“What did you say?”
“I..” God there's no way I’m going to say these words again. No one around me is saving.
“Say that fucking words again.” He whispered loudly and I sank into my seat. Coming towards me he grabs me from my hair in a tight fist.
“Ahh.. what are you doing?” His hold hurt me badly.
“Say again I said.”
“The girl... I don't know her name told everyone that you fuck her in office and now you proved because she's with you in Paris.” His hold loses slowly with my words and eyes running on my tears that are coming from my eyes.
“I never touched her.” Why is he telling me? With thumbs, he wipes my tears slowly. The air is now thick with feeling. Horror changed in emotions.
“You think..”
“Everyone thinks..”
“I don't care about anyone. I care about you. When I awake and you're not there I... I just got mad. You have panic attacks..” The words come from his words. I push him hard. Suddenly I feel so exposed. He knows my first secret. How?
“Ro...”
“I.. need to go.” I try to unlock the door but it's locked. Frustrated, I tried again and punched the window.
“You’re running again.” Ignored his words I try again that stupid lock. Breathing changed from cool to harsh. What if he knows?
“It’s locked, Rose.”
No
“I said it's locked. Why don't you listen to me?” No, ignore again. Frustrated, I punched his window hard again and again. I can't breathe here.
“Rose! Look at me.” I need to breathe seriously. He knows then everyone.
Jessie
Laura
“Fuck! Wait.” A voice came and with a yank, I opened the door. Don’t know what to do. I walk fast. Don't know where to go I just keep walking still breathing heavily
“Rose, listen to me, you need to stop, it's not good for you “ I can't. What if my secret came out? He's going to hate me or love me with pity.
“Leave me alone.” I start running from him again. His footsteps keep coming. The shiver starts growing in the rain. The rain is getting heavier and more like I’m slipping.
“For fuck sake!” An arm circles my waist and pulls me into the dark street where he pushes me against the wall. Breathing heavily and completely wet he pin me with his body. We are both completely wet.
“For fuck sake just one time listen to me.”
“G.. go.. a..a.”
“Breath with me.” What? Our eyes ran on each other's faces. I try to understand what he's saying and the confusion is gone when his lips meet mine.
Confusing, I stand numb with a sudden move. No one ever tries to touch me but he's kissing me. For a second unable to understand what happened I stood frozen with both hands clutching cloth in a tight fist. His lips start moving and seriously he's kissing me. The soft and warm lips trying to open my lips.
“Breath in me.” Again I was confused but then as soon as I opened my lips he gave me a breath. I understand what he's trying to say. Push after push he gave tiny breaths until my whole body got hot. Heat rushed in my body like he's giving me his.
He groaned when my tongue touched him and now we forget where we're.
“Fuck! Kiss me damn it.” His hands came on my legs and pushed me a little up. Our kiss turns soft to wild. The noise coming from our mouths mixes with rain. He's eating me.
“R.. Ronald please.”
“I... I can't stop myself.” Harsh breath and wild sexy noise make me mad for him. Pushing him closer I circle my arms around his neck for a better kiss. We lost our breath and found each other. My hand holds his hair in my fist when he trails kisses on my neck.
Up and down
“I'm just waiting for this moment. I missed you baby so much.” The first time I can't stop or I don't want to. What's that feeling? My legs are so weak, unable to carry my weight. The wetness between my legs mixed with heat is something different.
“I like your lips.”
“Hey, go get a room.” I came into the real world with a voice. We're on the street and what am I doing? Kissing Ronald? Oh god how I can be so dumb? The person is in front of my body. How? I'm not good. He touched me now he's...I pushed him hard.
“Rose..”
“Don't! Don't...”
“Listen to me.”
“Mr. Ronald, I think we need to keep things professional.” He laughs loudly after watching me shocked.
“Now you want things professional. Where's your professionalism when you kissed me back?” Unable to understand what to do so I keep my mouth shut. Yes, I kissed him back and that's a big mistake.
“Say something.”
“Well, I’m not one of your employees who is interested in his boss.” Hurting him is not in my plan but we should live at a distance. Taking several steps back he shakes his head.
“Fine! If you want us to be professional then I’m going to show you what professionalism is. Miss Rose comes to the office before the sun goes up.” He left me alone in the rain.
The next day when I came to the office he's already in the office angry at everyone. Barking, shouting he told me for coffee. I can't stop myself all night thinking about him. His touch I’m still feeling. His hands-on was all over my body. The feel of warm lips mixed in everything I eat or drink.
“Miss Rose, I asked you for a coffee. What happened still makes me feel.” Blinking rapidly I hid my blush and handed him coffee.
“You're doing good. I mean hiding the blush. But I can't stop myself thinking about you all night. You know what I did?”
“What do you mean?”
“I touched myself thinking about you. Here the place you touched is still warm. The lips I want more than anything. I came again and again.” Oh god, he's seducing me again. He's talking about... stop imagining him. Block the thoughts.
“Gotcha.”
“Wh.. what?”
“That's you imagining. My hands-on....”
“Stop! Please.”
“Mr. Ronald, you asked for me.” Suddenly the door burst open and the girl came without knowing. How dare she? Doesn't she realize it's the boss's office?
“Ah... Miss Karla, come please.” Her mouth opened when she saw us close. I immediately take a step back. Ronald walks and sits on his chair calmly.
“Well, I hear you're a gossip queen. Can I hear what you said to everyone about me?” She saw me then Ronald. Oh god, what's now? I never thought the talk would come now.
“I.. Mr. Ronald.. I.. just said..”
“Shut the fuck up and say clearly.” We both jumped when his voice raised. Everyone said he barked at everyone when he's on the edge of losing patience.
“You fucked me in office and then you told me to come with you and then..” Bitch has a mind.
“One thing I’m asking you straight. If we fucked are you able to satisfy me?” My jaw dropped on the floor. He wants to fuck her. Yes, well, I don't care.
“Mr. Ronald I’m sorry..”
“Yes or no.”
“Yes.”
Bitch sees that's what she wants. He raises his brows and stands up. Taking off his coat he starts unbuttoning his shirt. The first button opens.
“What are you doing?”
“Come let’s go to bed. Satisfy me, this is what you want.” She's looking so shocked and I think horror is running on her face.
“I'm sorry sir.” I'm just watching what the hell happened here? The second button opened and his little chest view came into my view. Last night's kiss again starts running in my mind. Don't go there. Our eyes met again and the third button opened. My breath hitched.
“Please, I'm so sorry.”
“You should. There's no one in this world until now. You know the girl over there.” My earth shakes or I feel weak when he points straight towards me. She nods looking at me.
“Yes, Miss Rose. Last night I kissed her or we kissed and you know what I have never been in pain so much. You know which pain I’m talking about.” I'm feeling so hot and sweat running down my back. His talks make me blush. I shake my head because the girl is watching me with huge eyes.
“Y.. yes sir.” He was pleased with her answer but I’m not.
“Her one-touch throw me in pain of pleasure. Think what if she fuck me.” Here I’m dead. Why is he talking to her like that? He wants the whole employees to know about us? I need air so much for the first time in my life. My heartbeat is not enough for me standing here.
“Mr. Ronald..”
“She's the one I want to fuck and she's only capable to satisfy me another wise no one.” She nods and speaks.
“What if I...”
“Touch me or you're out of the country.” He placed a paper in front of her with a loud thud.
“What's this?”
“Your resignation letter and out of my office right now.”
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