I can’t wait to get away from my sister. and you know, I’ll probably come to my senses later and regret saying that, but right now it’s true.
so we’re taking care of our neighbors’ dogs, right? we split the pay, but today my sister missed one of the visits and i had to do it alone. and i guess I’m being really petty, but she should at least pay me back for having to take care of them alone since I do that. Haha well no, actually, because I don’t deserve it.
She didn’t think she needed to pay me back since apparently I don’t deserve to get more money than her for actually doing my job. yet she hounds me for my money whenever I miss a visit. she won’t spend her money and expects everyone else to pay for everything she wants. at least I use my own money to buy things. I don’t constantly tell my mom and expect her to buy something expensive without even paying her back. my sister needs to actually learn to grow up and spend her own money.
I always have to be the one to compromise. I have to give up my money so we can still split it equally. It’s always me who has to be the bigger person, not her. I’m the one who’s teaching her how to do things around the house. but of course, when i do, she yells at me for being “patronizing” when i’m literally just trying to help.
not to mention all the money she’s taken from me. when I would make money, she would almost always find a way to force me to give some to her. she would literally guilt trip me or pretend i had to pay her back for something, and I always would. I knew she was lying and being manipulative, but i just felt bad for her.
and sure, maybe I can have strong opinions about what she does, but it’s because she’s older than me and knows absolutely nothing about life. She got a shirt today for her concert band show, and she made a comment about the neckline. I agreed with what she said and then she got mad at me for “criticizing everything she does.” I’ll admit it; I do criticize everything she does because it annoys the heck out of me. I really do want to help her but whenever i do, she thinks I’m being condescending and i can never help her.
I hate it and sometimes i hate her. she’s my only sibling, sure, but I hate having to coddle and teach her when i’m the one who’s supposed to be clueless
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