival one time, and had been friends with me ever since showed up in the pub. None of us knew who had invited her but she had followed us with her motorcycle, and she was wearing nice leather pants with an also nice leather jacket. She looked really pretty and I could see how my mates were salivating for her. Luz and I didn’t speak much during that night but I did observe how a wasted David tried to kiss her a couple or times. David managed to kiss her after the third attempt. Did she wanted it? Yes. Was it abuse? No. A little bit of background here: David had always had a crush on her and she also had feelings for him. I concluded that it was David who invited her.
The kiss was racy. David had pushed her onto a table , and he was sucking and licking the exposed bits of her body. He continuously put his tongue in her mouth and she had surrendered , holding him close, and not allowing him to escape.
They were basically eating each other.
After all the banter we were giving them, all the “get a room” talk, we ended up being kicked out of the pub manager.
That night I was staying in the same room as Peter and Andreina. I sat on a cheap looking sofa and we played cards, also joking about. The conversation I remember having went as follows:
“You know mate, I have been having these strange dreams lately…” said Peter suddenly as he dragged another card from the bunch.
“Have you now?” I said smiling, having another sip of my beer. I hated beer but it was all the pub had so I had no choice.
“Yeah. My dream always makes me wake up with a stranger boner…” he said, my eyes went straight for his crotch, and that was a lot of information I was too sober to accept. “It’s weird I know but…my dream feels real too real.” Andreina’s eyes widened with interest but I ignored it.
“Why are you telling us this? You’re such a weirdo…”said I with a laugh. “I mean, the only wet dream I’ve had in ages was when I was bout 14…currently there’s nothing.”
Andreina smiled “so what happened in that dream then?” she said, also drinking.
“Well, I could see that nice cleave of yours and…I would put my face in it. You have great tits.”
“It’s not a bad dream…dare you to try” Andreina said cheekily.
I knew she was playing with him and I almost choked with my beer and thought he was not going through with it . Peter is much of a talker but not much of a doer. This time he actually did it, and they started kissing. Some interminable minutes passed and I suddenly saw her take her bra off with an awesome rapidity and strength. They fell onto my hands. I did not know what to say, or how to express what I felt. I couldn’t move, I simply had no idea why that scene was happening at that exact moment.
Peter without thinking very much took his shirt off and then jumped to the bed where she was , he left his pants behind and with his mouth he pulled her panties down. Andreina’s face turned red, and she was playing too, her hand she made him naked slowly until she was placing her body over his. I looked away.
I don't know how much time was needed but the first moan came out from my friend's mouth when Peter penetrated her deeply. The eco of them in their explosive action was heard everywhere and I was just watching the wall petrified while holding a bra which was not even mine.
How I did I find myself in such awkward moment? How I was supposed to know that this childhood friend of mine was going to have sex with this man? Wow! I was having such a great winter vacation!
I pulled myself back together and managed to leave the room. Outside I grasped for air. God knows how much needed some air. Near the stairs to the second floor was Tom smoking.
“I thought that was you” he told me as he released the cigarette and stepped on it.
“Oh no, that’s not me for sure, I’m not a moaner!” I said with a laughter. I felt awkward. Tom walked slowly near me and touched my arm.
“I don't know, you could be, you could be the fantasy of any man…including me” he said squeezing my arm.
“ Oh fuck you…go away.” I said jokingly. Tom and I together, what a laugh. However, he didn’t release me. I looked at him nervously, was he serious? I just released a quiet nervous “You’re messing with me right?”. He was close enough to keep making contact with my skin, and as I expected his body got dangerously close to mine. His hand made a journey through my tits and continued right to my belly button. I released a nervous laugh instead of yelling to him. He didn't pay attention to me and I stopped his hand with mine looking daringly into his eyes, don’t you dare Thomas, I’ll fuck you up.
Instead of stopping he moved his head towards me rapidly and kissed my neck. I was going to give him a slap, but before I could do anything he raised his head towards my mouth and kissed me fully. I closed my eyes. I felt his incredibly light pianist hands wrap around my waist, and we soon fell together.
As we fell I was disconcerted “Are you alright?” he asked, staring at me with a strong carnal desire. I was out of my usual mind and drunk so I responded with a kiss. The fact is that before we went any further were interrupted by Lui. We were in the carpet by his door and he came out suddenly. He started throwing up and he passed out. I left my comfy spot and went to help him rapidly, and I felt relieved, realising he had just saved me from Tom’s devilish claws.
“Mate, mate, wake up” I said repeatedly tapping onto his face. The guy was completely intoxicated and his hair looked incredibly greasy. Luigi opened his eyes after a couple attempts.
