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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pe12w1q3S
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz333zZSXPE
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y4O3ALURs
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaysAWp8zC
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaxXr4dXeZ
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHehTIf4X8Z
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7FmPBVC4X
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG3AAuvN9j
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk59wmCRGIb
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"You're cute when you're high."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyULilGZHkV
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I smile right back at him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4khqbo3wCL
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"You're... just cute."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDNGyHAyOf
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"Tell me more."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5BqF2MqJr
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nFkD6Df7K
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKCaXwlZz7
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDl3CuuV9s
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Oops.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGbVROd5IL
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Okay. Here's the story.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcPEz4t7m0
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VuPxib38N
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uKQCme1eX
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWwDp5rycT
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX6nZDBrRU
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l2VuZG59b
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4apG7mH26
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmUJ5wOcgs
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Wait, what? 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4gJMPfCDz
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Trees jerking off?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ulb8tx8Xz
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrCrxAjGLl
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc0gJslePB
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewJSeVVyCd
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3R4akjeXw
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwHztlWo8f
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxHJe3nsZp
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAWDbjYjY2
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4O0xa4FWn
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18RfO62Yde
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemuEV2oMn1
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsGCbWuxTg
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1SEMxxxS1
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David really helped me out this time.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhpkl46637
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeenqOiZssj
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LFhvFeM9O
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"I'm tired," I say to David.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLDKX6cKw9
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu8rnxsJ5R
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv7GAaKpHp
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"What were you doing?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbgQzSdLAL
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"Uh... playing with shapes."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURfnmTpLkq
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"Can I see it?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF1MFgR34M
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ieStvxRl
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWkSFF1mTx
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"That's pretty."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPQE3eLO7u
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"Thanks."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFcDAaZZgM
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"Why?" I ask him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEL09VqF4l
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dyO6wW2sD
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"You mean a mandala?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P2MCuXV8F
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He starts grinning again.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSRKZMsT0K
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3W0ZQADwq
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAp7x2c6wn
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He scrunches up his face.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWR7a1HjFQ
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"I dunno."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLkvInu91p
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXLGv0XFKr
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPH7GkWSj1
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"No, it isn't."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7BJq0yZlx
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88VCgUo51G
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I stop and think about it for a second.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr38ArAh2EH
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbL3Lx30Xk
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYu8x8zBsr
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"Okay."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYShalK86gR
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EXEhoViU5
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NDffMK9TQ
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy86gG36T6
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmi9byF1p1
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTKcW2lQd2
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnIdyMIp4W
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozrINWO36d
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Oh, rass, that was good.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kc9xc6esD
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"Yeah. I'm full."439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uSBy6U5cl
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFwpDMl09a
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMiRYmsarb
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd5GXQNtt8
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZqoU3C8YC
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OOWK7Ij2Z
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdVGo8AaXF
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu6ALdU3K3
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYS0GDdyLN
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I let out a deep breath. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9jzyTsAdM
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZIWbFuqf8
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu3OSVvCVv
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA32XpW0NZS
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"Leah, I—"439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm8YtIfDxl
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFczN5t7FLU
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Not yet.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ2U1LplIS
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1aDMByG28
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But now?439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2yicqqUIf
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinV5SMBldT
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"Yes?" he asks me.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIk3D1MXFy
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"I love you," I blurt out.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzye5r6fCq
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHRJOcDKVG
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnFEx1lip5
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqAn0JPeOd
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPHyIIkRYq
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnFSdrI2jJ
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bCj1mZFTW
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY1mbr4wkV
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He's... everything.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMSdZfRNet
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He's my light.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydFmCDZOHO
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He's my inspiration.439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINricE6Qxt
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"You're my new muse."
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