Here I am for my out of the blue spam of blog posts 😙
update GUY I TOLD R THAT I LIKE HIM
update: R also had a crush on me but it was like a year or two again
update: I told him that in order for me to get over him because I he basically refuses to date, that I physically and mentally need him to just turn me down by telling me that he has not romantic interest in me but I told him it has to be teh truth if he says that and HE HASNT REPLIED I MEAN HE HAS BUT HE CHANGED THE TOPIC like do you like me or now what am I supposed to do with this JUST TURN ME DOWN ALREADY PLEASE
one second you’re telling me to get over you and not even a second later your making me giggle and making it hard to do exactly that and when I tell him the one thing that will give me an immediate out of liking him he won’t even do it? It sounds to me that he doesn’t want me to get over him. Like guys what am I supposed to do abt that
also another factor in this is that we have been on fall break and we live in the same neighborhood but we still haven't physically seen each other in person since this began but we go back to school tmr so send help
LAST UPDATE I THINK: I haven’t written poetry in a while but I can’t remember if I ever posted “I was five” on here but if I did I end up adding 2 1/2 pages to it and now I have a doc where I receive or give myself prompts and then I write a poem on it for my own experience in life and when I tell you that the first prompt was the magic and beauty of a moonlit night and that mini poem got 3 stanzas and then second prompt was getting over a guy and that thing was like 2 of 3 whole pages in stanza form I’m done
Bu anyways can someone give me a different prompt pretty please 🙏🏾 preferably happy? But Sad/Depressing is good to
Also I finally got a tiktok guys so I mean you will finally get to see what I look like on there bc I spam post TikTok’s when I’m scrolling through my for you page like my life depends on it for hours my hand it’s @Lilj48152 and the profile picture is a picture of Bakugo and Deku in a car I believe so yeah
stat safe guys and remember to always love yourselves and to stay positive 😁
FossyJoci
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