“I was going for a piss and to take a shower when I watched David with Luz… he was licking her crotch and she was playing with his ears. It was gross!” he told us. He then looked at Tom. “Maaate, good job!” he said, raising his fist and passing out again.
“Alright then” said Tom looking at his passed out body. He stoop up and looked at me “we should probably help him into his room.”
“Nah…am alright.” said Luigi coming back to consciousness.
“Another beer then?” I asked smiling, both Tom and Lui accepted. I grabbed onto my keys and entered my room. Inside I ignored the porn scene, and I took the beers from the table, leaving very fast. I gave beers to both , we said “cheers” and after a lot of drinking , Tom and I were as drunk as Luigi and I really don’t remember what happened next. I remembered skin, I remembered kisses…had it been a wet dream…?
I woke up in the middle of the hall the next morning . It was very early because the sun was not out yet. Tom was asleep over my legs and I felt a slight breeze enter my crotch. My underwear was gone. Where are my panties? I thought surprised and fucking scared! I turned to see Luigi and he was holding them. I took them from his hand and I have to admit I was a little bit creeped out. I placed Tom’s head in the carpet and I stood up, putting my panties on again. There was not sign that I had sex with either. We were in the same place as yesterday’s and we were not naked. I had just lost my panties… maybe I had lost a bet or something. I’m never drinking again I told myself.
I went inside my room and it was smelly. I was too tired to care and dropped dead on top of the bed next to Peter’s; I saw some used condoms around so I thought my friends had a good night. I woke up by midday. Peter offered me a coup of tea and a crumpet, and I noticed they had cleaned up all their sex mess. My friend Andreina was taking a shower so I went to the bathroom, I took my clothes off and I entered the shower with her. I needed a shower and we were pretty used to see each other naked. The water was nice and we helped each other to wash our hairs. Neither of us said anything about the night before.
After the shower I went out , I put my bra on and I dried my butt with a rough white towel that was lied across a broken railing in the bathroom. My friend had left the bathroom before me and she fell asleep naked. I supposed that she must have been completely tired due to her passionate night.
Peter left the room , he was going to wake Barry so he would be on our way. Barry was the only one of us to get a room to himself. I wished to had done the same, but I was too naive I guess. Peter finally knocked on the door and the first strange thing he noticed was the curtains. The curtain was missing pieces, and there was whipped cream everywhere. On top of the bed a Nutella jar was also empty , and there were a lot of half eaten fruits. The most surprising thing however, was the camcorder pointed at the bed. Peter didn’t dare to check it.
“Barry, you alright mate?” asked Peter tranquilly, he opened the bathroom door slowly and there was Daniela, taking a bubble bath. Peter was about to close the door when all of the sudden Daniela came and Barry left the water. They looked at each other and Peter ran away without saying anything.
Peter later entered the room, I was drying my hair when he entered and of course the door of the bathroom was opened and he saw me half naked. He said nothing about my half nakedness but he was pretty shocked by Barry and Daniela. Peter was much of a gossip queen so told me what happened. He then took his moccasins off , he sat across the edge of the bed and crawled to be beside Andreina.I finished blowing my hair , I put the hair dryer in its charging spot and I looked myself in the mirror. Behind me was Tom. He startled me.
“I’m sorry, the door was open…” he said. He looked at my half-naked body and I slowly turned towards him to be more approachable. Tom blushed and he grabbed me by the waist “Hi” he said. I kissed him. He then carried me and sat me on top of the sink, and started unbuttoning his pants. He turned the bathroom lights off and my bra flew to the shower. He crouched and he started slowly kissing my body until he got to my tits. He caressed them with a soft movement , and his hands were so cold that made me fell dirty, perverted and made me want it.
I kissed his neck , his limb was in fire , I touched it and I guess our excitation was enough to continue to get to the climax. When we were almost doing it, someone knocked on the door. I pushed the man away and I found new underwear. I got dressed with one of Peters t-shirt without thinking and I opened, it was Lui.
“Morning…time to leave now!” he said, Andreina woke, and she woke Peter with a gently kiss.Tom left the room, cynic and without saying anything . “He alright?” asked Peter with a half smile.
I knew exactly what Tom was thinking and why he was thinking it. He knew I was a virgin and he was trying to steal that away from me. I didn’t know at the time if we had a thing for each other but I knew him well, he was a player and I was his latest game. I also knew what I was doing because in games, I often loved to win.
We continued our trip and as expected we did the whole ferry thing. It was a four hour trip.
