"Don't you find it curious that both our homes have leaks?" I ask while lying down, staring at the ceiling. We're lying down on opposite sides of the bed.546Please respect copyright.PENANAuEPQ0kKQj7
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"I fixed it. I figured that you'd be staying over more, and I thought that you may not... uh..." He seems as if he doesn't know how to word his feelings.546Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2zJUm2hDV
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"Want to sleep in the same bed as you?" I say, completing his thought and putting him out of his misery.546Please respect copyright.PENANAjI8amCLvQY
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He's right. 546Please respect copyright.PENANAsvnPjZ5y0U
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Post coital affection is not something that I'm a fan of. 546Please respect copyright.PENANAbXuM6689zJ
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That's a euphemism for "I hate it".546Please respect copyright.PENANA3wKZOsC59x
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Things always get complicated somehow, and eventually, feelings develop. Not on my part of course; I'm so cold, I'm beginning of o believe that I can't fall in love. 546Please respect copyright.PENANASDoMhyvCJz
546Please respect copyright.PENANAoGzVeAKpOv
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However, the subject of my lúst always ends up developing these feelings for me, and I always feel guilty for not being able to reciprocate them.546Please respect copyright.PENANAjUEnJJaWHb
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Additionally, I just find it awkward.546Please respect copyright.PENANAHzHCh7g3RH
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After this happened with my first two fúck buddies, I stopped the whole 'cuddling and sleeping in the same bed' thing altogether.546Please respect copyright.PENANAniXZcNTI4E
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"Thanks," I tell him, grateful for the gesture. "And speaking of home, I need to go home." 546Please respect copyright.PENANAmNxrTxLj5e
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I get up and start to get dressed, panties first, but I hear his low voice, dripping with séx, and freeze, then turn to look at him.546Please respect copyright.PENANA5NmPt3Ropu
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"You sure you don't want to stay a little longer?" he asks, that naughty grin creeping onto his face again. I am officially turned on again, and I know that he can tell; he's looking at me as if he's already won.546Please respect copyright.PENANAdildWaQ25Z
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Dear god. 546Please respect copyright.PENANA5I8TDes1BX
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"Um... no thanks. I need to go."546Please respect copyright.PENANAwkNHk49lbx
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I try to sound strong, but I know that I sound like a weak, tempted creature, denying itself of a basic need. 546Please respect copyright.PENANA0viquBrCr2
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I dress myself in a haste, putting on my shorts backwards and my shirt inside out, and he doesn't even try to hide the fact that he's laughing at me. Doesn't matter. Right now, I just need to get the héll out of this house. 546Please respect copyright.PENANArHWjeSEgaN
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"Well, goodbye," I say, once I'm dressed, as I turn to leave and speed walk out of this bítch as fast as I can without it qualifying as running. 546Please respect copyright.PENANA1d80WOs5LO
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However, he decides to make this even harder for me.546Please respect copyright.PENANAo24z78TKXN
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As I am leaving the room, I hear him say:546Please respect copyright.PENANABOjIioWdhp
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"See you soon, Leah."546Please respect copyright.PENANACu8CxKOUs6
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The way he says it, especially the way he says my name, is a promise that he will fulfill my sexuál desires.546Please respect copyright.PENANAZYbpgRpnAc
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It says: We've only just begun. You haven't seen anything yet.546Please respect copyright.PENANAesHxKGVCJt
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It means that I have to leave. Now.546Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y4wxjXcSp
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I stop speed walking and start running.546Please respect copyright.PENANANk43YD4TGl
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***546Please respect copyright.PENANAMUtpQOL65l
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"You know that I hate event photography," I say to Marcus through clenched teeth into the phone.546Please respect copyright.PENANAuJWuLLFJFA
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The last event I worked at was the "Water Party". I have to admit, that was educational and fun, so I didn't mind. Before that, there was David's family reunion, which I was only going to do because I really needed the money at the time; I was just about broke, ready to go into my savings account to buy food. Dragging Shemmaré along was an afterthought, but it made it less painful.546Please respect copyright.PENANAQtnff3L88B
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The truth is that I don't likeevent photography. I like to be creative, so I prefer artistic photography.546Please respect copyright.PENANAmGVb2PfpUG
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The only event that I love to photograph is weddings; I think they're beautiful. Every wedding is different, and the setting alone is like a piece of art. 546Please respect copyright.PENANAqXTvvHopgC
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Additionally, weddings make a humongous amount of money.546Please respect copyright.PENANAWXyWhwECaB
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However, I've never been paid to photograph a wedding; I always bring my camera and take pictures at the weddings that I'm invited to, but ironically, I've never been employed to work at the only event is that I'd want to work at.546Please respect copyright.PENANAKWEbYMs8tJ
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However, Marcus now wants me to go and take pictures at a five-year-old's birthday party.546Please respect copyright.PENANA2eAu64pfTA
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"You're not in a financial position to say no."546Please respect copyright.PENANAxxkPGq1RZw
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He's right. Event photography makes money; artistic photography? Not so much.546Please respect copyright.PENANAVVNm0j6lLq
