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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIYt16bcWi
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIXTTuaNVD
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvRWBGyJzZ
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8NGE3T17v
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6zegMbZF7
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8b5x0sQgk
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lYz5FjchR
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLRH9v0bb6
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoakSvIA1Y
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"You're cute when you're high."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvLoJxIFQU
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I smile right back at him.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6whzPQT1gO
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"You're... just cute."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeENGXwLA4L
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"Tell me more."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaZRFhAfpS
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ482mLPehmV
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoOjqEc6yd
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoiMaThQVB
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Oops.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjc4c9bShu
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Okay. Here's the story.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS3wUJYGoa
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu2QI9QNjZ
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToEo5cK4u6
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLhlEZuocc
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZoSoCWHy6
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxgPP4hnKG
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnumIPQz4EX
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zayCo0K3U
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Wait, what? 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaf0Gk3aQ5
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Trees jerking off?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9OQRpSMtW
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgoz343Ane
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcdy2BXmpR
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3fKvIj1Cu
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwajDffANLm
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUeTEUSWoc
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACRtc35SSU
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOzMcxUb2F
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSOPZ5Yy3M
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30QdYYpLYj
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wv1O7nN0D
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukclQyAmSm
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87NyVWStWD
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David really helped me out this time.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX8ZUSml3E
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaZOsA4hLp
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhlhrpWIiG
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"I'm tired," I say to David.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRW2BKtf7m
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG7IKIcAdn
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOExw8Hq2T
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"What were you doing?"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E83e1g01D
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"Uh... playing with shapes."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyIjAXkJvi
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"Can I see it?"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGdttkMXeH
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0it2Dw23kL
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iaieyQltc
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"That's pretty."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eWZ462SjA
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"Thanks."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYurQi3LIJv
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"Why?" I ask him.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJbuGSjof3
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFfSczSK7b
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"You mean a mandala?"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvLYS1TEEl
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He starts grinning again.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwbv9Pd9ZY
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHGwvbA035
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO248AhxUm
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He scrunches up his face.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN9Cndcd3h
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"I dunno."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsny242qpM3
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8vf1a1YwV
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCM8zjHrHf
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"No, it isn't."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBBQlhwIo7
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH40JqQc6GS
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I stop and think about it for a second.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29kSx98MiI
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqQpApyNJp
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFwEorldr
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"Okay."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hSBAOyqRF
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ7Uhu7lSj
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFSv8RVGEl
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGywPck3yno
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeevYenoscN
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDaWIvbWzb
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***464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunOK8Q9MWd
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sLkoPoPsb
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFWWERVudx
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Oh, rass, that was good.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r2mvl0RJW
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"Yeah. I'm full."464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm6KEH4lBY
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetDr73CHUV
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGq3ejpFvT
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAICphvlOkU
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWCFifYqzu
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRzEyvasnd
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdjkFjOZgk
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3g5eFft7B
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GRBIYDZCU
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I let out a deep breath. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmCEIDoM5Q
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3fY5AM9NA
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXCzHC2S6W
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2lNp5HY9B
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"Leah, I—"464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUc9wdUf3g
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxixe98hlz
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Not yet.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkWXvmG3bv
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zGzsufmV1
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But now?464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuT63Bwb2A
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3hzcyLaUL
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"Yes?" he asks me.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdTaEDAkCr
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"I love you," I blurt out.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwacJmckj2
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmm9CB6TIS
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oJoiiWHfs
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ3h0uwseD
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWOdP1q7vE
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqi2oe5S35
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFDTeap4Z1
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfjldywDjd
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He's... everything.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzoyuM7dpI
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He's my light.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TBVYMnDwM
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He's my inspiration.464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19IxZXoxZU
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"You're my new muse."
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