她覺得自己做錯決定。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbyLtf8ANR
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昨夜那個她不是平時的她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9d8Er4Zxe
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見完Matt之後，她知道了更多的事，她生氣、悲傷、不解。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjnbEfbJg2
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她沒有了平日的冷靜，過往兩個月她都因失戀而過得很不自在，時常將所有問題歸咎自身，甚至已經開始計劃將來，要怎樣對Matt才能令二人都好？但是被離棄的打擊還是逐點逐點地令她自我質疑，每日都告訴自己要過得好一點、更美麗一點，心情徘徊在傷心、開心、傷心的無限輪迴中。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATskna7gLr
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時有希望，所以，時時失望。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLbg6wfGUs
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這一種失落愛人的空虛，又令她不適應於往日生活的節奏，對方已沒有和她通訊，二人只會在某些日子問：「Safe？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAatxke5Yf
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然後，就沒然後。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthwCSpuJZN
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青青記得有一次，在某個群組裏看見一個酷似Matt的人，她馬上慌張，不斷對比，又點像、又有點不像，但她也不敢致電給他，怕會令事情變得更麻煩，只能問他：「宜家喺邊？」最後知道那個人不是他時，她鬆了一口來自身邊人平安的自私的氣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89A1sxmWv3
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後來，他們有見，臨走時，Matt還贈了青青一個擁抱；當時她還慶幸。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f0JnRkSZv
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再後來，青青知道，那個時候，Matt已有新歡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZVj4rLmiC
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到昨天，青青大概了解來龍去脈後，她有後知後覺的晴天霹靂，甚至在豔陽下看見了閃電燦爛地纏繞她的脖子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gONp91Nhm
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Matt根本不在乎她生不生、死不死，他也不在意她過得怎樣——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtS6oACuBc
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好？哦。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGyrHY4t27
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不好？哦。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNndFRDG5T
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在那些她異常煎熬的流淚夜晚裏，他已抱住新人流連極樂。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz1XJB2OPn
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再沒有希望和失望，只有絕望的感覺。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL50mouypc
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愛就是有這麼一種可愛可恨，快樂時，你被捧在手心，瞬間到達了天空之堂；一切快樂過後只得血腥的頹靡，愛人分開掌沿，你猝不及防地掉下去，狠狠跌落在萬里之下的廢置石泥地上，粉身碎骨地、摔死。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH8WwdGLk9
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偏偏這次毫無美感的殘殺又是一種最乾脆利落的祭祀，爽快地悼念這死去的舊情，因為你清楚知道，自己不可能再活。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0xCc9Zl9f
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青青想證明、吃力、拼命地證明她也可以很好，如常生活。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB080Up9djA
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所以，她想找個人做愛，去證明她也可以很野性，填滿那一刻夾雜不同情緒的空虛和寂寞；她不是那個因認為自己年紀太小、所以想多等一下下、只願意替男伴口交的無趣女人。每次Matt射精在她的口裏，她都希望對方不要嫌棄自己的稚嫩。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxGbr7epmv
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愛不到結果；549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc76N8QIS0
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但做愛有結果，生理分泌比甜言蜜語確切得多。人的一張嘴何有幾句真話。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C5EI8XHLH
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偏偏，青青本身不是特別開放的人，今早醒來，她就覺得好尷尬。以往沒和男友做的事，和朋友做了，以什麼的名義呢？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHHWSDnNFE
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以「一時衝動」？如此，青青覺得自己對不起所有人，包括已與她無關的Matt，當然，最對不起的是阿樂。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotijSxBUd6
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阿樂竟然真的喜歡她。為什麼呢？不是常常惦記舊日女神嗎？青青看得出來，有時她說了一些話時，他的神色奇怪地變了變，她問，他答是Tanya也說出類似的話；而此，足夠影響他的神緒，這是念記。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2kb5pH7E
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阿樂真的喜歡青青？她懷疑。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdabHaUpzn
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這友誼還純潔嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq1w7WPQ6R
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阿樂也有想過這樣的問題：這友誼不會純潔。或者，這已很難是友誼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqW881Ry3V
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因為他覺得，自己是喜歡她的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6s1dDoG9f
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有些事，注定不可能再與以前一樣，因為他有得失心——549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tkHH3sEzR
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像他喜歡Tanya一樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDTd8OsiCC
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本來，就知道Tanya喜歡自說自話，情緒也較大起大落，他認真地將她當朋友看的時候，總是覺得隨她的意吧，由她怎樣講些他不清楚的事，他作為一個文靜的友人只偶爾給予反應。但是，當他發現自己喜歡了她，因為他已不止安於靜靜聽她講，反而開始有了表現的欲望，他也想令她了解自己，想被她稱讚和欣賞。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfICylAxSjA
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喜歡一個人以後，會有期望。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVtDdm5yHV
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就算知道對方不喜歡自己，還是有種希望對方關注自己的盼望。有一次，Tanya能記住他的模型的型號名稱，他就已經非常開心；又有一隻，她下載了一款鋼琴App，阿樂在她面前完整地彈了一首大調曲子，她以崇拜的眼神看着他，甚至叫他教她，此後，他也下載了以方便二人對學。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY9fkoaYS2
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這種期望很可怕，也會隨着沉沒成本的增加而提高；但現實卻在另一邊廂告訴你：549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGwYgjTUVi
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都咁耐啦，女神都冇乜反應，啫係我要收皮？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHYREqFSAG
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落差感很重。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy2HKi41sO
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如同阿樂覺得，明明他已與青青享受過親密和激情，她卻不要他的承諾……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ4j3crWfD
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等吓啦？等到佢Recover，我哋先傾呢個問題？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrlHSsmmDC
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Sorry，俾多啲時間我諗清楚我想點先……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOvnduV2YL
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