「我都係咁話。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMdVSM4CsG
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyZyaH4yg9
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阿樂點頭：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GDiMd4vDb
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA4zTwu8bD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWtCU1XynH
「係呀。算啦。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs7XL2mBOp
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他們各自回房。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZLy3Ef2Pb
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJnuH5TU2T
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxHYDGfqGM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbEuyiMrNh
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDF9T6BlJ6
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82W7RfXvjN
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl43rrXpbgc
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還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJRWQt3ClL
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興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf9QwoIUWx
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsDosG5LyE
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWia99iMEup
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj9YSC9oSD
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo7mCI35tN
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AphhjfsGY
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaCvqtzpJw
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU4zfOoSVZ
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLE5QbpHvo
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vcm6G37Dq
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP5sVHcSEy
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi66j1ZrPi
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihxs0yB1zH
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9MFvpNlet
她有什麼問題嗎？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVT7HcmrBj
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n35sKI2Uh
她是不是很不堪？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQicd0JXrb
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為什麼？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6jAKPYRBO
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA9iWY26rA
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2GZ6DLxlv
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5rfS8SAPP
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgyiRHD3WE
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf21o49afuc
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqEdy3WtUC
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsXsCqZSRW
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd9UjyGsj8
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa7mAkoAsw
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTv7iCx5Pz
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yz9vl8fS5
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bdqWITyuM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMUqxHiajy
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbOxMRZG4u
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Mgk7Ifn6y
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUk9nRUXqu
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1BzFvo2y5
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0OBNxZVkj
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIY6OsuYGH
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7fdMM6UIn
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZzV0LIi3g
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4RkcqSVJT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOH9gHhH8x
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU8NmDASEL
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8CTbTdWRW
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQgYPIbG4x
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSROO42WOc5
「靚仔，考成點啊？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzxnBzipDY
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiHhmpSizm
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY8THx0J8v
「點解你喺度？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HrlVzlHBq
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopMW36hG2c
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW1ybNLqPK
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAitrSpPsM
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKl16xFrEJ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBv79NDZJE
他皺眉，有些兇地講：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFg5iSrHuM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9UMIiqBty
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVUcvaMCHm
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbTja043D4
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ebRYmJF8
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQe1Rcwjnl
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCKK9rcFmF
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然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTfHO2BjAR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9z0pyqNtI
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSSQRmBtSW
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她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAB3afBAil
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他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK16uUznL1d
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vVReluq3x
「以後唔好啦。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63KBtVh7SM
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PXUr4O78Q
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHqdIo6Ajl
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYRfhZUZ6C
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMxLr3S4kL
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5H4M6lO2a
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqhQiIoYAk
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dcGOQwJZZ
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5SgeTGpJe
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSddPt8kbC
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCGQWvSSYr
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzid5pqum7E
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVg3ITpbCB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2wbvWTvsI
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJp5BLxov3
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFa1hzDXsY
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kJZkngYvH
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很明顯了吧。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1PeDQXnjT
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM92G93ApxE
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5i9ETT88z
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvLfzoY5Tx
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcugPgB21rF
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所以，她恐懼。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJcNHuIygo
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IEy6MxN8U
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMUhQZoWI8
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk0HLPWW2M
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasr4dx8z4Y
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5Sr0o8gwh
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATJdfpiIX7
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoX6QvxDow
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VIAaTzGL7
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TosuWklVV
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