June 5th
5:30PM
It's been a few days since I started walking you to school and taking you back home and a new threat has slithered into our paradise.
Her name is Gwen and Alice panicked when she saw you two together.
But the pain I felt in my heart got worse.
I was angry.
Angry that I had a nightmare about you leaving me, but when I texted you about it, you deleted it.
My feelings aren't significant to you aren't they, Beloved?
In spite of how I felt, you chose her to walk you home today.
I was angry.
Angry at the way you dismissed my feelings like it was nothing!
But now that I think about it, I didn't tell you I love you. So I can't blame you for dismissing my feelings like that.
Maybe you didn't know I love you?
I can only blame myself for being a coward!
Don't worry Beloved.
I'll try harder to make my feelings known to you.
Yet I have noticed you are isolating yourself from your friends since the night you snuck into the school. You only hang out with them during lunch and reject their offers to hang out with them.
Which is okay since I don't consider them friends.
Maybe I am terrible at making friends?
Anyway, I figured out a way to get rid of Andrew who has been having a secret crush on you this whole time.
How did I know he was crushing on you?
When he looked at you in the Martial Arts club, I saw that sparkle in his eyes.
At first, I wanted to end him like the way I ended Antony and Kendle; the cockroaches trying to get your heart by sabotaging his attempts to pursue a romantic relationship with you or burning him alive in the school's incinerator.
To make it seem like you weren't interested in Antony, I had to hack your phone to delete and cancel his calls anddestroyed the love notes he left in your shoe locker.
Kendle made it easy for me. Every day during lunch break, he'd go to the incinerator to set something on fire and watch it burn.
It was his strange fetish and I made sure it backfired by pushing him inside the furnace, locking it up and roasting him alive.
No one was around to hear him scream.
As a matter of fact, Beloved, I didn't consider Andrew as a threat since he was handsome on the outside but insecure on the inside. Although he presents himself as a hero, he fails miserably when it comes to approaching the opposite sex - so bad that it was a running joke within your friend group.
No wonder he would fall for someone like you if he is comfortable with you.
And he wasn't making it easy to kill him undetected.
Among all of the students at the school, he is the most cautious. Always taking two or three people with him wherever he goes. I asked around and one of the members of the Martial Arts club said he and a few other black belts took a pact or something to protect one another; wherever one is, the other must follow and since most of them are in the same class as you Beloved, it would be difficult to kill him without witnesses.
Luckily, I did some digging into him and realized he was chatting with this girl online. However, he is yet to make things official with her because of how shy he is.
Maybe if I play the role of cupid right, I can make them a couple and he would forget about you completely.
But I have to do it as soon as possible.
Summer is around the corner and I want to spend it with you.
June 11th
6:30PM
Alice showed me a picture of you and Gwen watching the stars and it made me feel angry.
So angry that I nearly smashed my phone into pieces.
I'm an idiot!
I was so busy trying to get your friends and Aunt to root for our relationship that I totally forgot about her!
Stupid!
Idiot!
Fool!
I can't believe I let her try to steal you away from me!
Looking at that picture really makes me sick to my stomach!
She has no right to...
You know what? Screw it!
I'm calling the bitch right now!
8:49 PM
Well I called Alice and she told me eliminating Gwen was going to be challenging because she has the same abilities she has.
Yep.
The bitch is immortal.
No mortal wounds can kill her.
As we continued to argue, I eventually asked her to tell me more about her supposed immortality and she admitted she didn't know much about it.
The only thing she told me was that she, Gwen and another guy kill people and turn their souls into power to boast about their immortality. The power-boast is called Spirit Power and although it is rumored to give them magical powers, they only use it to heal themselves from mortal injuries and prolong their lifespan but get this, she suspects you might have the same thing but yours is different.
'She's a special one, for sure,' she said.
And that's when I recalled her saying you were cursed but by whom?
What makes you so special that you are destined to get rid of the school's curse?
Is this a sick plan to lure you to your demise?
She further told me the reason why she doesn't want you to have anything to do with Gwen is because she might lure you with her charm, learn your deepest secrets and use it to guilt trip you into making a deal with the witch but the scary thing is she has been doing this for a long time.
She further suspects Caroline might be the one responsible for the school's curse and since she claims you are the one destined to break the curse, this means...
No!
No, no, no, no, no!
NO!
This is bullshit!
Bullshit!
If that ability was there all this time, I would have been some kind of powerful god by now because of the number of lives I have taken!
My only wish is to live a normal life with you but now we are forced into these supernatural shenanigans due to some stupid destiny!
Who the hell placed that destiny upon you?
I'll make them pay for that!
At least she explained how this nonsense works. Therefore, I don't have to do anything but kill people and transform their energy to live longer and heal faster.
But she said something along the lines of Gwen being responsible for the deaths of some girls but she has to do some investigation first.
And while she's doing that, I will be doing my investigation.
Don't blame me my love but I don't trust her one bit.
June 14th
11:47 PM
Well, the bitch was right.
Gwen was the one responsible for the deaths of five girls who were talented dancers a long time ago. After telling the bitch my findings she gave me an evil grin and left.
I don't know what she's planning to do but the minute I discovered that, I have been toying with her psyche by leaving cryptic texts and voicemails. I also called her on the phone to add to the creepy vibe.
Just to ignite some kind of guilt until she finally cracks.
But I hate using this elimination method.
It's not as simple as killing someone with a knife or gun or making their death look like a suicide.
The process takes too long and the chances of success are low.
But it's worth a try.
Don't worry Darling, I'll save you from her evil clutches.
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