I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.489Please respect copyright.PENANAiollkiwC9z
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.489Please respect copyright.PENANAtFKmAfaSDl
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.489Please respect copyright.PENANARS3yzTXCS0
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.489Please respect copyright.PENANAicSykzJS7y
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.489Please respect copyright.PENANAXdiIj6sSv6
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.489Please respect copyright.PENANAXozoxdENYe
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.489Please respect copyright.PENANAPyLqBGACbH
Fucken asshole.489Please respect copyright.PENANAyRG0H7teLC
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.489Please respect copyright.PENANAk5RZEhfz6c
"At 11."489Please respect copyright.PENANActEVEkfJcA
Dammit still have half a day to go.489Please respect copyright.PENANAMWy8pNxa36
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?489Please respect copyright.PENANA6iTPYHbiaX
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.489Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qzu6HuU4w
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.489Please respect copyright.PENANADr2v5VK2Wc
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.489Please respect copyright.PENANAtEX0KHmA5B
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.489Please respect copyright.PENANArR3cBbGDm7
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.489Please respect copyright.PENANAnEdRk8fpVN
I wounder what they are doing right now?489Please respect copyright.PENANAUXjMS7iceT
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.489Please respect copyright.PENANAlfcdBsx3in
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.489Please respect copyright.PENANA29lbZb7rhq
Brett..489Please respect copyright.PENANARHeKyUu374
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.489Please respect copyright.PENANAmMagQ4ZWNA
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.489Please respect copyright.PENANAMA6dBRi2hX
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.489Please respect copyright.PENANAsIeZjek95s
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.489Please respect copyright.PENANAO7fnhfEgl7
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.489Please respect copyright.PENANAG0Hjb7NrIo
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.489Please respect copyright.PENANAOOtoEXy3d0
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.489Please respect copyright.PENANA4TYplJ5q8R
"I have been looking for you."489Please respect copyright.PENANAAN0dlUguHN
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.489Please respect copyright.PENANAuCKKd5w2XG
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.489Please respect copyright.PENANAi8owUUUAQM
"What? "489Please respect copyright.PENANAumlUeEnMnu
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.489Please respect copyright.PENANAGIVn80B0hl
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.489Please respect copyright.PENANAQjPFQjN97A
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.489Please respect copyright.PENANAESJxVfiCuc
Gross, Chicky sentence.489Please respect copyright.PENANA5YTMmsRRRq
Raven you have lost your touch.489Please respect copyright.PENANAFvh18hCGoB
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.489Please respect copyright.PENANAcgwiXwfJQ0
I shook my head.489Please respect copyright.PENANAhCbZTQzk0N
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."489Please respect copyright.PENANA5lOkJGMfKy
His eyes shined.489Please respect copyright.PENANAfNMPg3zQQ3
"I'll wait for you. "489Please respect copyright.PENANAcROoe6gTE1
"Don't, Don is here. "489Please respect copyright.PENANAvUe32uudKG
His eyes widened.489Please respect copyright.PENANAHfuSRm3RYr
" How do you -"489Please respect copyright.PENANAbMYjV1oujv
" Josh told me. " I cut in.489Please respect copyright.PENANAFDlNhQBuvJ
He closed his eyes and sighed.489Please respect copyright.PENANAib0YE5ddim
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"489Please respect copyright.PENANAY8JoI8GyoO
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.489Please respect copyright.PENANAbbzVcstEHP
"Brett, its okay. "489Please respect copyright.PENANAgiwjfuL1mQ
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.489Please respect copyright.PENANAelBSdW6gsv
Then I heard a door open.489Please respect copyright.PENANAbc18bhgWN6
Fuck.489Please respect copyright.PENANAPzOKS2F1Il
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.489Please respect copyright.PENANATauf9IfWFS
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.489Please respect copyright.PENANAXUlLspOc8R
I nodded and she went back inside.489Please respect copyright.PENANA8Z5DVNnefe
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.489Please respect copyright.PENANAskfxrfLzpX
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.489Please respect copyright.PENANAXNjiCJEqxS
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.489Please respect copyright.PENANAdaRJxpbdYP
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.489Please respect copyright.PENANAJFleHYNVZC
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "489Please respect copyright.PENANA9QSUURSFHT
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.489Please respect copyright.PENANAxBT0QAFrqw
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.489Please respect copyright.PENANAsVmkS2aOwl
"I promise."489Please respect copyright.PENANAYz0COPvOpx
He smiled and kissed my forehead.489Please respect copyright.PENANAPsJcxJYLz7
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.489Please respect copyright.PENANAtzMWhcvlVX
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.489Please respect copyright.PENANAqfEhJ6JNnU
I took a deep breath and composed myself.489Please respect copyright.PENANAfn6nTtxNsT
Raven is gone, Candy is here.489Please respect copyright.PENANAkzY1Fg3Syg
Candy.489Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ5w5pLhz7
Candy.489Please respect copyright.PENANASMmVE7E9Wg
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.489Please respect copyright.PENANAY1ZckLYqiy
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.