For a while I could only watch him incredulously. Why? He looked like he couldn't care less when he arrived at my funeral? Was that an act? And was the mask slowly falling off? Or...607Please respect copyright.PENANAoV7nWWxK9W
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It had always been complicated between me and Mathew. Or at least as complicated as teenage drama could become. Now, almost detached(I couldn't say fully detached) from my life as Ophelia, I could see how absolutely silly so many of my choices were. He was nice when I first met him but there was absolutely nothing special. It had been silly of me to crave his attention. 607Please respect copyright.PENANAYszHZ9xxHm
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Well...Teenagers can be stupid.607Please respect copyright.PENANAbvh2SuiHJ3
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Heck! Even teenage ghosts can be stupid.607Please respect copyright.PENANAiSiUaHttTe
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The horrified glance he gave his Dad's car filled me with a dark dread. Yes...There was anger in me for the one who ended my life but...607Please respect copyright.PENANA9za61OUTlf
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What if...607Please respect copyright.PENANAMNe4fTFjtS
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What if it was the same person whom I nourished a soft spot in my heart? Someone whose dislike for me made me determined to win him over(I never did anything to win him over. People like me never do.)607Please respect copyright.PENANAfdbVxCHQsG
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Yes, I was all kinds of stupid and pathetic.607Please respect copyright.PENANA5q3K7GcMVD
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But that realization didn't make my feelings for him go away. I suspect I would have never forgotten him if I had been alive...An older me would have laughed at this particular episode of life and called it the most irrational thing I ever did. But Mathew would have always been there, in my thoughts and heart.607Please respect copyright.PENANAx64nkkXjLN
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My Silent Love.607Please respect copyright.PENANATNLXTPysuW
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Could I murder him? Could I murder him anymore than I could kill my affection for him?607Please respect copyright.PENANA0kmwJMxX61
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To be continued...607Please respect copyright.PENANAGYGtmVu8aa
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