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May 14th
11:30PM
You finally noticed me.
I can't believe you finally noticed me!
Gosh it's been a long time!
Finally all my time and work paid off!
The conversation we had in the hospital on May 12th will forever be the best thing that has ever happened to me!
Too bad I had to lie to you.
The reason I went to the hospital that day wasn't something I wanted to share with you. It was because I had to get rid of a bullet I got during my last mission.
Leo is such a prick.
This isn't the first time he's ruining my pay checks.
At least he didn't ruin this one.
Thank God he doesn't know about you because if he did...
Anyway, the doctor had just finished stitching me up when I got a call from that b!tch called Ms. Katharine my therapist. She asked why I had missed weeks of therapy sessions with her. I had to come up with a convincing excuse to get her off my back.
I'm sure she misses me for some twisted reason. Out of all her 'patients', I was the 'best'.
Her words, not mine Darling.
Not to mention the fact that I hate the way hospitals smell.
The antiseptic brings back terrible memories of my days in the camp my parents sent me to years ago. Many of us got injured so much that we got taken to the 'sick bay' so often. The 'doctor' just poured strong antiseptic on our injuries and sent us on our way.
Simply put, many of us stank of blood and chemicals, and it still makes me sick.
I guess that's what I get for having a strong nose.
Unfortunately, I hit a snag the night I walked you home.
As I was taking pictures of you taking off your clothes, I got a message from someone claiming to have seen me follow you around.
The person even had the audacity to call me a 'stalker'.
I'm not a stalker.
A stalker is someone who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.
I'm not harassing or persecuting you.
I'm protecting you.
Therefore I am not a stalker.
In fact, I am sitting next to you watching you sleep; your chest rises and falls in rhythm with your breathing means you are having a pleasant sleep and...
Oh...
Oh my...
You are drooling...
12:30AM
Okay where was I?
Right.
She called me a stalker but wanted to make a deal with me; she would tell me all about you in exchange for killing Caroline; a girl who is part of your friend group.
What gave her away was the fact she said Caroline knew me too well.
A little too well.
It was easy to track her down and get her name and address.
I thought, 'Man, she's making it so easy to kill!'
At least that's what I thought until I tried to kill her.
Not only did she evade my attacks with ease, she demonstrated how she couldn't be killed by slitting her throat and bleeding out in front of me.
I was shocked.
She laughed at my reaction but claimed she didn't mean any harm.
In fact, she still wanted to make the deal with me; she'd reveal to me everything I need to know about you in exchange for me killing Caroline but I had a better idea; she'd tell me all about her supposed immortality in exchange for Caroline's death. She said no and I told her there was going to be no deal since I had all the information I needed.
Now I have another roach to exterminate.
May 16th
10:30PM
It seems like caution has become your best friend, Beloved.
I can't help but laugh at the fact you are terrified of me because you shouldn't be.
I don't blame you.
I am sorry for getting you scared but it's going to take more than going to the police, changing your phone number and the locks on your front door and window to stop me from protecting you.
Too bad you can't change the lock in your bedroom because it is a sliding door.
I can't help but laugh at your feeble attempts.
It kind of reminds me of the day I killed Carl and his friends.
His friends made it too easy for me to kill; just walk up behind them and stab them on the head.
At least one of them put up a fight. He's in the martial arts club so it was easy for him to pull off a few moves but nothing beats a well timed blade to the neck.
But I had lots of fun with Carl.
I wanted to kill him the same way I killed his friends. However, I thought tying him up and letting him run in the woods for a while would be entertaining. He ran like a dog before stumbling into a well-dug grave.
Then I buried him alive, covered the place with soil similar to that of the forest and rocks. Then I planted shrubs and bushes to make it seem like nothing had happened there.
It took all night but it was worth it to avoid suspicion.
What made his death fun was the chase; the way he ran, the way he cried for mercy...
Honestly Beloved, there is no way you could love a coward like that.
