How dare he?
She's my...
How dare he?
He stops me...
“Please fast.” My anger is trying to come out in tears but I’m holding it back. I need to see her. She needs me. Why is he stopping me? But right now Laura is my priority. She warned me and I know she's the one behind all this. Why didn't she leave them alone?
Because of me
She's hurting them. My present, my past shattered whenever she came. But not now. Hold back your anger. The taxi parked in front of her building. I talked to the receptionist and she told me Laura is busy but I ignored her and went to her.
“Laura!”
“Laura!” Her apartment is just like her, full of fake things. She's here I know.
“Laura! Come d..”
“My my girl, why are you shouting so much?” She comes out from her room holding a drink. My strength broke in a second when her feet came towards me. The smile on her face shows everything how pleased she's right now.
“How dare you?”
“I warned you. It's just the beginning. But why are you here? Oh, Ronald did not allow you. Sorry girl, I just threw a tantrum in his ear but...” Calmly she sits on the couch and takes a sip. God don't let me kill her.
“I told you it's not in my hands right now. I'm working for him..” I cry out in tears.
“Resignation.”
“Why?”
“Because every time I look at them, the time I want to forget always stands in front of me. Because of you, I suffer a lot.” She stood and put a finger on me. She's blaming me for everything.
“I sacrifice myself.” Her laugh suddenly broke every wall of the house. Feet fumbling with each other when she started walking towards me. She's rich and drunk.
“You're here.”
“It's just a mistake.” Her vibes were not good when she came and stood close to me. I feel her.
Dangerous
Negative
“Then correct it. So before I have done something bad. Don't you see Jessie's face, oh how can I forget? Let me show you her face.” She picked her most expensive phone and showed me some pictures. First I’m confused about who's that but then the earth on which I’m standing a few seconds ago slips away.
“I.. it's...”
“Jessie.. Poor baby. Look..” Before she completes her words I grab her from the dress. The anger I’m holding and growing in these years now came out. Her eyes were first horrible and horror then her lips twisted.
“You're making a mistake Rose. You can do whatever you want but instead of you I’ll hurt Jessie.” Why?
“Why not I’m enough for you? Why Jessie?”
“Because she's a mistake. I want to hurt her because she's a shadow of yours. She's your fucking sister.”
“Language Laura or I'm not going to hesitate from repeating my mistakes for which everyone blames me.” Her smile broke with my words. She knows what I’m talking about.
“If you hurt me then you hurt them. You have something to lose.”
“Here you're right Laura. Last time I had nothing to fight but this time I have a family who loves me so much. Don't fall into the trap of making mistakes. What if Ronald is not mine and he hates me but you also know what he wants. Yes, Jessie is my sister and a blessing. We're always with her. Me and Ronald.” Jessie is a blessing for me but for Laura, she's a mistake. A big sister always stands for you, always protects you but it's good if I keep my mouth shut. It's hurt watching your sister in front of you and you're helpless.
“You promised me.” She pushes me hard when I pull her hard in frustration.
“I’m breaking my promise.”
“We agreed on the deal.”
“What Rose? Forget the first rule. Never came again in his life. You're here so the deal is broken. Now get out Rose, it's the last time I told you to get out because you know I crossed all my limits when it comes to you.” She was gone but left me speechless. The limits she's talking about I know when she crossed years ago and my everything was gone. She's the most dangerous woman I know but what about Jessie? How can I lose my sister again? She's the one I have but right now she's the one I need to protect.
The next day in the office I ignored him. He's on the phone whenever I come into his office. He's the Ronald every employee used to know in this office. He looked so powerful at that time because every security person and head of the FBI department was sitting in front of him. But my heart is crying for my sister. I just want to see her, talk to her. Ronald is so busy at this time that he did not even notice me in his office. I want to ask him for Jessie but nothing happens.
Five days and his anger on the edge. Not because of me but because every single person failed to catch the person who hurt Jessie. But I know it's Laura. Whenever I tried to talk to him or ask about Jessie his frustration came out with bark or humiliation. He insulted me in front of every employee. Why? It's not my fault. I want to meet my sister. She's more than Ronald now.
After eight o'clock my ass was in pain. My whole body was in pain. But Ronald is still working and now his shirt is up and his thin muscles are giving me extra looks. This messy hair and loose tie turns me on again. Stop that he was already angry with me. But right now I need to talk to him.
“Mr. Ronald, you need something?” Without words, he shook his head and gave me a sign to go. He's alone so it's a good chance to ask about Jessie.
“How’s she?”
“Like you care. Are you free now from Brooks?” Why is his pin stuck on Brooks?
“I’m not allowed to meet her.”
“Yes because you're busy in fucking Brooks.” My body jumped with fear when he punched hard on the table. The glass is brown when it comes in touch with the earth. He's the alpha who's power over me.
“No! Why do you keep imagining? Look I’m not here for fighting just to talk with Jessie.” Please allow for once. If you want me to beg I’m ready but let me, please. He looked at me for a minute then searched for something on the table.
“I'm not imagining. Look at these.” He throws some papers or magazines on my side and it spreads in the air in slow motion. The headline and the picture coming in slow motion. My life flying in the air without heaviness.
But my gaze landed on a picture in which a man and woman standing closer licking each other. The color of the clothes looks so similar. Going closer I picked and stopped at my place.
No
“It... I... it's not us.”
“At least just tell me the truth, Rose. Stop lying for once.”
“I... I’m not lying Ronald. It's not us. Listen to me.”
“Your place in my eyes is nowhere.” He points on earth. Who put those pictures? It's not us and we know so surely. They're looking the same wearing my and Brooks's clothes. Picking up another newspaper I read a shameful headline about us. Who gave them these headlines? Why? My eyes go on every little thing and detail picking another and another. The mud he throws in every detail.
“It's not us, believe me.”
“Just shut the fuck up and get out.” I'm crying not because of the shit in the newspaper. It hurts watching him hurt because of me. He's always so angry because of me. Everything happens here just only because of one.
“You're a bad influence for me or Jessie. Your company is as bad as your mind. Things start happening again because of you. My sister was hurt because of you. You're.. disgusting. Leave me alone for god sake and get the fuck out of our life. Leave.”
Standing numb I hear his every word. What does he say? He said I’m bad for him. For Jessie. The tears are now coming not because it's the first time I’m hurt after hearing his words. I'm bleeding from inside. My heart is crying.
“You…” I wipe my tears but they keep coming out.
“Y.. y... I... You think...” He turned and left me without listening. My life broke today because he thinks I...
It's time.
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