而阿樂，也回到了當初。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TPYcYz4Kh
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwV3eisIYu
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLy8G2BXyn
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNFajOFY8M
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LtojuiONB
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvS8Srh45A
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又是如此，又、又、又。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWAAPPtneK
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJrsFXuMPi
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHWcAr76Qa
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKPY4ZAGCW
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gyfam9SxZ
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoXhVYVGO6
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLnzO3fGe2
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4y4gb8eOJ
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTUgXACgzj
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7lkYHOZfR
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHGQl5sbo8
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXYjjqg8N0
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL81juOf3Jg
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP37grkIiQ
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurPPeVtPYF
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgbM41aYsV
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q79MFwdA9
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrcKh4iRBe
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AeDuwrXaY
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ijvcr6xhd
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCJg45yMML
「做咩啊？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ur6idEAYl
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKw13oVj0y
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMeJD067LX
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vvO6cQWbz
他享受了她的體温。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImtBXYu2t2
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ZvXtf0kw
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpFLdX7Fms
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJORsmpHdu
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIDLtGfqhC
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCNp0hyEv0
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8scn92DAt
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他不解。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwnzbwMZ9r
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQBZ6p71y4
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjp22YoJnt
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAz9lr7nNB
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88r6WK82j6
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiCyEGt9Wa
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NwdwTPiEr
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所以，我以為我都可以。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCeHenvRKs
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2L4xnwQSn
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiBqP83Qb5
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即使他們同為人類。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xd3JJd8sI
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMJlWkt6Py
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK5oetyhWV
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKou6xwy6lC
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是嗎？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk3Oj0CXjM
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfIdn8KINs
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0edY4TzwCL
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是嗎？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl3ij8WTVO
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qtcDGknKa
「哦哦，好，冇事。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qHs8UWoT2
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMo23jrg8E
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31PPrMQr2K
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN2NXLwCOz
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60jQDvTkVS
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwjwgU9Fqv
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYOFLRYccU
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qNazAV4kd
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW759OIQ9oo
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlV1aw6LNE
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6JlyUnQvI
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Y3VJBxBa
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uTwfc2Cre
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxpuZ4sl2i
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wVuZOHGMb
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUc3bBJJP3
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsPcTbhnOd
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23dkycjXl1
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnB6Y9uT4j
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSUOAWH9zK
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7caVitxPF
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWVEivMTJf
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiil8ruHqyE
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNhKrYo1yU
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmrMIBlMWE
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcmSsxOK2e
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46XOAa4LRZ
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMdiYAs3pL
「好。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQXSlLr6KF
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALvr2cgYGl
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFaF0Om6Nm
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmcHvipE6V
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PHArZ9lZ7
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