「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ1qSFEzQH
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwz7vFDuFI
啫係叫你收皮囉……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2NX60O7Hk
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaU7mgCi0a
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSmTG7I8Uz
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX8oR9x0s6
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGvi043k4s
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpWK0HP4W5
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj7EM7PvJz
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuBYiQedee
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzviNsk56y
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZCMidtj1u
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J2qKyl6wu
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j8ZzANKRF
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1UnZkFWXk
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALgQp01xJz
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxr2dhLQoW
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhcL2eHU9y
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS3ELHRZeP
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZvDQamuJl
「點算？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0TKZxkKVF
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvmHHwIYlY
「睇你㗎咋。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIHm6ySyx9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUxJdSiLMb
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAylNEQgJOG
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp2h47hXS5
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY38oshMKu
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhD8Y9Ftd4
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0n0SQAjVr
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP88pLtbBHz
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4HTwisSI4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRv4TC6U30
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsuMyL9Vbf
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs8138Edyg
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYOp8lFyVg
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA9pNq2dGF
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdhkcgwozI
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqgZ7HM4bP
「冇呀，睇你。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERlr3ql7CS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPpR2VQ8es
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKSVwNyCa5
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPsn5mPIoj
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21vm5t5CFE
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKMUH2cnW7
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAWvUyroVx
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzEj1WgOZd
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzTbFanBEq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBFApWtNrF
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uMiBbdNIC
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxrejy0O2l
「唔知啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbVjlv2e1d
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEzbsRQL5b
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtxFq9bCEd
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvp5s7LKfY
「同佢一齊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3cCKJWEt5
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8RoFYFSZL
「可能係啦……」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLNOAFWcZU
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcysI2bkpg
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oG4xQ8t7i
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVYqnSk9zz
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7OBOjFoUq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aSdXHDAgt
「係嘅。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWjf34B17c
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ443LR9bvXP
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlooG1z6Rkt
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbV6AQ5n8p
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI86GYlOq8W
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBhIaUpNGS
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiXlZNl9ko
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSWQZ5XYXs
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlOxZ2s097
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVysfcJqsT
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfneZz2wBcn
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCIjVkNky5
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMJgA1Zy2Z
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUTUFLPDvn
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwISedyUTJ
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcHMigIcEo
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKVd2vxCg4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5HmHRaC4U
「你咩都唔知㗎。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm6Q4T2SzN
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrLxrDRmZj
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmDjx4wpqq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwVaf4USUC
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ1GSy1jnI
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIy0mSSI3f
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHWvKSpDiR
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4YSlzUSj8
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvHedTpDYh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs2jkXSeoX
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tbqni7Ey7
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyaPOdk8wI
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t1xf7bu48
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ851k1CiOOP
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VgkwLttwk
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizXOl6evjf
「Sorry。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQOUPRiUl5
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FCnv2S6kr
「我都係。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0HAjSaBhp
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGNSin5dh5
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3mTCjWf9M
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rrfm9o3wY
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIymbBnRd3V
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uhkdBu7ks
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJPLn63shW
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75jEKeRCFh
「係嘅。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86VcidO6eK
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazqI1Rauaa
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHB7vevvvo
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ682tQQPjee
他們都沉默許久，青青說：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7muhdRep6x
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hXqki3HQT
「阿樂啊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqyJZnU46v
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY1mUSavov
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpaedjISlz
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkQkU2mrNh
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xz5rBOo0Z
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg0J4ITqBL
你自己開唔開心啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaXDznEZoT
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevK4ATuCLf
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YdYhzcjKn
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq1tinnjQU
「媽媽。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UBY6qmMVl
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsndMXWjE6
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFWvGzYZ4v
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdiZip4SDg
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1028h7cRi
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDjW66Yjox
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCQ3IqmErH
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V8VktJ9RO
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqzIJOawkN
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GI7WiRRCO
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowcFujRIL0
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgvjsGxyAa
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDojFdD4o0T
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGLMyd3UvQ
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvB5gVbsuS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejkIKveCZ3
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PXhkwGP8G
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfg1tamQa8
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOcyy8JIJh
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1z2rueNQ0
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjRJ5ZCKt6
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VNKQYCVdT
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaZMpiKSif
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc1uHlGcp3
「多謝。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4870pXcn6
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ313otYU4hl
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7uo8KGLVj
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqAzAjQbwi
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzPewPYf1u
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eLaX85L4E
「係有啲長氣。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0j8dfUv2S
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLQkxzX1j5
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM4nERhaG9
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz2aKvifDu
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUBGjKwBYc
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz5j1UtlWM
「可以啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQuVGMbYmO
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV38wh2Vwq
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrNlMUq4Xa
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3LT1aZwpZ
「好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdk93cbhSo
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76sJmXs2t8
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