at ohm's room
Ohm : where is jungkook?
ohm asked fluke whos gaze was fixed on a coffee cup tracing the round mouth of the mug with his finger. ''jeab?'' he asked again but no response. ''hey jeab?'' he stood up and shaked him , he took his hands which were resting in the table beside him.
Fluke : huh? did you say anything??
Ohm : you spaced out , whats bothering you?
Fluke : (looks down) its been a week p'ohm... tae.. he hasnt shown any movement. and jungkook.. he is.. its so hard to handle him.. he doesnt eat or does anything , just sits and cries all the time. he goes and breaks down in front of tae who is not moving an inch. (crying)
Ohm : this will pass jeab... i know its so hard for us.. we cant see them like that.. i promise you that we will be happy like we used to. now please smile , it doesnt look good if ur sad.
ohm stretched fluke's lips as he smiled through his tears. ohm kissed his forehead and hugged him tightly.
end pov
Jungkook's pov
Jungkook : so which one should we read? black swan or obsession? ok , no answer so i should make a choice? (chuckles) okay , let me choose. hmm..lets go with black swan.
i started reading black swan ,everytime i turn a page , i glance at tae. after some time , i kept the book aside.
Jungkook : i forgot something , wait.
i got a small box from my pocket , it was a pendant i got for tae. i slowly bend and put it in his neck. he just layed there , not moving , pale , slow heart beat , just the same.
Jungkook : how unkind of you for not saying a thank you? all you do is lay there , not moving , sleeping all day and i come , cry and blabber. why? why are you so silent?? tell me that you love me? wake up baby bear.
i holded his hands and i drifted off while holding his hands and sitting beside him.
''im sorry kookie'' he said while caressing my cheeks
''what? sorry about what?'' i asked him holding his hands tightly
''i have to leave you'' he said looking down
''what are you saying love?!'' i asked him , trying to have an eye contact
''its.. painful'' he said as he shut his eyes tightly letting the tears fall
''what... what are you-'' before i could finish he spoke
''i want to sleep with no pain'' he shouted.
''i am so sorry love.. i am so sorry', l-love' i said while holding him tightly
''i am sorry kookie , i have to leave you'' he said with pain in his eyes
''no love , please dont go'' i pleaded him
'' its hard kookie , i am sorry.'' he said while holding my torso
'' love dont go.. take me with you'' i shouted with hope
''sshh.. i have to go and i cant take you with me , i am sorry kookie'' he said while putting his thumb on my lip to stop me.
''dont go!!!'' i shouted
''i am leaving okay?'' he stood up , i holded his leg tightly
''i am not leaving you!''
''Kookie , leave me!''
''i cant love''
''kookie , please''
''my love , please''
''kookie''
''dont go love''
''i am so sorry kookie''
''l-love''
''bye bye''
''love , please dont leave me , i swear i will die without you, i know i am selfish. i am sorry love , please dont go'' i pleaded while he faded away.
Jungkook : NO!!!!!!!
i shoot my eyes open and baekhyun looked at me with teary eyes.
Baekhyun : it w-was a n-ightmare..
Jungkook : bae-khyun...
i cried while hugging baekhyun who also broke down while consoling me.
Baekhyun : i-its ok-ay..
Jungkook : he s-said... i-its pain-ful..
Baekhyun : n-nothing will ha-ppen...
i cried in his embrace for god knows how long and sobb that was coming as muffled. i sniffed. he stopped crying too. ''kookie'' i thought i heard something wrong as my eyes look at tae ''l-love?''
end pov
Authors pov
Krist : brother..
their eyes widen , except singto who knows yatch.
Flashback
a year ago
at yatchs house
yatch's pov
i was in my room reading a book suddenly i heard sounds of someone screaming and shouting. i ran downstairs and saw dad slapping krist. dad was about to slap krist again when i stopped dad and throwed his hand down. ''WHATS HAPPENING?!!'' I shouted and ran to krist , my brother. ''my boyfriend , singto. i love him yatch'' krist said while crying. i wasnt shocked , i knew about them but never met singto. he take cares of krist very well. ''dad , why are you slapping krist?'' i asked. ''he is gay!!! how can i not? his boyfriend came to meet me in my office!'' shouted dad. ''whats wrong?! YES I AM GAY , I LOVE HIM!!'' krist shouted back.
Dad : he has a baby!! she will be a burden to you!!
Krist : so what?!! she is his family!!
Dad : she will be a burden to you!! how can you live like that!!
''i told you that you will marry my sisters daughter!!'' mom shouted. my aunt has two daughters and they want them to marry me and krist. they love us from childhood but we see them as sisters , how can we marry them?. ''but krist doesnt like her!!'' i shouted. ''your marriage is fixed!!'' dad shouted. my eyes widen , ''dad!!'' i shout. ''WHAT?!! NO!!'' krist shouted. ''go to your rooms now!'' mom shouted and left to her room.
Krist : yatch...
Yatch : krist..(crying)
Krist : i cant live without him... please.. i want him yatch.. i will die without him... (crying)
Yatch : what do we do now??
dad came out and called 4 bodyguards and told them to separate us. we tried to push them but they were so strong. we couldnt do anything.
end pov
authors pov
krist was sitting in his room. mom suddenly came in.
