「我都係咁話。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82iOLrmPmh
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4ldzEfUQP
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阿樂點頭：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfl5BD7E7v
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHrBlUWOCy
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESeADLa8xg
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OUvkZv3pj
「係呀。算啦。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvAomoE3b6
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他們各自回房。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb586UFiasz
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx6uFPOw3W
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUBOG8RYhN
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtmK0vPL25
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeVLJufeii
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYmA6z7478
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiUcvhDHuS
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItVGF7RITn
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEAIbRdlhp
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5KvDBxI1M
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3k60eWQ2n
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8AHUtpkbS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTx6uNxK8Q
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD3HjaJWjz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QIkFTyF9H
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZwPIY22VZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC3LKktcfN
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6guau4OpBh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IAb6WV56z
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXB93nRGgE
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFWL7ctN9C
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPeDTZJ1Gt
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsifOUMTDu
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt0pFjpCl7
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RyN8L4jfb
她有什麼問題嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxDVnAcqBQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAOePP3rxR
她是不是很不堪？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjJyt872VA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg1oh9Ea67
為什麼？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFaeTuWk5H
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEg080B5V7
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu21YcafxoF
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhluYW6c8IY
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV5RWEEKR2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFqtNP55TK
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT02omQ9ILD
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLagTkMmbBo
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfxAkLYph4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sI2Oo1cRw
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVMFjHZF6g
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwZ5sFqI4n
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ150N3KsKFb
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ZW3IUEPk
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58qLt56AFo
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPTYWTNDYK
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfVSt10GEq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQq9ucM5cl
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ojcAZoNU6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1y93FjJBQ
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfqx1Zcf9D
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiMGBZBGZA
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hUdwzjKqy
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fhlt53020
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFpNVtSfmV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpyfoe91uh
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXcaExApoO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNhFQEwhb7
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHrDO9ty7c
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAzXeVEHAQ
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfukHFlFXy
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExWgGY9nlb
「靚仔，考成點啊？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEld2frYdz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyDgizXLGl
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNcXnxCB6v
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM2A6auoK1
「點解你喺度？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37qJ4lJyXw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWocW4ML6Q
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOW2EdkkHf
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxy2AosUt4
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4tipds5qA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiU7CvqgXg
他皺眉，有些兇地講：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaIaz61eHs
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTsyxG4nAV
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gbREOKPAH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9yKNQildS
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaHqxJkafd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQklGRArXT
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhLSGKp3bV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDzSBbwKwE
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzbqvIkRVV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeoFHPxbe6
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAHjW3QsnW
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnhSaMUcSh
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhBuhikIQk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gbejgOQBy
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopfruxhw7e
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「以後唔好啦。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSWl7n4wAu
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUut0ZJjTO
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYVJ2nVG2D
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE5537I91O
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GNZnkxrh6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5dovP7By2
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk2aUFUPjk
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhjDZxyMWg
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohr1rhOkpL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKkXl1oFwK
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sCoreMDF3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAvKSef57b
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFkqGDENcz
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDB5ySXKuZ
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVyqSKONC2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujomZeKLj8
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROgIE4KK5d
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很明顯了吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbyL9JHDEc
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Qt6m7eOs
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWbpWnNlaN
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHiGecr4ho
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWQFuqkCve
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtENkeLAFH
所以，她恐懼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXjItjArf6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoko41jJjCM
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONWHpoETdh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWNstLITRh
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkCtGjzPIl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLoSo2FLaC
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDUva1DFNL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsXZsPMT3z
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UZUwfJbWp
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWm2RKEUrn
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2SbzkOaKd
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