Bea Jackson POV
"Do you still go to your classes?" I asked my brother. We're in his room while playing some video games. It's been a while since we bond like this.
"Yeah. I took modules in classes I have with Reid." He said without looking at me.
"I know it's been rough, and I do not regret any of my decisions back at that time." It was really hard for me too. I know what they felt for each other, and it looks like I was the bad guy. AM I?
"yeah... but, It's not your fault. I lose control at myself that time. Reid said some things in which I came to realize that I really like him." He close the game and lay down on his bed. Things got complicated, I know.
I sat beside him and pat his head. "I don't know what to say anymore. I want you to be happy, but I also don't want you to regret any of your decisions. I support you. What ever happens, I'm here. I was always here." I said as I place a kiss in my brothers forehead.
We are very affectionate to each other. There was even a time when some of our schoolmates thought I am his girlfriend because we are very affectionate with each other. I guess sibling love is not like this to others?
This also became the reason why I don't have much friends. It was because they treat me roughly because many girls really likes my brother and they don't appreciate our closeness, they suddenly came up with the conclusion that we are not blood related and I was adopted. This was the reason why I only hang out with my brother's friend and our cousins. Well, until Reid came to our lives.
He is very understanding and very kind. He is also quite arrogant n somethings and does not think deeply when he is pissed off or angry but he is the best bestfriend anyone could imagine.
My bestfriend and my brother falling inlove with other, what else can I ask for? Two of the people I dearly love fall inlove with each other. All I need to do is to help them realize their true feelings.
All of the people knew my brother is not the Mr. perfect guy. He is Mr. Playboy the badboy and shit. He is the kind of guy who is good at sports and academics but he was also an asshole who loves to get drunk, fuck girls and some pretty boys but atleast he was not arrested. yet. maybe.
"Thanks. Bee." Brian said to me as he squished me in a hug.
My eyes were so wide, I saw my bestfriend Reid, smiling and crying at the same time. He was in her room and it looks like he just opened his window. I read his lips and he mouthed
"I get it now. I'm sorry for falling in love with him. I so sorry."
And with that, he close the window.
FUCK he got the wrong idea.
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Jake Brian Jackson's POV
Love is such a stupid thing. I'm a horny teenager. I see a hole, I put my dick in it. I asked my sister Bea when we are in the 1st year of middle school when she got herself a boyfriend about what does love felt like.
I really don't get what she said and truth to be told I didn't pay attention that much to her because there was a girl who passed by us and she was very hot. Typical me, I made my move on her and that night, I got her virginity. Easy peasy.
All I can remember is that She said you can something ticklish somewhere in your body or something like that. I think. But I always felt that when I have sex. What's the difference about sex and love? Then one night, I tried to masturbate, I also felt the same thing. It was not enough to conclude that if it tickles, your inlove.
Once, me and my friends had a road trip and we went somewhere really far from our town. It was a 6 hour ride and we got really drunk and got high. The next day I woke up, I was sleeping with a girl. She was really pretty but I felt nothing. I was just ordinary, but since she was hot we exchange phone numbers. When we got back in town, there was a new girl named Reid Greene who was actually a guy and made me ride a roller coaster. That's what it felt since he came.
The night after the dance battle, I recieved a text coming from Kamilla. She said she was pregnant.
It was the girl who I slept with when I was high as fuck. I texted Bea about it since we knew each other very well and we never hid any secrets from each other. She was shocked, but she remained calm. She said that I just need to man up. If she is really pregnant, then I need take full responsibility.
However, that was also the night Reid Greene said his feelings. I suddenly forget about the issue I had with Kamilla. My heart was beating so fast, I can't seem to calm down. It was as f I want to shout or hug him I need to do something to unleash this feeling of excitement that was in me!
But before anything else, My brain and heart said to me that I should not let go of Reid.
Recalling everything that happened this past few months made me realize that all this tme I was feeling uneasy with Reid, he made me feel the tingling moment without any sex contact or such.
He made me upset and angry or happy and arrogant in small things that he do. I don't want to believe that I might be inlove with him but it looks like this time, I can't hold back anymore.
It was a good thing Bea came back home before I can make a move and have an intercourse with Reid. We are both caught up in the mood and Bea came to stop me from acting like an asshole.
It was like I was punched by reality. Except that I was not really punched nor reality did it. It was Bea and her words.
I need to make things right. I need to talk to her.
"I'll be on a six hour ride. I need to talk to her. I promise that everything will be settled before I come back home." I said and with that I packed some of my things and left the house.
"Good luck. You can do this." Bea said as she waved goodbye and run to Reid's house.
I'll make things right. This time, I will not mess up.
I said to myself as the car engine roared to life.681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Etb6NOe1
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