I've been told I am adorable and admirable. I try my hardest to help others and listen if someone needs an ear. I am a bowl of sunshine and bring smiles to people who haven't smiled in a long while. I've been told no one could be mean to me... But that's not true.
I was bullied for who I was, for being vocal when no one else was, and for being skinny. Thanks to the words of bullies, I can't think of myself as smart, even if Im in higher level classes. Abuse and guilt of being a compulsive liar had brought me into anxiety and depression, eventually evolving into a recently diagnosed psychosis.
I wish that I was a seven year old. I'm a 17 year old who still loves her stuffed animals and gives each one an individual voice. I love Littlest Pet Shops and are really interested in Monster High. I love playing with little kids and create tons of different worlds to explore in my head...
Even with all the stuff that has happened in my life, I really try to stay positive. I dance and sing and write and draw, I play videogames and watch a lot of youtube to destress. I try to stay open about the stuff thats happened with me, so people know they aren't alone. I really hope that one day, by lending a hand or listening to a friend, showing someone they aren't alone or just giving a smile, I can make a difference in someone's life.
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