“So you and Tom are a thing aye?” asked Barry when we got some time alone for the first time ever. I was outside, looking at the waves. I smiled at Barry and held myself against the railing.
“So you and Daniela are a thing aye?” I replied. Barry sighed.
“I’m not sure…” he said, then Daniela appeared, and took him away.
Being by the railing gave me an opportunity to think what I really wanted. I wanted a Drama-free holiday. I was single and I didn’t want a relationship, and I knew I didn’t want to let my guard down with Tom. All the stories about broken hearts were a bit too much for me.
It was snowing in Ireland. I clothe with Barry’s hoodie and I walked along him in the snow after we parked our car in front of Peter’s house. I said hi to Ben and he had his mouth all chapped off and I heard the rumour that it had been “Valeria's fault”. It seemed everybody had some sort of sex feast during that night in the Inn. I didn't want to ask for any more information.
Peter’s house was massive and Tom was the first who left the other car. We were usually looking for each other but this time I ignored him. He ran to me and in my hands he put leather gloves. He also put a bonnet in my head that before he was wearing.
“Thanks.” I said.
My nose was feeling frozen and all the bits of my body felt frozen too. Luigi was speaking with someone in the phone , I think he was in trouble with his girlfriend (again) and I didn't want to keep listening. I kept walking next to Tom and he took my hand. I laughed because Valeria had a long time whispering filthy things to Benedict about the night they had.
Tom and I went inside Peter’s, it was a usual Irish housing. I smiled at Tom while I inspected the pictures by the entrance.
“Oh look at this!” I showed him a picture of baby Peter and Tom just admired it.
“That’s way too cute.” He said. All of the sudden a nice strong smell came from the kitchen, and Tom and I followed it. Inside the kitchen was an old lady.
“Welcome!” said the old lady. Tom and I smiled awkwardly. “I’m Peter’s mum!”she said. Peter had said nothing about his mother.
“Nice to meet you! I’m Annie Picadersi” I said, Peter’s mum just looked at me and gave me a broad smile.
“I know, Peter told me about you…I’m only here for a couple of hours, I just came to make you guys a welcome meal!”
“That’s so amazing, thank you!”I said.
“Why don’t you guys bring some wine from the cellar? There’s some good Cabernet there…” She said. Tom accepted and we went down the stairs. The light was not working and Tom tapped my back , we were in front of a locked door.
“The door’s locked” I said.
“At least we’re alone…”Tom said, giving me a kiss. I kissed him back and Peter startled us.
“Sweet, sweet home. fáilte a chur roimh.” he said.
“What? It is Irish?”'Tom asked with an interested look.
“Yes , it means welcome…my house is your house. Mi casa tu casa” he said winking at me. The cellar was furnished and had a couple of rows of wine. It was like a complete society hideout. Peter went back to the upper floor. Tom pushed me towards the wall and started kissing me fully, as if he was going to have sex with me and to finish what he had started.
I heard a klaxon outside and I directly watched the door , one part of me wanted to leave promptly but the other wanted some alone moments with Tom. As usual we got interrupted.
Tom pulled his hand out of my short and then I see: Ale , Ale Rodriguez. I hugged her. She had changed a lot these last two months since she moved to Spain.
“What are you doing here!?” I asked.
“Well, I couldn’t miss the trip dude!” She said kissing my cheek. “How’re you Tom” He didn’t look at her, he was annoyed and left us alone. “Typical. He is such a wanker!” Ale said, and I laughed of course. We then ate the food and joked around.
Hours later, Barry said we should watch a film and I fell asleep while watching the movie. I don’t understand why we did that. We had an entire city to meet but the warmth of Peter’s house was better. Honestly, I am glad we did, I was tired. Everyone enjoyed the film but me.
I dreamt I was in a meadow where I was sat at the border of a tree. Tom was running to be by my side. I woke, and asked myself what was happening to me? Had I fallen onto his claws?
The movie was over. Andreina woke me up.
“We’re going out, you coming?” She asked. I was not in the mood to sleep again and the girls were either , so we took our high heels, called a taxi and we went to a club in the city centre called DANCE WITH GRECIA. The party was great and we were drinking a lot as usual. We had around 16 hours without proper sleep, and Andreina’s nipples were hard, I wondered why.
“What do you think of Ireland so far?” I asked the girls, Andreina smiled broadly.
“It’s okay, we haven’t seen much…” She said.
Almost unexpectedly I brought on what I really wanted to talk about “ Andreina , so you and Peter?” I asked curiously as I had my 4th shot of vodka.
“So you and Tom..?”she replied back. I said nothing. Nothing had happened with us yet.