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For me, anyway.546Please respect copyright.PENANAke0MucSW9P
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"Just keep going to these events until your work becomes recognised. You'd have a lot more money if you weren't so stubborn, you know."546Please respect copyright.PENANALYATlbObuN
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"You know I don't like this," I growl into the phone. "And how much are they giving me? Twenty? Thirty?"546Please respect copyright.PENANAtyw8ReNXkx
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Silence. Then, "Ten."546Please respect copyright.PENANARm8vUZkpZ1
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I hang up the phone.546Please respect copyright.PENANAQM9IZn5MIk
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He expects me, Leah Anderson, to stand up at a five-year-old's bashment all day, using my camera wasting my battery life for ten thousand dollars?546Please respect copyright.PENANAob4GD39yuE
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Obviously, he's lost his goddámn mind; and he needs to find it instead of telling me bullshit about doing an event for ten thousand dollars.546Please respect copyright.PENANAc5qCQEqQOG
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That's seventy seven dollars in USD.546Please respect copyright.PENANAkLhKCNNbkH
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My lucky number. Twice.546Please respect copyright.PENANAopOa1PvvbY
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Except, getting paid that amount of money for a day's work as a photographer is not lucky.546Please respect copyright.PENANAzU65lFLfhN
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He can go stick his díck in a blender.546Please respect copyright.PENANATeYV5ZcXD9
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Relax, Leah. He was only trying to help.546Please respect copyright.PENANAKTqtGvXhjM
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I know that that voice in my head is right, but if Marcus is really going to try to convince me to do an event, he could at least try to raise the price, or find someone else.546Please respect copyright.PENANA4hQ0HaWSvE
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What the fúck am I going to do with tenthousand dollars anyway?546Please respect copyright.PENANAR2UPzJ4DXw
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Buy just enough gas to fill my car?546Please respect copyright.PENANANKQluGXgSN
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Buy one pair of D'nexstep sandals?546Please respect copyright.PENANA1716ScQMeu
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And he was there chatting me up about how I should do more events and make more money.546Please respect copyright.PENANABDH0INc5gp
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Events do make a shítload of money; far more than tenthousanddollars.546Please respect copyright.PENANAwwxzIAv4Up
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My minimum is twenty. He knows that.546Please respect copyright.PENANAdUesJhaIS8
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I sit down, on the edge of my bed, placing a hand to my pulsing temple, trying to calm myself down, when my phone rings again. I'm ready to decline the call, when I glance the caller ID.546Please respect copyright.PENANArrHCwSlLbC
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"Hello?" I say, trying not to make my annoyance leak into my voice. However, if this is a booty call, I am going to throw my phone into the wall.546Please respect copyright.PENANA5egNajnO36
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"What did I do?"546Please respect copyright.PENANAd02NcgDhrk
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"Nothing," I sigh. "It's not you. It's... life. Anyway, what is it?"546Please respect copyright.PENANAiHp1SiBmZI
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He clears his throat nervously, then says, "it's not about séx."546Please respect copyright.PENANAa1tzIChvCT
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"And?" I reply, keeping the relief out of my voice.546Please respect copyright.PENANA3NYDlYaq8H
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Why is he nervous?546Please respect copyright.PENANAzbYGKeTzxS
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As if hearing my question, he says, "I just want you to say yes."546Please respect copyright.PENANAwrQj7uA5qM
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"To what?"546Please respect copyright.PENANAWsjFM484ZJ
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I hear him huff out a loud breath.546Please respect copyright.PENANAMggFepa5xX
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"Are you free on Sunday, a week from now?"546Please respect copyright.PENANA61otcaKPgE
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I mentally check then reply to him.546Please respect copyright.PENANAHuWjoZy2en
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"Yeah, why?"546Please respect copyright.PENANAEGKaVIggPP
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Silence.546Please respect copyright.PENANAVpolSIMSFY
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"David, spit it the fúck out."546Please respect copyright.PENANAL1LsBm3tNo
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"Okay. My brother's getting married, and didn't think to book a photographer. And now he's asking me to do it for him."546Please respect copyright.PENANAJFtaMo6j5f
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"And you want me to be the photographer," I finish. 546Please respect copyright.PENANAKm1dGbpjhx
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I'm in a daze. 546Please respect copyright.PENANAuJvHr25Oyd
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A wedding.546Please respect copyright.PENANAD6BBxWDzLG
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I'm being personally asked to be a photographer at a wedding.546Please respect copyright.PENANAk7Yt158zEd
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I think I might shít myself.546Please respect copyright.PENANABrg1kaEwHd
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"Leah? Hello?" he says, reminding me of his presence, of where I am: in my bedroom, on my bed, and not atop of one of the cumulus clouds outside.546Please respect copyright.PENANANytbAUbXM7
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To be honest though, I am. I never expected this; its like an early Christmas present, and who am I to turn that shít down?546Please respect copyright.PENANAQYHBoUSyWt
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I feel the words coming out of my mouth effortlessly; I don't even have to think about it.546Please respect copyright.PENANAOAFX1zICZ8
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"Yeah, I'll do it."
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