阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwgd0K95h0
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他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcuuIQdMWO
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EOnnww6Rr
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrhFCDwr4x
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXdCTZM8vt
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXRdUQZRxW
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nchGwPoPG
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMjZt6cmVv
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGkLOzYO3F
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OVbnN6OuX
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cyuwmGhnz
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef1l11ywHx
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR99PTsSCnN
「喂——」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe757XBIWh3
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWZ3AWLSMN
青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE2PH6o5a4
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpje8WEyxmn
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u29vD81oL
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA286ePx5A
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yYoUdehKn
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveSNj3Cu7C
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrKebW27Xy
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjKpPlHMmn
「唔洗，等陣先。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC2Stqdb0o
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmd92h3OTh
然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfZBGDlkMP
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGTvB2jlpL
終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtPEove1Mm
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「好啲啦？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9SDbyQI64
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAEfHTjvSd
「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3shYxFYaj
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlycJiFELuz
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKsueo5oEl
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmTqZw1o7E
「好。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTJvzZYDTw
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71RfS8TDga
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFC6Px2rqM
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9IEGsGJnH
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkf2qeenW3
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW7vH9LHQn
「落唔落麻油？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRhe96UcsN
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RwXV6aqrJ
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRybXgmOPr
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZXGRrcGDp
然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF0OheoJ3r
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MTP9sPXPK
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iqsKptcrB
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1BcSkkxpt
他點頭，再扯開話題：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLtpFyit6n
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTeHwOAS27
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwaqjcPkAy
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnnfI8b8Mn
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbsJkMvbyy
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnxprGupct
「好。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoBLDPN0yX
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovtr00t6gh
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMblFmwGypc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkkN4pkaEl
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjnShvpEjG
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S2VmSbJ8j
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq21CbZ7KT
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRtobR4abc
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs2q6RzeaY
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOYZ7UJfYh
他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4XPLjIzuP
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMJlBPCLE5
直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6nR7XwUlw
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYKRvfECIe
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifhTLLWSpa
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eOpp4ldUx
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoT3YCLi7O
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoMuv91DI9
係唔係？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7TvOT8puR
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w5GzKWioI
是？不是？不、不，無論如何。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGOHzszJ8p
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxWP5OxY0k
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuWxYtWTgv
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sp1yUYnVx
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eHMnWVgV9
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUJ4Vr1pjC
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWwG0RS368
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlU0SdBjbz
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMjVSYy7mE
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fDp3DDE7f
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxEvXDatMI
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ3SOqNCLh
他們很夾。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXLF4mT6lX
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2jeuQq9Ed
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszQoXSH0iO
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadS5vjKjpP
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFeu1DX06C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ67ybMo7e
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfOK3MCIhH
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr87h28hpD0
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaDybeauDD
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOtA9c86yQ
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGkGRBVqaq
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabz1mWODad
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXTRwttM6L
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bicwbr36H
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx42jaDS3p2
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGfLnCaEVM
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbjc0hwf5C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzOoinP35y
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA4kiX3Wnr
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOTQGDuECE
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGE9Odg5VD
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdrUxn4txZ
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8yG1k0JUp
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJsUh27MQi
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zah2BYRhc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yA1xzaBuz
他稍為心安。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlirTBvRyig
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEHuJhmGTh
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhURSaR4ql
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpteZJ3l48
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSrbkvdgoX
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaroyHxTVNW
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