"So what kind of birth control would you like?"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac8fD6gz0U
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This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOLjw7UisH
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"Mirena."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTHhrTQvBP
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK8n2QDyTT
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiezQ9x8Zj9
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He listed them off, and they included.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQJrGWyzbJ
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Ovarian cysts.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzU6H9MLJ0
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Acne.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aPt9wZV6a
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Nausea.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY6GNm5gdg
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Weight gain.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU39ZxNmGp
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Abnormal bleeding patterns.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWc3QZfH7f
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Infertility.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWYCaLKe5i
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Ectopic pregnancy.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBkT2Vyvin
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Blah, blah, blah.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Xd91VdZy
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Everything has a shitload of side effects.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtLYtw0tUi
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I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20umWGgqk1
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"Yes. That's the one I want."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN1ZAjLei9
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"So we're good to go?"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKaN2BwnsS
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This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRZvFatVlF
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"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jo6ITuyml
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He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSSr8ynrWI
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"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxmrptwxRJ
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"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pz0Tzemex
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Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VQ2hXDBcs
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I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKiPwhZQ92
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"I-I-I... I-"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7wBswXIng
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He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡankMNMJwlj
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"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5JOLavJte
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I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjnvfr6eYD
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At least, that's what I think.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKwexaZKor
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"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWEUA2ZjBC
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue2nOV7gb4
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXQhcT21js
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLGb9r3ykq
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"Fuck off," I growl.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrTQ60rdgg
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But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKe0GR3PjA
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"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi44vjcxC5
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Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ673z4yetCg
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But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sJPzcBQLu
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Sex.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqIRwMyYa1
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Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6McKIowWpM
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a) Trojan for life;466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFXsTIjzY4
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b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcGJdGBz4V
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c) I will get fucked today.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxts7nKzuy
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The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWpeIq0Ojz
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"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwDEadyZRQ
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He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g95qAqE2Q
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Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB485Tc2uj
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"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQYwT9Eo33
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I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuOPRG9gJt
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Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrYtCc9T1Y
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He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeKhqpR1Tt
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu86TNeOIxb
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqsVCsAZDc
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"Huh? Okay."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFw3WrRZzQ
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That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFERGqubQIM
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"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkJt13A3Km
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"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf1YEgwbDm
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The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuVTa2kbGl
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"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ui1tK0Ud
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"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWrcvZHSaQ
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"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYkR3BwiMZ
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And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzzdF0WUpG
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"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKVVNyis9H
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I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlHRSni0XM
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"Blood! Claat!" 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcU6wgKVIy
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He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlS7JXbzH4
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He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuem8fiSbD
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"Strip."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjvsClehgL
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My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BP2nzo8lv
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Instead, he turns and walks off.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd3AOgyfJO
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"Come."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWc3upGrRK
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I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVormAdQVhU
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We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLVbEo3gAV
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He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eyYmzvNtK
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As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86fkjEMlNL
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"Pull your knees up."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLCaRDfPSO
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I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2wYsHw8oJ
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I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQybqEeGTrf
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"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hmGsFy9Ek
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"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaA3W211AU
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I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4IHsCE1Z
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaH34wRBuo
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He growls.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOF1Zci8YC
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"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSJsFN07aU
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I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVxxDToVWk
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Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8C5xBZpc1
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However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6A7RZs64c
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"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q3YMrTkau
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"Oh, you want to come?"466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qR2A9VGsi
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I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjU5spJVaY
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He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF7sX3bw7n
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"I want to hear you say it, love."466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRqZRm3Nqn
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"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoSyNfKJoe
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He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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