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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaJXiEfPdE
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdi3es3eA1
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BLftdmdYd
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uHZJVk2Nn
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJnjBHTSgl
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONprEh62cX
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvjXMGOUu3
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ajh5h957
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYlOmkpFpE
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"You're cute when you're high."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymIRCXlzo7
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I smile right back at him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtI6sd90va
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"You're... just cute."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82MWS75fcP
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"Tell me more."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkdwZBfpnl
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTgCfg3iU2
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3IUKo9I37
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB2FcpjfDA
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Oops.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84qP7UkP97
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Okay. Here's the story.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxKpBm6YNI
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy0qrS43gG
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUzecx4dPT
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdre8EphTw7
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCCfiISq0q
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgekRFZKco
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YM35cYCku
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzJy6aBEie
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Wait, what? 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTa1NZtNcM
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Trees jerking off?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLsRbR627T
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9PMZrz4oH
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuv9DFpEZE
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSzVJc6oKZ
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYvKGQtu8n
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QbiLtrCvV
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy9hIVovUm
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYWhovet7g
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj50pVH8T3w
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ZnBC1Cdb
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqSMQ8DpWY
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPimyUj4FiH
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV4kzS0Xkr
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David really helped me out this time.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZt6Lx4m3s
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OhGcdK04G
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd4COtq9Mx
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"I'm tired," I say to David.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhLaVVKVcl
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRLcgtXTP2
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefNjoU6sa7
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"What were you doing?"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uPg8vAe8q
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"Uh... playing with shapes."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV2sMue7UO
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"Can I see it?"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuo5KKbzZl
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEwPd6AP6V
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b37xtS8KA
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"That's pretty."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4MePuYXc6
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"Thanks."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPrFtQe3u9
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"Why?" I ask him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmKaXBk0Ov
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh5RqG0iZx
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"You mean a mandala?"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAFrep3PlG
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He starts grinning again.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvUAAWEkIc
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iH7uVYj4Y
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ep8LQitjD
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He scrunches up his face.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ko4fjCUZ5
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"I dunno."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloU4ax4ERK
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mYF12tEm0
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HmVx4ZqYC
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"No, it isn't."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0Pzmxxr91
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1cFEekJJw
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I stop and think about it for a second.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bls5vpIp6
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0YHCV4teV
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTCXd9f2C3
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"Okay."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uQ3GoOF1m
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eyYYcqqw9
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryvdiB8qny
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPeCAsZQFa
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcH3k3MRnb
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8ThCvmuos
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqp5nb5lMh
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxqbEXb8oB
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Oh, rass, that was good.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGTpwg8GUI
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"Yeah. I'm full."440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYgf3aFPID
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECG23KC4jw
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGNEyycxmz
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB1MCirZkm
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2owv2mQhfb
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pk0uDHkcE
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdurS8h4Co
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i3LmaXp6e
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GGxD7Vvd2
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I let out a deep breath. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDfY3JN2cy
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM5LEgbGTq
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiZzxd7QSr
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZWJuCYt6i
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"Leah, I—"440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2npST7Rx4C
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MFo1Q4nCd
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Not yet.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMXiCDJZO0
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfTQaJgi2v
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But now?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7dnANOuMm
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjyhNmdSIB
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"Yes?" he asks me.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOObmEvOlc
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"I love you," I blurt out.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsltqfLo5C7
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWchVuxfW4
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEWk7euZDj
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDublVHuuGV
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAPSEPmoUF
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5UNeF1hTr
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5KXjvrIj0
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFxAxLFwqd
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He's... everything.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnxncm9BZJ
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He's my light.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN11K5qRxil
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He's my inspiration.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaz2PMrbzF
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"You're my new muse."
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