“How big is his cock?” asked Daniela. Andreina and I looked at her laughing.
“Are you serious Dani?” , “is there nothing more interesting to ask rather than that? I mean we could talk about the ferry or something!”I said. I had started the conversation I know…
“I reckon your guy’s penises are nothing compared with Barry's” Daniela said as she she drew a penis on a napkin.
“Oh my God!” I said, blushing and laughing.
“Ben kicks them all in the ass , bitches , he is a fucking lion! If you know what I mean’” said Valeria as she showed us a love bite.
“What the fuck guys…I mean like seriously. You like broke up with your boyfriend like a week ago” I told Valeria. Val just bit her lip and had another shot.
“You upset am with David aren’t you?” said Luz all of the sudden.
“Nah, there’s no beef.” I said. Yes. David and I had been a thing…a long time ago.“It does not matter , the sizes I mean…the thing is to have sex and that's all! After all, when you are with a man having sex you will think that…unless its super small I guess” I rambled in my drunkness.
“I have to agree with Annie…” said Ale returning with another round of shots with a big smile, I peaked my eye for her and then we just started laughing.
Later, I was walking near the bathroom and I saw the guys , they had joined us too, even though they had agreed to stay. I turned to say something to Luigi, but Lui was smitten by Ale and invited to the dance floor. Instead of joining them I went to the smoker area to escape the loud music and I realised it was almost four in the morning. I was all by myself and someone pushed me to the floor and I fell.
In my rage I saw them , Ale and Luigi eating each other. They walked down the stairs they got to the balcony full of snow. He sat her there with strength and kissed her fully. She pulled his pants down , and he pushed himself inside her. I could see how he put his bear in her cave.
“ENOUGH” Ale said after some minutes and she dressed up again , I don't know how much time passed but she help me clean the snow off my clothes , and I was not in the mood to say anything. I was absolutely not expecting that sexual moment.
He cheated on his girlfriend that night, I thought.
Before leaving the club , we took our winter jackets and we were going back to Peter's, I was walking through the snow when Tom found me and convinced me to walk for a bit. We entered a park. The leaves of the trees were frozen and I sat on the frozen lake, amazed with the beautiful view of the new day.
Tom acted clumsy, for him it was not easy to stand in the ice and he fell over me , he blushed. I kissed him, we started kissing each other; Tom took my hair , pushing his body to mine , he breaking my bra , pulling his cold hand inside my shirt ,taking it out , I was kissing him , not thinking anything, again I was drunk, one more time he pushed his body over mine, I closed my eyes , he took his sweater out but I stopped, the sanity came to my mind, I dressed up again , Tom was confused , he walked near to me , takes my hand saying.
'Why?' he said mortified.
I didn't look back at him , I kept walking and entered the house , the others had arrived about twenty minutes before us. I breathed hard , I went inside the hall of the beautiful house and I went to the cellar again and I stopped for a minute , there was an indoor pool there at the bottom , I smiled.
“Mate, should we all into to the pool?” I asked in my drunkness. Everyone was already kind of asleep on the living and I decided to go on my own. I searched for my swimsuit and went by myself.
I threw myself in the pool and I lied on my back. I really enjoyed my time alone, even though I was often in a very big group of friends. I kept on my back until I hear the splash of somebody else. Luz was in the water naked , David too. I was shocked. Not here, not now please! I thought. She started kissing him and that stuff and I could see their butts. Was I jealous? No. I left the pool and went to the living room.
Everyone had somebody, and I wondered if this was somehow planned? like all of us were single before the trip for a reason or another. Well, Ale and Lui weren’t single but I guess the open mind of the group allowed them to go for each other. It was kind of lucky that we were mostly heterosexual people in our twenties and that we loved being perverted.
Valeria and Ben were the only people who I hadn’t seen for a while so I heard thumping in the loft and imagined they were there having marginal sex , like dogs. I went back to the living room and Ale, Lui and Tom were talking.
“You alright Ann’s?” Ask Luigi when he noticed me. I smiled drunkly.
“I think I need to sleep.” I replied. I hiccuped. “I think I need some water.” said hiccuping again.
“You better dry your head Annie!” said Ale as I was falling asleep on my mat on the floor.
“Come with me, I’ll dry it for you.” said Tom. I denied with my head.
“Not going anywhere with you Thomas!” I said kind of spitting out his name.
“Come on’ I will dry it!” said Ale and I sighed.
“Alright then.” I said giggling and standing up.
Next thing was Ale drying my hair in the bathroom and I then fell asleep in the living room with everybody else.
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