他惻然，這段時間，她只會因愛情失去理智；但此刻她冷靜非常，他甚至因此有些恨。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7EWPEb08s
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下一秒，阿樂跟自己說，他也要成為青青心尖上的人，讓她不用懷着孤勇亦不必失去理智，只須躺在他懷內，永遠快樂、温和。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CY4QLJrRW
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至於青青，她有被追求的經驗，她的反應通常很冷靜，面對對方的好意並不會表現得很驚奇，只會輕輕地拒絕。她告訴自己，這是觀察期，不要因為對方是自己的好友而分神。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4YByamfA
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何況，其實她一直覺得阿樂眼中的她，和她知道的她，很大出入。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElOUyPNgtc
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD3Vw3LGTF
譬如她不是文青，她喜歡讀無厘頭的金句、看有感覺的甜故、聽流行的琅琅上口的歌曲、儲笑出聲就要落地獄的memes，她不夠水平去成為一個「文青」。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4gAKYXqvL
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhIjpP11la
譬如她就是一個普通至極的人，她有不好的情緒，會有脾氣，不一定因為受到什麼刺激，年少的她就是敏感脆弱。如果有外來的刺激，她也會很在乎，不至於坦然到一笑置之，她還很幼稚。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLblcgo0ln
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她不過如此。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJFKupLp4Z
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但阿樂好像看得青青很好、很特別，她不安——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkqNJQHtQw
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對，連同這一種莫名的顧慮，她都有，而阿樂不覺得她會這樣想。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzjGg1v6Io
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgljfrN8g8
青青疑惑，但又講不出心頭的怪異，怯懦的她沒法無緣無故開口質疑他，萬一他真是喜歡她的全部呢？最後拒絕的時候，只會更加不忍。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqfhcMX3Pu
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0owyrPpnZF
阿樂有對待女生好、被拒絕的經驗，在他被青青拒絕他的喂食，誓要自己拿着匙羹時，他的反應也很冷靜，只默默地遞過去，他告訴自己：正常，繼續努力。對她好從來不是加分項，如果喜歡她，對她好只是追求的必要條件，任別人追求時也會如此。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EFwRcchEI
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHdKCzLsQF
阿樂又想起Tanya……639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORBZPDxyev
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他明白，並非他對Tanya不夠好才落得如此下場。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HFYPHObBZ
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阿樂甚至沒有追求過Tanya，沒有表露過褻視她的意圖，直接換上兵衣入伍。即使他的身型比Tanya高大，但在她面前，仿佛永遠走不出她的無邊無際，而他則變得很渺小。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAmWBtUA4I
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tqArxLKOt
阿樂告訴自己，不可以再這樣，他不可以渺小，他要試試讓自己用腳尋覓靚麗的風景，不要只在車上走馬看花。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjdQlVCWy5
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrL0qRPCAT
要爭取，要努力，要追求。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTjEigPjns
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要帶有目的性，要有雄性的狩獵觸角，要主動而非被動，而自信而非自卑。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxhifqkEHr
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所以，阿樂每日都關心青青。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvvChAPoa7
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所以，阿樂給青青送小禮物，附上小字條。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YvgZT4wj9
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所以，阿樂陪青青看戲，和她認真地分享觀後感；也在看的時候記下一些細節感滿分的伏筆，好等最後告訴她時，捕捉她的一刻驚歎。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l2WFXPoo6
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所以，阿樂在網上查找什麼令女生心動的方法，摸頭、摟肩……639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGu5eQiLl8
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所以，阿樂見青青一臉頹相的時候，會想辦法逗她開心；她笑的時候，那黑眼珠是具有萬有引力的黑洞，就這樣將他吸進去。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjapTd03wQn
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原本，阿樂想去更多的地方，但武漢肺炎肆虐，疫情更嚴重，所以沒有去一些打卡地點。他懊惱，因為如果可以，他會帶青青到Tanya喜歡的餐廳，相信青青也會喜歡。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4ggJkKweh
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可是沒法。因此，阿樂經常和青青困在同一個家之內，他彈琴給她聽，他也教她看譜。她完全不識音樂，只能從生日歌學起。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGr93W11e5
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他看着她，最後流暢地彈完一首生日歌，她抬頭，有些困窘地笑着：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcmClmoyPa
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「太廢啦我，宜家先識彈呢四句。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14H0y0nMQS
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「唔會啊，教埋你其他都得，好冇？」阿樂安慰。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaBWgHZa11
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他有期望。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgDBnAJ0hZ
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「好。」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdiKefev9U
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFQY3aAEYS
青青回應，開始放寬心來和他曖昧——639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa7GXaNDOe
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好，試試、試試。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWvrD8TOjh
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTw3X4QjTi
截至今天，距離他挑明心意，已經過了一星期；距離二人約定的期限，還有一個星期。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFM3ePPpoJ
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總共只得兩個星期，青青覺得，在頻繁的接觸與相處下，應該不用太長時間就可以確認心意。阿樂問她：639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fy8DRwUWw
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpUcZZdQPo
「如果都係確認唔到咁點？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMx67Tt4PH
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiISZjKwy0Y
「應該唔會啩……半個月，應該夠我哋諗清楚啦啩？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2odklWakvA
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如果確認不來，就是不想確認；正如，如果不知道喜歡與否，就是不夠喜歡。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7QhCo8Pv3
639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeOjzoEqHj
心，動就動，不動就不動，簡單明瞭，只是不敢承認。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbygAyMYYx
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阿樂和青青出去附近吃飯、閒逛。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKOrqDPkYb
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