我:「唔要呀!」438Please respect copyright.PENANAEK8A7j4ZpO
我唔知點解…好激動…明明佢只係一個一齊返工嘅姐姐,同好多街童靚妹一樣都墮落過;我唔係唔知呢個世界係點,援交妹,道友妹,靠輪流畀人搞周圍寄生嘅女仔…其實有好多…關我撚事咩,佢哋自己攞嚟,衰啲講我都想玩埋一份,橫掂係佢哋當自己係玩具在先,唔玩就笨柒。438Please respect copyright.PENANABdwkRT0Tw6
但當佢出現喺自己身邊,我竟然會咁反感;就好似我聽到QQ第一次用嗰啲嘢嚟賺錢,完全估唔到會出手阻止佢,重話要養埋佢;心諗都真係幾傻下,嗰陣都未算話係好鍾意佢,佢用自己方法搵錢唔係幾好咩?可能兩三個鐘已經搵得多過我每個月兼職,但係…我就係唔俾佢咁做。438Please respect copyright.PENANAsh8Dll1XVk
A:「你…做乜喊呀…」438Please respect copyright.PENANAG80rHKyDCg
我:「姐姐…求下妳…唔好咁…」438Please respect copyright.PENANAemb8R5VRa7
A:「傻啦,唔會喇,已經離開咗好耐…只不過…嗰種感覺有時會懷念下,原來自己有段咁嘅日子。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAwWZbO9K5vF
我:「咁妳應承我唔準再掂嗰啲嘢。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAHYS7EcTTiP
A:「一早就應承咗自己啦。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAbANqD2eQtG
我:「咁講都唔好再講。」438Please respect copyright.PENANANzZdUuFya0
A:「嗯…做乜為咗我喊呀?」438Please respect copyright.PENANAAsW3vl3mfQ
我:「無呀,想妳做返個好女仔。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAfDZXlW6Zka
A:「睇嚟,我開始明白你個女神點解咁放心同你一齊住。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAWSRfBiLEQb
我:「點解呀?」438Please respect copyright.PENANAWIcyAnVR2L
A:「自己諗啦…不過其實呢,夾band嗰陣都唔係我嘅最低潮,雖然係過到烏煙瘴氣,但係始終都叫做自己揀,有人陪,有開心嘅時候;喺嗰個世界你會沉醉,昏迷咗唔會太痛苦,最痛苦係當你以為可以變返正常回到原本嘅世界,先發現原來呢個真實嘅世界先至係將你折磨致死嘅罪魁禍首。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAYWTHRmBnL7
我:「即係點呀?」438Please respect copyright.PENANA4VD6aMz78U
A:「其實當時我都唔知會同啲band友攪幾耐㗎,夾band幾開心吖,感覺上㨃下草未至於會整死自己,畀人屌我都無乜所謂,都畀人屌咗第一次,屌多一百次都係咁啫,係咪?可能真係我會舒服,我太犯賤…結果到最後,都係同啲仔因為感情問題反面一走了之;係咪好荒謬呀,你唔鍾意我,想同我攪,fine,咪做完先再算囉;不過一但有咗感情,原來自己有啲嘢係會忍唔到,成個人癲晒。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAcMFijSC6bF
我:「咁始終離開咗嗰度都係好事嚟嘅。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAbiD3QBp6cW
其實呢,我係好想八卦佢夾band嗰陣啲荒唐事,畀幾多條仔屌過,玩到點天花龍鳳,有幾放蕩咁一路唱歌一路擘髀,不分日夜咁攪咗幾多次…但我問唔出口,一來佢已經變返正常,我要尊重姐姐,如果佢想講就自然會同我講;二來我容忍唔到自己咁賤格,我自知本身都唔係好東西嚟,手賤口賤,所以細蚊先會突然消失;俾著以前我知細蚊畀我食免費餐我一定狗衝,EX單身搵返我畀我屌閪都天經地義吖…大家無其他揀,咪攪住先…438Please respect copyright.PENANAiLeeUWfe1S
係QQ改變咗我,佢同其他我識過嘅女仔唔同,佢令我覺得唔可以輕薄佢;雖然佢係好靚,身材重好正,對我亦無太多防避,但就係覺得唔應該亂嚟;縱然好想好想好想揸落去,但就係忍住咗,結果忍咗第一次,發覺就會繼續落去,亦慢慢改變咗我;而家見返細蚊,我會想抱住佢支持鼓勵佢,希望睇到佢會開心笑出嚟,而唔係玩佢個身體。438Please respect copyright.PENANA8z1hYWWcPp
A:「弊在關關難過呢…人生一關又一關…」438Please respect copyright.PENANA61Qy1asHth