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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDHSBC8nWO
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFLmNBoN0D
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGM9YwIF9W
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH8WzqmmYn
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXZi0XSVrs
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqif0kYnDD2
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBkFIB924M
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hcnP5zGj3
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2k0aKLVSc
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"You're cute when you're high."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw372eqBpgQ
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I smile right back at him.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTW0jtRWLh
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"You're... just cute."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9IERC95Zn
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"Tell me more."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtkMzsH9ZA
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdevwmUQ6jO
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDJhu5Oawp
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrfYVABhUJ
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Oops.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBz46Rjudy
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Okay. Here's the story.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWz9VqxNHI
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyaNEj7bQi
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYMS2IIdAF
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYmIlYmvHV
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pDCFw99os
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDseWzmN1t9
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKe50AnHDQ
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu3Pg8IpWm
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Wait, what? 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY8ZeD5Ejn
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Trees jerking off?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cArjzFXSx
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2aWhSDEfY
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uBhhOxggW
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR9tzVgRo5
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5FfMpohdd
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzryVvfyzZo
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVU5v6VdsJ
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwchoAEAin
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIiMJtz4r8
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUe2FrOXiy
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENzRzFfKBp
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJBrkU02HZ
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYdyIB6r9e
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David really helped me out this time.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZvFx6NN44
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpvWcpERtN
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VLVno1gs4
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"I'm tired," I say to David.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMd9YQQvPj
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnFK1HgRVS
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUTDNDpeIN
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"What were you doing?"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4civUodjV
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"Uh... playing with shapes."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5M7hUFShC
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"Can I see it?"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSPNBqjdps
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIC6EwY53t
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7MrdSw7md
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"That's pretty."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFYqnW99gJ
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"Thanks."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnDj1Po1z4
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"Why?" I ask him.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxZQeacXOl
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbLyxDmRlT
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"You mean a mandala?"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGggEptzAbS
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He starts grinning again.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kSy1UDLzR
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjEgLNkAPA
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLCL6z9rDB
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He scrunches up his face.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy98VsMN74
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"I dunno."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlLda4yPtU
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHizijjQ2h
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx59phoPeAf
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"No, it isn't."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQAiNqfNYN
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp2JCbOudu
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I stop and think about it for a second.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVp5PqnfQM
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCdOTQ2BmD
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPCanDRYgJ
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"Okay."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U1rQ0IBxc
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2kx8Sx3V6
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRcfqQE6Cg
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoTaZAEGnT
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8sxeZgUr4
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkBKMVsITl
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***430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiqCUlVc9M
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rnKR4jXwZ
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2qudLustj
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Oh, rass, that was good.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFqTOMSq1j
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"Yeah. I'm full."430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjxwi11L6M
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTnVdh54wB
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD03wdTo13
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt2nmPQhFz
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXNREk7SgY
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqbntGlXz5
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgTxRUnP83
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06qaKqMLMr
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh4Tkc0Ool
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I let out a deep breath. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7wKjYIGBh
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAtwy293pe
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCSMCW5tjb
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLtnytfyb6
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"Leah, I—"430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6JUL0aWPT
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz1rbwBO8w
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Not yet.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj2AhAKqTk
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8C75HF8Zy
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But now?430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AAgGzXrx9
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3MCmOYO8P
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"Yes?" he asks me.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA6ZkIYCgC
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"I love you," I blurt out.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y8LfD0hzn
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6hScQlSwD
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M2wgMVySy
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLjb997oKb
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL18ndoQZ2M
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6DcZC0RMj
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrXHovRB8g
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6Kw48IDcO
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He's... everything.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvai2G9KLr
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He's my light.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhLTX1lAVa
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He's my inspiration.430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau2JjRAI5M
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"You're my new muse."
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