「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimPzyVUx2n
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啫係叫你收皮囉……520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbiTYAk3t7
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxPJ9vjfvy
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqBwoWQ0jz
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpwBfAiKWG
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzocqYHiGh
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阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qWA9GIPZX
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青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5M8QVe44a
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「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbNAY1xFN9
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQysbf6fUH
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「點算？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XaSm6xSzi
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「睇你㗎咋。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWF372tG1t
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放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AhgLnxQR7
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阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKtwGik5px
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「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqh0XQR2ZI
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青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrQU7C1G76
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS1C6bl1Gi
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdnrd3VsB3
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hy4pzYbsm
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ff3FHjHa9
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「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK37fgHRVO
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDn7s4t1X5
「冇呀，睇你。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4FuojGimH
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KkSvC6OwU
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCKsX3LPWK
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這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMEizsdHLX
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有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtHBqAr71e
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「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQsev2KTw9
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguz1g0XGtZ
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLD0Hxyia9
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「唔知啊。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMNycW4QDa
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阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdsB9o0lOQ
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「同佢一齊？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPjbc9TOmn
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「可能係啦……」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYOMcXofsr
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ojqXelRz4
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「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnsFWQxZco
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「係嘅。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8mMSoYE5m
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青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcllUWPQDst
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「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ON0BTVcjj
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWptqMtd2TB
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiHgNAxFXn
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「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpfEBViAmz
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5zDdVmnvC
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpPBgO2nna
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「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPgsVn94At
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIqr8CZkIY
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbqFppT2vI
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「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q9G0cU4t9
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「你咩都唔知㗎。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAFcvorpQM
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青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1cvNd7ckZ
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「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAbefrRNzg
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阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlSaOU1TAR
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「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKroSO36LR5
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「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFCkIJOE4T
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdhNICkpe0
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「唓，一時一樣嘅。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOsc7QGtoL
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「Sorry。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUYUCDziq8
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「我都係。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjedxV8xoQ
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這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbrYfoYl2j
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz4mr81bly
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「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGTSjLGY42
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「係嘅。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS5Mp3ICcJ
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他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuuyOMqKKM
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他們都沉默許久，青青說：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkUhqAjNaM
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「阿樂啊。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXm9tC853r
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阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUVDNRGP6y
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兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpLsBP5QDd
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你自己開唔開心啊？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEKuGEMNJv
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHPL9JuAoV
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmASsMN7PyU
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「媽媽。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuEXXseJYn
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阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PCtRLvH5D
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「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWjdSfGbZY
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阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYVzaPsSXR
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「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9W3Nymf4v
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「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNLNPd0EQZ
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiCaSGtzYt
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青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAePzAdhNA
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDwLsBoE6C
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同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMlVCIXckP
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如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ai71fgtP
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阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf7fTgJYm3
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「多謝。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ88tmUysEq
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「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBefnnkf8GZ
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她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIljswu2hd8
520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRqllOjPPt
「係有啲長氣。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUQ1w8gmQr
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阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MPuQor5Th
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXrDCrqD33
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「可以啊。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wPAdwIXB5
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「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiKipfK1eg
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「好。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzE3MN3ZQz
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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