而阿樂,也回到了當初。616Please respect copyright.PENANAy79ZroOILm
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話,經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」,青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神,一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑,目送她回房的背影。616Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6a2kGw6DE
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阿樂像以前一樣,會和Tanya聊電話。616Please respect copyright.PENANAi299EGgLvW
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他們會連線煲劇,他會打電話叫她起身,偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約,阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過,不斷和對方分享所見,看到無聊的笑話會一起笑,看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論,看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。616Please respect copyright.PENANAhtPUicOhTA
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又是如此,又、又、又。616Please respect copyright.PENANA8NqZFEhE77
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和以前不同的是,Tanya單身,完全單身,情感狀態應該是穩定的。616Please respect copyright.PENANAmcbGRlZMV1
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有天,阿樂和Tanya外出,有說有笑,非常開心。616Please respect copyright.PENANAyteVZiDJ1i
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晚上,他送她回家,到達她住的大廈面前。616Please respect copyright.PENANACNlTx52YRM
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下,說:616Please respect copyright.PENANATlZyKRtMw7
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「拜拜,今日我好開心,多謝你啊樂仔。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAM6FLR7speu
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當下,阿樂不懂反應,只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好,他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他,不再因為求安慰,而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。616Please respect copyright.PENANAB7qNw6MacM
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑,然後轉身。616Please respect copyright.PENANAGsp1BMnU9s
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有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上,冷清,阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續,不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。616Please respect copyright.PENANAvpjl3tVmO1
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他追上去,拍拍她的肩。616Please respect copyright.PENANAeXJWPazeR0
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Tanya回頭,和阿樂對視,好奇地問:616Please respect copyright.PENANAskmymI57LE
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「做咩啊?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAw7RNOsPFtB
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阿樂心跳加速,像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水,抱住了Tanya,他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。616Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ0UC4Td3W
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他享受了她的體温。616Please respect copyright.PENANA7y7SofipsN
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他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒,她就伸手推開他,皺着眉頭道:616Please respect copyright.PENANAuSoBLYfx01
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「你做咩啊?」和剛才的語氣不一樣了,帶點反感。616Please respect copyright.PENANAorPGr6oa1p
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阿樂錯愕,但明明他只是,對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。616Please respect copyright.PENANA0tCMqcBQsa
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他不解。616Please respect copyright.PENANASzVozQtT9s
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「冇啊,我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言,一刻洩氣:「對唔住。」616Please respect copyright.PENANAmHFwiul3FG
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Tanya將頭轉向右方,只點點頭。616Please respect copyright.PENANAHaBSD0WZSu
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「其實係,我見到你攬我,所以——」616Please respect copyright.PENANAKkIGxu3EDW
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所以,我以為我都可以。616Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5fZL5zBr8
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阿樂沒有講出口,就在這一刻,Tanya的神色告訴他,有些事,她可以做,但他不可以。616Please respect copyright.PENANAyPjahxsJFe
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即使他們同為人類。616Please respect copyright.PENANAq3ZItS6tWU
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但是,他們卻有階級之分,從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。616Please respect copyright.PENANAtPkLQDfDuS
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此刻,他做出僭越的行為;原來抱她一下都已是逾越,始終,他是「低等」的。即使,她先主動抱了他。616Please respect copyright.PENANA2Osy4WFsMU
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是嗎?616Please respect copyright.PENANAZQqpHRKv5H
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求,只能被索取,不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎?616Please respect copyright.PENANAwHdODex2Be
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是嗎?616Please respect copyright.PENANAIvy5fyH7oJ
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「哦哦,好,冇事。」616Please respect copyright.PENANA012gDrjOvT
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Tanya回復以往的平靜,對他微笑,然後邁步向前,回家。616Please respect copyright.PENANAnW2SPwk00c
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一刻,阿樂的胃有些抽搐。616Please respect copyright.PENANA6M8CttziNp
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他認清,他們之間還有一段很大的距離,即使他已與她每天通訊,但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概,所謂親密與疏離,都取決於心的距離,摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜,並非實則的憑據。616Please respect copyright.PENANAEnLX4qCtsy
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。616Please respect copyright.PENANATpT3TIRe2d
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他的錯愕只維持數秒,後退,卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。616Please respect copyright.PENANApwiBtwDpZ4
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說到底,他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白?失敗。約會,若然她想才能見面。擁抱?只能她給。616Please respect copyright.PENANATGuQCYgIxI
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他應該明白,應該早已習慣……616Please respect copyright.PENANAEDd7OLLm24
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他生氣不來,認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血,她都沒有說要,他就獻了這個殷勤,既然自尋煩惱,煩惱終於找上他來,得償所願。但始終他也是人,他不只是披盔戴甲的死士,還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人,他不樂。616Please respect copyright.PENANA6PJis19Wa5
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回家,阿樂仍然苦口苦面,思緒混亂。616Please respect copyright.PENANAsLhDqVF0nL
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客廳沒有開燈,只得廚房有光,青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳,坐在梳化上,借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉,而且,他不發一語。616Please respect copyright.PENANABlUEVB0JKl
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青青看見他低落的樣子,問:616Please respect copyright.PENANAGByUhbhNaX
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊,唔係同女神出街咩?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAcEgHhHgTpx
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她拍拍梳化的空位,着他坐下,又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭,問:616Please respect copyright.PENANA098EKL2xWN
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「可唔可以問你一個問題?」616Please respect copyright.PENANA6CJQV9VdnJ
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說:616Please respect copyright.PENANAxnWBA1mOsT
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「好。」616Please respect copyright.PENANATn0CjvLbW3
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阿樂認真地問,即使他已經有答案:616Please respect copyright.PENANA67qvFeQuY5
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前,攬咗我一吓,之後,我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我,個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解?」616Please respect copyright.PENANAB8XCU6q5pE