I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.447Please respect copyright.PENANAL5luZbcSaf
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.447Please respect copyright.PENANAoT2rRq54hp
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.447Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ4WBYOb5N
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.447Please respect copyright.PENANA3hnPhIekRI
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.447Please respect copyright.PENANA1k0Neh1ib4
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.447Please respect copyright.PENANAAF88UjuTU0
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.447Please respect copyright.PENANAcrcD6n9nrw
Fucken asshole.447Please respect copyright.PENANAMVTJJPUuP2
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.447Please respect copyright.PENANA2s8K2aFXSg
"At 11."447Please respect copyright.PENANAiBgWfts6qo
Dammit still have half a day to go.447Please respect copyright.PENANArhz4NEO0V5
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?447Please respect copyright.PENANA19yvvL56f8
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.447Please respect copyright.PENANAdlH6c2IB2E
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.447Please respect copyright.PENANAMTGX37tHIM
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.447Please respect copyright.PENANALotYjmTWiM
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.447Please respect copyright.PENANAkVYI50wFHb
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.447Please respect copyright.PENANASNRmd24uwY
I wounder what they are doing right now?447Please respect copyright.PENANAiGQBMEmq2t
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.447Please respect copyright.PENANAK18qGkhyVT
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.447Please respect copyright.PENANAEedLO8Nf4p
Brett..447Please respect copyright.PENANAKOw6fYdLVm
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.447Please respect copyright.PENANATXLubK71p9
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.447Please respect copyright.PENANA5IvYZMoY7y
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.447Please respect copyright.PENANAR3rHw7lTDo
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.447Please respect copyright.PENANAbZbwfe2GAU
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.447Please respect copyright.PENANAt1Z5mX0pQ3
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.447Please respect copyright.PENANAnHQXAiUvHQ
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.447Please respect copyright.PENANAihGMerZ2IM
"I have been looking for you."447Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ0hZO3x39
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.447Please respect copyright.PENANAKsUhZcCEBj
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.447Please respect copyright.PENANAsONe4QpdeO
"What? "447Please respect copyright.PENANAWHaN8RT0zI
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.447Please respect copyright.PENANAsms1BLcC1k
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.447Please respect copyright.PENANA8sn5q0kyu3
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.447Please respect copyright.PENANAS3gFDRegH1
Gross, Chicky sentence.447Please respect copyright.PENANAiEDUWCZiab
Raven you have lost your touch.447Please respect copyright.PENANAIZwQwswwog
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.447Please respect copyright.PENANA0bhgVF5XHb
I shook my head.447Please respect copyright.PENANAh5nuubMf7I
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."447Please respect copyright.PENANAzGEtyRkgRX
His eyes shined.447Please respect copyright.PENANAGi7IXOMrsn
"I'll wait for you. "447Please respect copyright.PENANA2tWP6MuKMF
"Don't, Don is here. "447Please respect copyright.PENANAIvb2nD5H3y
His eyes widened.447Please respect copyright.PENANATILhvm9xyF
" How do you -"447Please respect copyright.PENANAM56pbhuXr4
" Josh told me. " I cut in.447Please respect copyright.PENANAQyXUSLeNRi
He closed his eyes and sighed.447Please respect copyright.PENANArULzv0FNHm
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"447Please respect copyright.PENANALz8b4Pl8aU
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.447Please respect copyright.PENANAyMBKDvDSih
"Brett, its okay. "447Please respect copyright.PENANAsGwrt41Bjx
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.447Please respect copyright.PENANAK5PTIRxRzz
Then I heard a door open.447Please respect copyright.PENANAG5bv03S4ZT
Fuck.447Please respect copyright.PENANAvFKGeRbr6K
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.447Please respect copyright.PENANAWYcjBuMFAO
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.447Please respect copyright.PENANAeIhMAyjjec
I nodded and she went back inside.447Please respect copyright.PENANAfcX7CI1fFZ
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.447Please respect copyright.PENANAlHf2JpvIea
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.447Please respect copyright.PENANApQ7aD16ddH
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.447Please respect copyright.PENANAtesAz0esg3
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.447Please respect copyright.PENANAayxwUbLGDK
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "447Please respect copyright.PENANAacg4z0besm
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.447Please respect copyright.PENANAmmaZqpDdRn
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.447Please respect copyright.PENANAal1iK2DOks
"I promise."447Please respect copyright.PENANAh2ieV22fnD
He smiled and kissed my forehead.447Please respect copyright.PENANAWNB8YwROli
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.447Please respect copyright.PENANA526WZ3Ttok
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.447Please respect copyright.PENANAlfXttdErnf
I took a deep breath and composed myself.447Please respect copyright.PENANAsv6mY2jGLv
Raven is gone, Candy is here.447Please respect copyright.PENANAb2EFXyDOvb
Candy.447Please respect copyright.PENANAUEM68IhsqU
Candy.447Please respect copyright.PENANAWeSfm9eRJz
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.447Please respect copyright.PENANAaNjwBtMnAl
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.