“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxowyTOmDkD
“You scared me.”136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C5NLxCrXT
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHwBln7FiJ
“What he said?” We both start walking. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH1H5NtPjF
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKEB28jk52
Me and Ronald 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImPbfLtJXL
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Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ArczndwgV
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKVFwFWkKn
What the hell? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLFstJDcaK
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOS2UKqFCW
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U8tqEWbjH
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r7qqiYSNz
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66UGV6trJb
Shit 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNDoJWkvqE
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrbKt7TwTT
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwMU8d6BKR
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAgjubvwp9
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2UylzMudA
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEBaNk3O6W
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtSSqhC7Pg
“You eat?” No.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ7CFQFCyK
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjldsXBisfC
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj7XE1FEkK
“I’m sleeping.” 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9csAoieLo
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspA92tesq1
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0LredaAf8
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT0o8SWPAE
“Yes...”136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPdfHqzpX8
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNAhElD5SU
No 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pcSTptlgf
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQgCZao4BY
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhBjKnvpf2
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfCKViVCMm
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9fKB0bHnC
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26rHJqZDSi
Touch him136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVb177X7mU
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIzvQwDvTC
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFLyWXfzLh
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60P3iOIttb
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5QK0SuMR8
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqU5RBjRjt
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5joM6SfDbW
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKR64CVZ9g
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop5GleYRtN
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPORzoR2fid
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt8gh96XOQ
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTx5vcJ8XS
Shit 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KnfMNvACd
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5lUiFYEow
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2YXaXbo6J
“I.. I....” 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr9AsLvSZl
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkitIGq99KQ
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbwXBwaYb1
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl8mkvkKJq
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9a3PoAdzf
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIzWh4MeaW
Bastard 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ZbR3R0oQ
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAofCfJkDb
The laugh136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmk3qO5oP5
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The man136Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQYYR1eADd
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