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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf34RbrPtgz
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaWlJ9wa42
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfUtfNdHod
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP26AK7HFA
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylL6jLpmk9
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhemzVxKSm1
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sG4kTchQ3
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVwdl4v75k
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42SWKgTjnJ
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"You're cute when you're high."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDD9TRAGd1
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I smile right back at him.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNxtxQSbai
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"You're... just cute."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucZs3J07lL
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"Tell me more."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VTnKk8ECv
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK1zbtUgNa
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYvBJxSpSv
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25ysdIBZcR
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Oops.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSJExwtu3B
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Okay. Here's the story.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH4sX6YQym
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe60sRFVWQ
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75qwTJ3abm
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmxAx4NN1J
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtehcZS2cy1
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKHp63tekI
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxintrSxkBP
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhEVB2kefR
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Wait, what? 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9OvPIzwem
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Trees jerking off?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlFxVjyvlu
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2mwvWWTTR
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeFmeTdkEb
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhpZKuQawB
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuQDz0yyRe
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkoFgkiU8b
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W9c4tG2IT
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAbgC4JOyg
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyuT1Nyp3B
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5k0dwy4CX
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K3Ibpnxe2
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLFJ9W6ja0
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTH4e5JONK
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David really helped me out this time.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCFESM2kfi
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJvaKSJYUm
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa65CtJUoC1
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"I'm tired," I say to David.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJtG5xbmXL
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco8YC3jr6L
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3gLxNPOjq
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"What were you doing?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCemAjkf84h
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"Uh... playing with shapes."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KOSXfPFGg
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"Can I see it?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAqBCI5oMq
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZiuHkbleB
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOXthDM634
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"That's pretty."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PbCq2M5fJ
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"Thanks."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY1NzEEwF8
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"Why?" I ask him.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBfOlsmH4E
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj94tRkHqM
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"You mean a mandala?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpcHPJuKdJ
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He starts grinning again.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeCPkgo8Vf
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3ElX2l5ep
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquOe7Bx6Ty
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He scrunches up his face.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6EunE9f57
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"I dunno."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfRh4RSzrA
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VGtFUzIjf
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayxrD4T2jv
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"No, it isn't."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuPKhjaoVV
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLBfsxUs3f
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I stop and think about it for a second.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhLWICamPa
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVG6HfCRe3
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzpvVS3Ogg
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"Okay."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAop00ShGH
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod53jDjsx7
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCWQyRVBkB
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG82IKuAxB
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw23dWUgIv
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan2mkF9PA5
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnHpmRi2ec
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ws4F99Nta
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Oh, rass, that was good.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh9ei8Vywh
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"Yeah. I'm full."476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu1GKxX9JJ
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmJsFdcWxl
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeknhRRPbAe
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR222lKsWy
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2m8H8HQdi
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNMeBhNaCj
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn3tG5sDyn
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh3EIzOMF3
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbJ6UGbxg9
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I let out a deep breath. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhZRvwFhOb
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3B2GwFCgl
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GoLhX0lgK
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupjMMJLn5Z
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"Leah, I—"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ9dk3eIum
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKMtaLJSKN
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Not yet.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyCgpQaXp3
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhz5VqNpes
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But now?476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EBMEYtx37
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkjmkFrNWW
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"Yes?" he asks me.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXsn6HDfz6
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"I love you," I blurt out.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BhY76KKZh
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi7sO8kSae
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp7c9v2p0U
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyloxnV1A
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEfO6bDd1B
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfiuSoNyOw
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEz5fB7nFP
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKq18RSQUO
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He's... everything.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGJE1py9Pz
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He's my light.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gBO8LdMgf
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He's my inspiration.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLzUr3LVYC
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"You're my new muse."
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