“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIL9UPZMTl
“You scared me.”104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYbcOhnIhR
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnD4p6na0L
“What he said?” We both start walking. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraW3Utts9H
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs7JPCqohg
Me and Ronald 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m56yOf9VS
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Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5pHoFmayk
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk063EdJUzq
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“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RH2TYq0YQ
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fWCHMOas0
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkgoPjjF2J
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGmpAhZrYO
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I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuZQkL45ER
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ58GPNNXsw
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDThDKvPPjN
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj1ZE9UFri
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVb6iWzI9J
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumomPfObH8
“You eat?” No.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIEkWZdXcS
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS66p2eedxC
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeczWY4IWQ
“I’m sleeping.” 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjMn1AfwlA
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYlv2C2zfO
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjxYEuKchw
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXlMF0QcX3
“Yes...”104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKckKK99Kex
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kczbQeMp3
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“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GVSrSV4l5
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94lkxd29e5
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDciuQfUcM
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i1DCGCyTr
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rts8dd4my
Touch him104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrqhmcXceY
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsPgdieri9
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiXXi3Kula
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc280xpc9Wr
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xEiyvWM4f
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFh80DP06v
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHR2kWAHCm
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDGbnabsVo
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbfQe6zXB1
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDJXx3dcB3
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS9jpn3pxs
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QrWuzaitA
Shit 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjPxphCOXb
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjHmA7i6WH
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWnppgyruD
“I.. I....” 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRglMf5HC9
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt8W84GSGF
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRLeaWDaIs
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rgM1h6Agc
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IIiF1MLY1
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxddfnFk2LJ
Bastard 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbbNtW3Weh
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx380NIvE6
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