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March 24th
9:30PM
'I went to see my therapist today.
She's a monster.
What kind of woman does that to her patient?
I talked to her about this after my time with her was up and she told me I wasn't the only person and many of her patients 'loved' it.
To be honest, I don't know if I'm her patient or her boy toy.
The only helpful advise she gave me is writing in this journal. She said something about it helping me with my psychosis and she's kinda right. I can write about my lonely days, my feelings and my missions freely. Writing in this journal makes it feel I am sharing my secretes with someone I can easily kill.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3FxomFLXa
Ever since I moved out of that crazy lady's house, I have been living alone in this spacious apartment and so far, everything in my life has fallen into a routine; wake up, get dressed, eat breakfast, go to school, come home, rest, do homework, eat, take a shower, sleep rinse and repeat.
Everything is so boring and lonely.
Even the missions bore me. Its always the same thing; "I want this person dead by midnight. Kill this son of a b*tch for me. I want you to kill this person but make it look like an accident. Kill him and frame this person for me."
At least the complicated missions are a little interesting.'
Four men walk into costume party wearing suits and medieval masks. After having some champaign and appetizers, each go their separate ways to enjoy themselves. Suddenly, everyone hears a gunshot and the first man dancing is crushed by a chandelier. As everyone is trying to piece together what is going on, another party member finds the second man dead from blood loss in the men’s room and the third is seen hanging from a noose in the hotel’s garden. The last one plunges head first into the mansion’s star attraction: an aquarium full of a school of pirannahs. The fish smell blood from the injuries and the party guests watch in horror as they devour the man until there’s nothing left of him.
The police are called and after a thorough investigation, they arrest the party host and a few others as suspects but all claim not to have anything to do with the incident.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2581AdZJU
'It's a shame none like that have come my way. Not to mention that Detective is still insisting it was an outside job. Its a good thing I have his death ready for him just in case he decides to dive deeper into the case.'
He sighs.
'Maybe life won't be so lonely if she was here with me.
I think about her almost everyday and every weekend, I go to the park we first met hoping she would come back but she never came.
I told my therapist everything, how we met, how she motivated me to get out of that hell hole my parents sent me years ago and how my life was empty without her. She told me she made no significant impact on my life like the many that came and went in my life saying the promise she gave me when we were children was nothing more than a childish gesture.
Childish.
Ha!
I don't believe it!
Looking back at it, I should have killed her for saying that. Use the paper weight on her table and break her skull.
I don't give a damn about what she says.
I'll wait for her to come back.
Even if it means waiting for the rest of my miserable life.
I'll do it.
One day we will meet again.'
March 26th
4:05 PM
I saw her. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwo2XxVm19
Finally.
After all this years she is finally here! 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6CCBQBRDZ
I can't believe it!294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9fwzjbiAb
It's actually her and she looked perfect even more beautiful than before.
But she didn’t recognize me. She doesn't recognise me at all. I was upset but...294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWE8VQkfCo
He leaned back, sighed and sadly looked at the picture he took of her with his phone.
It's okay. Its been years since we first met. I'm sure if I talk to her she'll remember me!
Maybe I should see her tomorrow!
I am so excited to speak to her again after all this time! What will I tell her? What will she say to me?
Just thinking about this makes me so nervous and excited at the same time.'
March 27th
5:45 PM
'I have had many terrible days in the hellhole my parents sent me years ago but this turned out to be the worst.
When I got to school today, the first thing I did was look for her and when I did see her, she walked past me. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd8mEalntS
Didn’t even look. Like I was nothing. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KmNqD8UqR
Its okay. She was just... distracted.
Yes. She was just distracted by her friends.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH0ASkUDTJ
Its okay. I wanted to talk to her at lunch time but when I said hello, she simply waved and smiled at me. She didn''t even stop to know my name but that smile...294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJFdlRxhtQ
That smile was for me. I know it was. It’s always for me.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLFGejnTue
After all, we bumped into other earlier in the week after all and that was how I knew she was the one. That's how I knew we were destined to be together. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHXDcsXC48
I'll try again tomorrow. After all, I have all the time in the world.'
