I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.465Please respect copyright.PENANAeKn0QWOaPm
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.465Please respect copyright.PENANAr2B7kFguhW
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.465Please respect copyright.PENANAvWi2TSwBUw
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.465Please respect copyright.PENANAXgU5Dgwpyr
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.465Please respect copyright.PENANAdPEVS6fcXc
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.465Please respect copyright.PENANABIUJ07M2La
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.465Please respect copyright.PENANAFKG1HeFOiI
Fucken asshole.465Please respect copyright.PENANAsz70oSvqRN
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.465Please respect copyright.PENANAXSkwLfQUqG
"At 11."465Please respect copyright.PENANAgNzeuzjssu
Dammit still have half a day to go.465Please respect copyright.PENANAomCoGYQPiB
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?465Please respect copyright.PENANADbrEoCCDkm
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.465Please respect copyright.PENANAlwz2XkiO83
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.465Please respect copyright.PENANAgBiWZWknvf
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.465Please respect copyright.PENANA4MEWERSqao
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.465Please respect copyright.PENANAdpkvHR8UPa
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.465Please respect copyright.PENANAr0DYiljvqG
I wounder what they are doing right now?465Please respect copyright.PENANArA868LNHOL
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.465Please respect copyright.PENANAPWZLpAfihP
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.465Please respect copyright.PENANAVIOL6UP5UV
Brett..465Please respect copyright.PENANAoCq1T8r1h2
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.465Please respect copyright.PENANAeAhHYyTaSb
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.465Please respect copyright.PENANACcWnbTnDmS
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.465Please respect copyright.PENANAGIaMOdSwED
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.465Please respect copyright.PENANAXFcjgvnFqM
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.465Please respect copyright.PENANAavl9we8hPY
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.465Please respect copyright.PENANAot9ExgQOfT
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.465Please respect copyright.PENANAjKWrkMVYnZ
"I have been looking for you."465Please respect copyright.PENANAqwCMRIlNNC
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.465Please respect copyright.PENANALAJt3avcCg
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.465Please respect copyright.PENANASvmUwkOa9l
"What? "465Please respect copyright.PENANAmh19u2jRCY
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.465Please respect copyright.PENANA97ZHj8kURT
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.465Please respect copyright.PENANAaVzZB3aWrZ
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.465Please respect copyright.PENANAkF7I4aHGsh
Gross, Chicky sentence.465Please respect copyright.PENANAIfimwJgwIr
Raven you have lost your touch.465Please respect copyright.PENANATu71LdGtMF
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.465Please respect copyright.PENANAvP0hcvvlcG
I shook my head.465Please respect copyright.PENANAq6vIRoicw6
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."465Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ3Lw4FPPa
His eyes shined.465Please respect copyright.PENANATQBpTXnhPw
"I'll wait for you. "465Please respect copyright.PENANAhWfH7zsEzR
"Don't, Don is here. "465Please respect copyright.PENANAvicTLHKJWj
His eyes widened.465Please respect copyright.PENANAsluGfQ7RjI
" How do you -"465Please respect copyright.PENANAtcmvYqM1sE
" Josh told me. " I cut in.465Please respect copyright.PENANAkfkixV1eZo
He closed his eyes and sighed.465Please respect copyright.PENANAewEUug9CpK
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"465Please respect copyright.PENANAhRX44tHFf8
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.465Please respect copyright.PENANA8aIb33o57I
"Brett, its okay. "465Please respect copyright.PENANACcGj4OSM7F
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.465Please respect copyright.PENANAHPJrQDDFj7
Then I heard a door open.465Please respect copyright.PENANAC8dcfTtqcq
Fuck.465Please respect copyright.PENANAdAPnOqiUYy
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.465Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sy2HwoMRm
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.465Please respect copyright.PENANAzfcOAd3meF
I nodded and she went back inside.465Please respect copyright.PENANA3cmb3nl5JB
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.465Please respect copyright.PENANAxRBAZ6PkMW
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.465Please respect copyright.PENANAMEyMepgfDY
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.465Please respect copyright.PENANAT71EgPt7Zm
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.465Please respect copyright.PENANAdFTQZWQu4q
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "465Please respect copyright.PENANAszdpaalstm
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.465Please respect copyright.PENANA9jpkAAO91n
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.465Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6KcPiPs1j
"I promise."465Please respect copyright.PENANAe5rAOMO3tb
He smiled and kissed my forehead.465Please respect copyright.PENANAXb2jUCOE5V
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.465Please respect copyright.PENANA3RyJwxnTk1
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.465Please respect copyright.PENANATyTOx95OdC
I took a deep breath and composed myself.465Please respect copyright.PENANAktRt3M1Pzi
Raven is gone, Candy is here.465Please respect copyright.PENANAif93qTphMx
Candy.465Please respect copyright.PENANAbjINIqEEkR
Candy.465Please respect copyright.PENANAmKGJU4LzmZ
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.465Please respect copyright.PENANAtkWZjJNPc7
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.