Especially when he tried to steal your underwear in the girls changing room and in an attempt to blackmail you.
He didn't even put up a fight when I kidnapped him.
Nevertheless, I learned two new things about you this week: why you watch your favorite fantasy series and a newly opened store that sells manga.
I don't really give a damn about that place because it's located in a well-protected area. No one ever visits it, the owner isn't sketchy and the place has all the latest manga anyone could want. It seems like a safe haven for you, and that's fine with me.
But you love watching your favorite fantasy drama series because you have a crush on the actor playing him. In general, you admire anyone who looks like someone straight from that series.
The person must have long hair, chiseled like features, knows martial arts, wields a sword, has a kind-loving heart and is seriously protective of the one they love.
I immediately got to work changing my appearance to suit your object of admiration and while doing so, I realized what that bastard Carl said about me was true; I looked like a creep and my social skills were terrible.
Maybe if I tune myself to be the person you always admire, you'll finally notice me?
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May 21st
12:30PM
It's been five days since I changed myself and so far it's been successful. You finally noticed me. I showed my love for you by giving you a homemade bento and you waved at me during gym class.
Unfortunately, I have to eliminate another cockroach.
Actually, I have two cockroaches to eliminate. I was lucky enough to lure one to the school's abandoned garden to kill him. However, some idiot thought it would be a clever idea to leave the shovel in the school's Drama Club!
Students go to the garden after gym class to smoke so I had a few minutes to bury the body before anyone saw it.
Unfortunately you spotted me and asked what I was doing with that shovel and I had to lie to you.
I hate lying to you but what was I supposed to do? Tell you I was planning to bury someone I killed for you? You'd leave me because of that and I don't want it to happen!
And thanks to the fact that I suddenly became popular, killing the rest of the cockroaches would prove too difficult for me.
Maybe changing my image and social status was a dumb idea.
Should I wait for the curse to strike them?
No, I don't have that kind of time!
One is already making moves to get closer to you and another is already talking to you.
Why are they making things so difficult for us to be together?
Now that girl is on me. After school, she called me aside and confessed to having been the one who placed the shovel in the school's drama club room. This was just to get my attention and for the first time in my life, I felt afraid.
I'm afraid of what she might say to you.
And I don't know what to do.
May 23rd
11:30PM
I've been sitting here for three straight hours watching you fall asleep.
And feeling like an idiot!
The incident that happened in your classroom nearly shocked me.
This is the second time your life is in danger!
I am an idiot!
I can't do anything right!
What kind of boyfriend am I if I only text you?
I am an...
Wait I just got a text.
May 25th
12:00PM
Things just got interesting.
The girl texted me, asking if we could meet on the roof of the school today. When I did, she told me you have the ability to see ghosts.
You could see ghosts!
I couldn't believe it but she swore on her life it was true. However, what made things interesting was the fact she said you were destined to lift the school's curse for some reason.
I didn't buy that for a second but did considering that your life was twice threatened by this mysterious curse. In addition, the probability of you investigating this curse is as high as one. Therefore, I decided to take it upon myself to help you but that meant teaming up with her. She'll give me information about you and in exchange, I should keep an eye on you!
No killing your friend, no strings attached, just keeping an eye on you.
Well, that just made the night better.
While you ventured to the manga store, I disguised myself as a handyman and fixed cameras around your apartment. I was in the process of putting an electronic system on the only window in your room when you walked in.
You seemed confused when you walked into your room. Like you knew something was off.
I was lucky you didn't check the window.
I didn't know what to say if you found me there because you didn't call a handyman.
Forgive me Beloved. I know you like your privacy but after what happened, I don't want to take any chances.
I don't want to let you out of my sight.
With the cameras in place, I'll keep a close eye on you within the walls of your apartment.
With the tracking device on your phone, I can know where you are.
With me walking you to school every day and joining the Martial Arts Club, no one would harm you.
I'll be there, watching you every step of the way.
I promise.
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