March 28th
9:30PM
'I remember the ribbon she gave me had a yellow flowers with five petals. I always known this because I drew and painted them at any chance I got to remember them. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEJBb3IrKl
Its a shame I had that stolen from me while I was in that hell hole. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTjzB01ntW
I did my research and discovered the name of the flower is called the "Destiny-Binding Flower" and according to legend, the flower blooms when two souls destined to be together pass by its location and gifting te flower binds two people by an unbreakable thread of fate.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXP95AkIWO
Its a good thing the flower shop I found had them and I made sure to wrap it up and carefully put them in my bag to give it to but I saw her...'
“Seriously Andrew?” Emma said.
“What? It was a joke!” Andrew replied and Emma playfully punched him on the arm wearing a smile on her face.
'She was laughing. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmDp29mJgm
But she was laughing with him!294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxxkXg2YNS
Why was she laughing with him?294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w6CEVXiRS
I was the one make ber happy! I am the one who is supposed to make her laugh! Not that that stupid, pathetic useless...'294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8U7E4AYb9
He gripped the pen so tight as the memory replayed in his head and he gritted his teeth in rage because that wasn't the only thing that made things worse for him in his life.
A few days back...
“You know that girl with the big rack?” one asks.
“The girl in class 2-1?” ask another.
“Yeah, I got her name.”
“For real?”
“Yeah. Her name is Emma Cross-wood,”
It was cleaning time and all three of the boys were tasked with cleaning up their classroom but Jake abruptly stopped what he was doing and eavesdropped on the boys' conversation instead.
“Whatcha going to do now that you have her name?" one asked. 294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17Qroj93ML
"What do you think I am going to do?" he replied his voice dripping with ego. "I am going to ask her out."
"Really?"294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrtUmzCE4e
"Yep!" then he brought his hands to his chest and made a cupping gesture. "Do you know how it feels to date a girl with a huge rack like that?"
His friend rolled his eyes. "So that's why you want to date her?"
"What do you think?"
Then the sound of the mop dropping to the tiled floor. Interupted, the two boys turned their attention to Jake who had his head was bowed and anger welling up inside him.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2QoptbU9L
The two boys stared at him confused until one of them said, "What's up with him?"294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Ioo24PEf
The other dismissed with a wave of his hand. "Ignore him. He is a wierdo."294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVEx8LqnfT
"What did you say?" he whispered loud enough to for them to hear.
"Seriously?" the first boy hissed under his breath before turning to look at him. Then he loudly said, "Why don't you do speak louder you idiot?"294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdehTVBAOMN
"You were going to ask her out," Jake finally raised his head and fianally looked at the boys with anger in his eyes. "Is it true?"
While the second boy shivered under his cold gaze, the first boy smirked with a hidden glint in his eyes. "Yeah I am going to ask her out. What are you going to do about it?"294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIrAeYmDFz
Suddenly there was a swishing sound the playful glint in the first boys face was quickly replaced with shock. Slowly, the broom he was holding slipped from his hand as his friend took a step back in horror then he looked down at the his chest. Jake plunged the blade deeper into his chest before taking it out. A trinkle of blood seeped from his lips before he collasped and fell to the floor.
His friend turned around and tried to runaway but fingers grabbed his hair and dragged him back. Before he could scream, he chocked as the blade plunged into his neck and gagged as the knife was pulled out. Jake realesed him and watched him fall to the ground.294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cw8VSjaKH
Jake surveyed the room and tsked. Normally, he would have found somekind of satisfaction and thrill from killing but this time it was different. He was boiling with rage at the audacity of the boys who were trying to take his 'lover' away from him. The sun had already set on classroom by the time he was done but as the days passed, he slowly discovered something that terrified him...
'My Beloved was admired by all. Every guy had a crush on her and every girl envied her.' he wrote, his pen replacing the empty lines on the pages. 'The terrible rumors that are spreading about her are already destroying her reputation but I can't have that.'
'I don't like this!
I spent seveen years waiting for her to come back and they think they can just come in and take her from me?'
He grins.
Well, I can't have that!
Don't worry Beloved. I'll make sure they don't ruin our happy ending.
I swear it.'294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdxltiGxz2