Mom : kristy...
Krist : ...
Mom : forget him dear...
Krist : i cant... (bluntly)
Mom : i am sorry , its out of my hands..
Krist : (crying) please mom.. i cant.. i cant live without him.. i want him.. do something.. please.. i beg you..
Mom : i am sorry... lets forget everything..
Krist : (shocked) huh? MOM!!!
mom left and locked the door , two bodyguards were standing in front of krist's room. he cant get out. krist cried again and again , he didnt stop. he ran to his phone and called singto , he didnt pick up. he called like a 50 times but didnt pick up. krist sat in his balcony and started crying so badly. he kept crying the whole night.
meanwhile in singto's house
Singto : i want him... what should i do?.. i cant live without him.. (crying hardly)
Off : lets do something.. dont worry
Singto : how can i not?!! i want him... krist... i love him so much.. i even met his dad but he kicked me out... (crying)
Tay : singto.. please.. we will meet him tomorrow..
Singto : i cant... i want him.. (sobbing hard) i want to see him... i am sorry krist.. i need you.. but i cant lose my baby.. i need him too.. he is my life too.. how can i do this to him? krist...
Niki : daddy? why are you crying?
Gun : niki? lets go and play now , come
Niki : but why is daddy crying uncle gun?
Gun : i will tell you , first lets go.
Niki : where is mommy??
Off : niki, you go play now.
Niki : okay (goes behind gun)
New : he is just five! what are you gonna do singto?
Singto : (crying hard) i cant lose him and my baby... i am sorry krist but stay away from me... we cant be together.. (sobbing) what do i do?...i need him in my life.. i cant stay away from him.. he is my breathe.. how can i stay away.. i will die without him..
Off : singto.. please..
krist called him many time until he got fed up and he started looking at their photos with singto and niki and started crying again.
Krist : please singto.. call me.. i need you.. i cant live without you.. i want to see niki.. i miss you baby.. mommy will come.. dont worry.. (crying hardly)
next morning
Krist : (crying) what should i do?... i need you singto.. please.. call me.. get me out of here..
Mom : krist?
Krist : (silent and looks at the sky)
Mom : come eat kristy..
Krist : (looks at the sky as if he heard nothing)
Mom : (goes out with teary eyes)
Krist : (looks down) why are you doing this to me singto.. i need you... PLEASE!! COME!! i want you.. please.. i love you so much.. i want to see you niki.. mommy will come and see you soon..
krist got up from his bed and opened the door and pushed the bodyguards and ran downstairs and hardly knocked on his parents door. dad opened the door.
Krist : dad.. i told you , i cant live without him.. please let me out
dad dragged him to the hall and harshly pushed him to the floor. krist was shocked by his action , he crawled back in fear. dad pulled his collar as he lifted him up. tears were storming out of krist's eyes , dad slapped him harshly as he throwed him to the floor harshly. krist eyes widen as he crawled back again. tears were storming out.
Dad : i told you kristy... forget it!!! YOU CANT LIVE WITH HIM!!!! i will always give you the best kristy... the best..
Krist : SINGTO is the best dad.. (crying)
Dad : KRIST
Krist : why are you doing this to me? i want you singto.. please...i need you..i cant take it anymore..
Dad : SHUT UP
Krist : (crying hardly)
Dad : just shut up and go to you room..
Krist : dad... please.. i am begging you... please..
Dad : GO
Krist : i had sex with him dad! i lived with him for 2 weeks!!
Dad : (shocked) what did you say???
Krist : i said i mean it.
dad pulled him by his collar in a strong manner.
Krist : d-dad
Dad : WHEN?!!!
Krist : 2 months ago.. when you and mom where on a trip to mexico..
Dad : (shocked)
dad slapped him so hard that his lips were wounded and throwed him to the floor hardly. krist groaned and started crying so badly. dad lifted him up by his collar which made him choke. dad pulled him and started walking to his room. he opened the door and throwed krist to the ground
Dad : stay here till your marriage!!!
Krist : (shocked and holds dad's leg and started pleading) i-i am so sorry ... please dad.. let me go!
dad pushed him back with his leg and locked the door. krist crawled to the door and slapped it hardly. he leaned on the door and covered his face with his hands and started crying so hardly.
Krist : (holds his neck and rubs it slowly) i cant... (crying so hardly) PLEASE!! I WANT GO SINGTO!!! HELP ME!!
he shouts as he cried badly in the ground. the bodyguards felt pity for him but couldnt do anything. he cried till midnight. while..
singto was sitting in his balcony looking at the stars without any emotions but tears were storming out of his eyes. gun was feeding niki in the other room.
Off : singto? come eat
Singto : (silent)
Off : singto... please..
Singto : please.. go.. (crying)
Off : dont cry singto please...
Gun : papii! lets go.. leave him alone for sometime..
Singto : close the door (bluntly)
Off : (closes the door and leaves)
Singto : (crying hardly) i am sorry krist.. i cant leave my baby too.. i need you.. but we cant be together... stay away from me.. i love you so much... i want you krist... but i cant stay with you.. what can i do? ..i love you krist... i will always love you..
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