「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdCIeH0Oy0
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啫係叫你收皮囉……577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDqAXNwsdf
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ5A8S0enU
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSUU5dJXS1
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTSPJvkGIQ
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWskHpjLAa
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uw8xM2Tpr
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g8eWUWlDK
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcH83FHaKr
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gt7Jp7V0L
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWfQjSWPS7
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfjibrPtWq
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H8ZMHWpFg
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapCScIWI15
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ9dVMsOd5
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9XAePNQBp
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbwyKRpoWt
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxy1zNtYwE
「點算？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4PlAnwGgz
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3aZJOzLQJ
「睇你㗎咋。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZOMebNMde
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7yFQNdHAf
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOhtyLcpDA
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGsgwVRMZC
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeHxA9Mmmh
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1SaLYYfCk
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4A7LwVDiL
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmvXbjXwef
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHxIHFRLs7
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bu4kAI5js
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdNOrr27kN
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuNHYknWlN
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEvGQ05vPc
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7paqi2zGe
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIXDqmlQO
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtZ7DpANGL
「冇呀，睇你。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DzNn9YHRX
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tSRexMk23
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE6E70LMfE
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7kkOZyIeP
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0yAaZ7hKV
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xdhdekvGE
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8XIuwbNPr
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOJWeXPW9K
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzuIhDEiZx
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AtSa5tUu8
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTVJhsuU5L
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyO9L1sdf3
「唔知啊。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tfLlZ8jeu
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet9UcjnD2i
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FxeEDJGhv
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd8vVYbzPa
「同佢一齊？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nzybapxVq
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l5HY9dsYi
「可能係啦……」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BIA7gH1G7
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATQOyvlWa4
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShc3VTedMo
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wiS668YaK
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sBf6cx8B8
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pGFjBeHoS
「係嘅。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTaWayzLFg
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkrNB9eNlr
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWBUYAOcZL
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsDUOhb8eP
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxUy3PxfIS
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DXTzb6u6V
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIFNKWiqtq
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCirhSM2PA6
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyUEzMMtZU
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RNEdzR54U
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oeBzOSPjr
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrDFvg5S2o
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4aSOFu9aO
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBhenRHTQ5
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ7DOH9VyK
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVbDh40v34
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTG7F8hGNm
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDyTz3eSXj
「你咩都唔知㗎。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9pKF7rHFq
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7pajwEMKb
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaajoRnd6B
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGVzKMYzTO
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ4AOXk8aW
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ002O4Y2LKy
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaJW4Mv8ft
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBV1Oefyv3
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AQMcp019p
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14sYpuPEjq
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV75AS3fnA
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZzacfQOBr
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmnLmI0HVg
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqw9IHRKpD
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL5ixoczAY
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHck56uODJ
「Sorry。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA6bNb21if
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk42LuLa3n
「我都係。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbCODFynct
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrbLR66pkC
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6CpGIpXEN
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4scGKblKN
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb1JvCy2zj
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7S1OmqcIM
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bPvaFkez1
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mpU9hl2w9
「係嘅。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZCYyhOLvo
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVh8SOacSk
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJKlXWYg9M
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1YoTQy31k
他們都沉默許久，青青說：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZhN5XTb8z
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKfq6TIMtn
「阿樂啊。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcvvS4tmMD
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC3ZRnKbmn
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ELyoda52
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36TDz28EOB
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqj4K2gIlk
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf704t7UxL5
你自己開唔開心啊？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5WkZxmzCN
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSvzLsrfaM
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UJCulCKMM
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67UouVtSh8
「媽媽。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWbSgYM4k5
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9oKfiLxwA
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0MPRhs2Dt
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4zreYHchg
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK0UYmmO5c
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoOJ36P8X7
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y7fwXgEzI
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HcCKmhsRU
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeBbn8pm58
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrryTT9DWJA
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6RtEdGki1
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGJKMLNttV
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykfTZH4xOL
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgmzd099NV
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMOTM6hEd9
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZRtM0vXe3
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C8YjOV8Qf
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7KW8ROdN
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUOFsyUaBF
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9bLE3vbWe
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACFvQGdU1Y
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCawiR1QksT
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7sbz5fvzH
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iM2bDnEhp
「多謝。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrcV32LF6M
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN0U5xYmzQ
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMGFZFW8io
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjrBB0addK
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBcpdAYnJo
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98qMc8li2T
「係有啲長氣。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqvpUiUF4U
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jLLff7fHn
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLNZV1qj8T
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvSE8hbJdm
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5dCpz8M1d
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tQ8vuVw26
「可以啊。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDkIQteR7h
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq52I9T2Js
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SVJBv4EL3
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIqgIwTR7l
「好。」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRrxR3BDhU
577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKC3qnJJaS
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