Smell
Feel
This has been happening for the last two hours. Her smell is here. She's so close I know. I feel. Why not concentrate here? Three days I've been struggling with myself to talk or not talk to her. She’s in my mind and like I’m watching her here. Two times I feel her behind me. Did she even know how mad i’m about her?
No
“Jesus!” My eyes found Jessie far away looking shocked. What happened to her? Her widened eyes stuck somewhere but where? God, not any problem here. It's her birthday party and her mood is already not good because Rose is not here. She's hurt and emotionally upset. As a mother her hormones are already giving hard time. She's a big problem for me now. Sebastian and I are not on her point after all she's giving us a tiny creature.
“Jess, what happened?” My words ended when I found out who she was looking for? Rose, what the hell is she doing here? Why she's wearing that fucking dress?
“Oh, Rose, what are you doing here? You're a waitress? But I thought you were working somewhere else. That means you're poor. I'm so sorry.” What the hell is going on here? Why not is Jenna shutting her mouth? My eyes are already searching Theo for answers.
“J.. Je..”
“Hey, Jess let's go, everyone asking for you.” A woman came before she talked.
“Happy birthday Mam.” After wishing Jessie she walked away with heavy tears in her eyes. Jessie stands cold and stunned holding my hand. What about me? Am I okay?
“She's coming in one minute.” Asking that woman I drag Jessie with me far away. Her cold body falls in my arms.
“Why is she like that? She's not looking good. Her face... What happened to her? Her job.. you told me... so you lied to me?” Fuck now again a problem because of Rose.
“No Jess, it's a part of her job. Look, nothing is small in this world. She left the company so it's her choice to do whatever she wants. She's just tired. You just go and enjoy it.” At least I need to handle her for now. Seriously, what happened to her in the past days?
“But..” Why do they both have a fucking good bond? She's also crying for her, Rose for Jessie.
“I'm going okay. Just relax and enjoy.” Giving Sebastian a sign I left her. Watching everywhere I found her between peoples.
“So again you create a problem.” She's not looking well. Her face looks so pale and why do I feel she's lost weight?
“Please Mr. Ronald, leave me alone. I have no strength for the fight.” She has gone with a heavy heart. She always put some distance but today this distance is very tiring from her side.
After that Jessie just passed a fake smile. Her smile was gone with Rose. When it's cake cutting time she's looking for her in-crowd.
“Jess please..” Whispering in her ear I gave her courage but like she's waiting for her. Watching her friend like that it's painful not only for her but also for me also.
“Jess, everyone is waiting. Do..” and then suddenly a smile came to her face. Her eyes are on something and it's Rose she's also standing far away smiling. Finally, my sister cut the cake. Why is her bond so tight with Rose?
Now it's my time to think What happened after my presence. What happened to her? Her face and body are so sad. At the party, she's avoiding me completely. Whenever I tried to talk to her she left immediately with an excuse. So she's hiding something?
“This called to check and mate. First I threw her from the apartment and then from her job. Well, you own me.” Mom called me after the party in her apartment and here Jenna was also sitting drinking with us. After my little conversation with mom, I felt she had done something behind my back. So here's the proof.
“What?”
“A Gucci suit ruined because I threw coffee on myself. It's my favorite suit. If I know today my job is creating drama then I wear something else. She tries to convince the manager but God I hate her face.” My grip was tight on the glass. Why don't I hate her? This is what I want. Make her suffer then why am I the one who's suffering? Why do I feel she's not in a good situation?
“This is revenge baby. Now her everyday spending in the searching job on-road and the time coming very closer when we're going to saw her on road begging for food or spreading her legs for a man.” Both started laughing but my body went cold and every hair on my neck stood. How dare she? She's mine. How did I let someone touch her? Taking a bottle in my hand I drank glass after glass until the thoughts stopped coming. But fuck it keeps going.
“What Ronald, aren't you happy?”
“Hey, baby let's go and have some fun?” She's nothing for life, eat. She's alone and what if... what the fuck is Theo doing?
“I have something to do.”
“But..” I can't sit and let her lose. She needs me. Picking up my coat I left them talking. Coming into my apartment I sit on a chair in the dark. Finally, I have time to think and collect the thoughts for her. Typing a message I called Theo to come. He works for me then why does he hide? Why did he lie to me?
“Sir.” I know what I’m going to do?
“You know what's this?” His eyes went huge when it fell on my hand. He immediately came in front of and fell on his knees.
“Sir...”
“Shut the fuck up Theo. What is this?”
“Gun.” He replied.
“It's a Russian pistol, more powerful and more killer. I never thought a time came when its trigger set on you. You lied to me. Betrayed me.” Pointed straight on his head I came forward from a chair. The fear I loved the most now showed extreme color on his face.
“I... I don't know Sir. Miss Rose told me to shut my mouth. She.. she is my security but I don't know she lost her job. Her action never showed and she also act of coming home from her job.” His words come shaking but truthful. Ah.. she acted so well. Well done baby.
“When?”
“Yesterday.” Going back I sat calmly.
“Your dad was very close to me when I came here. He gave me your responsibility. I saved you when there's no one and in exchange, you gave me yourself, your loyalty. But I never thought you'd also betrayed me for Rose. Good job Theo.” His face rose in confusion and I threw the gun towards him and he caught it.
“Add in your collection it's yours.” Here the face lit up.
“It’s mine?”
“Yes, it's yours. I bought it for you. You make me happy with your actions. She can also trust you. But Theo now it’s in your hands to do things worse to better and you know how?” He nods.
“Make sure she has enough food and a job also. Pointed her to our restaurant and club.”
“But sir we have no restaurant or club.” We were both silent for a minute.
“Then buy any.” A smile and nod again.
“Take her here now.”
“But sir, I think she's sleeping.” Again silence.
“I'm in the mood.”
“Yes sir.”
Now your turn Rose for punishment.
“Let's rock and roll baby.”
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