one week later
Authors pov
jungkook's room was filled with stained walls , him with wet cheeks and bloody fists every night. they cant see him anymore , he looked at them with pain in his eyes. all he feels is cold around him , he cant find the person who gives him warmth no more. every night , jungkook thinks of him and hits the wall with anger, wet cheeks and messed hair. he doesnt eat , sometimes maybe dinner he eats in his room. the house is filled with pain and hope. hoping that something will change.
jungkook's room
jennie came to check on jungkook and found him sleeping , suddenly he started sweating , he couldnt breathe and started talking and shouting taehyung's name.
Jungkook : tae?.. love dont fade away!! taehyung!!!
Jennie : kookie? wake up! kookie?!! (Shakes him)
Jungkook : (heavy breathing) taehyung!! love dont go!! please come back!!!
Jennie : KOOKIE!!! please wake up!!
Jungkook : (crying) love... dont leave me.. dont go... dont fade away... please..
Jennie : j-jungkook!!! wake up!!
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Jungkook's pov
i shoot my eyes open and looked around but, he wasnt there. i ran to the rooftop and searched everywhere , but he wasnt there. jennie's voice was booming in my ear but i paid no heed to it. she kept shouting ''kookie''.
Jungkook : j-jen... tae..tae.. he was here.. (tears flowing)
Jennie : relax.. relax... jungkook you need to rest in your room, what are you doing here at this hour on the rooftop? chen might be angry , lets go!
Jungkook : he was here before you came, he must be hiding somewhere , i know. let me find him! tae? tae come out?! ta-
Jennie : JUNGKOOK!! listen to me!
she cupped my face , looked into my teary eyes , i broke down into a loud cry and she buried my head in her neck and cried , she softly stroked my hair.
Jungkook : i want him... p-please.. taebear.. its hard to breathe jen.. everything feels cold.. i want him... everything is meaning less.. i-i want him.. please..
Jennie : relax.. calm down.. breathe in and breathe out..
soon my sobb got less and i hugged her and got out of her embrace. she smiled weakly.
Jennie : i have a suprise for you kookie
Jungkook : what is it?
Jennie : here!
she handed me a black diary..
Jungkook : w-what is this??
Jennie : its tae's diary ,kao found it in tae's bag yesterday , we didnt read it. its for you. kao wanted to give it to you but he wasnt in the condition to give it so i took the responsibility. i will be out , read it slowly ok?
she walked away with teary eyes which she wiped on her way. i wanted to read it badly. i ran to my room. with shivery hands i opened the diary and saw his name, beautifully written there. he wrote a lot, i cried whenever i turned a new page. i couldnt control my tears. he wrote about piano notes , recipes , his days with us. i turned the last page and saw a familiar name.
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING KOOKIE
When you were my friend334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bxtx1UCwS
You were amazing334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfxLv37mt4
When you were my boyfriend334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaNXEwAZRm
You were outstanding334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6FgQ1T2fY
When you were my fiancé334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAK82tMStK
You were commendable334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJi7iPMQJh
As my husband now334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZrTJwFHHn
You are incredible334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAcYI5AsP6
You have been the perfect lover334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ao6wJVcQz
At every juncture of life334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXCPrwRSuO
Of such a loving husband334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMvKup0DTo
I am a proud of you kookie334Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcsYofW22B
I love you so much kookie.
– Tae
i cried falling on my knees , hugging his diary tightly.
Jungkook : tae.. come back.. do you know how i am suffering here?.. love dont go.. how could you leave me like that? you know i cant live without you.. i cant anymore.. come back..i want to hug you tightly and kiss you hard love..
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Authors pov
at bangkok university
Plan was in the basement , his club was cancelled so he decided to go the resort to meet alex and started packing his things alone when he met mew.
Mew : hey..
Plan : hey (smiles)
Mew : hi.. (smiles) are you leaving?
Plan : yep.. i am bit late..
Mew : what about your swimming club?
Plan : oh my coach is absent so our class is cancelled today.. i gotta go so bye..
Mew : i can be your coach.. (walks towards plan)
Plan : (shocked) uhm.. no thanks.. bye..
Mew : why? are you shy to be naked in front of me? (walks towards plan)
Plan : what? (nervously moves back) no thanks mew.. (his back touched the wall)
Mew : i can be more than that...
Plan : (tries to push him) what are you saying mew.. move!
Mew : (doesnt move) why? are you shy? (pulls him by his waist)
Plan : i have to go.. leave me! (struggles to get out of his grip)
Mew : (hold strongly) where do you think you are going?
Plan : get off me (struggles with teary eyes)
Mew : you can go after i finish here with you! (tries to kiss him)
Plan : let me go (tears)
Mew : aww.. do you wanna kiss me? or should i kiss you hard? (tries to kiss him)
Plan : no mew... please.. go! (tries to stop him and starts crying)
Mew : why are you crying baby? stop.. it wont hurt.. if you resist it will hurt..
Plan : (crying) let me go!! you are my friend mew.. leave me!
Mew : (slams him to the wall) yeah.. more like a sex friend..
plan cried a lot when he suddenly punched mew in his face, it got worse. plan stepped back a bit , mew started kissing his neck violently.
Plan : aahh..mew..please..i cant..im sorry..leave me..(slaps him in his back)
plan slaps mew on the back while crying.. mew got angry by that and threw him on the floor, mew unbuttoned his shirt and threw it somewhere, plan closed his mouth and started to crawl back. mew started to unbutton plan's shirt.
Plan : (struggles and cries hardly) please mew... i am begging you.. leave me..
Mew : (kisses his bruised lips and neck violently)
Plan : (cries in pain) aghh.. please..mew ..leave me.. i am begging you..
plan's body was weakened. he understood he couldnt do anything now.. he has no choice.. he closed his eyes and tried to bear the pain when someone hit mew and mew fell down hardly. plan opened his eyes and saw alex kicking and punching mew till he bleeded everywhere.
Plan : alex.. dont..
Alex : this bastard!! say sorry or i will kill you!!!
Mew : (looks at alex and plan)
Alex : I SAID SAY SORRY!!! (kicks him)
Mew : IM SORRY PLAN!!!
Alex : (kicks him one more time hardly) GET OUT!!!
Mew : (groans in pain and runs out)
Alex : plan..(runs to plan) are you okay?! (hugs him tightly)
Plan : mean... (looks at him closely with teary eyes)
Alex : are you okay?
Plan : (looks at him and hugs him so tightly , breaks down)
Alex : are you scared?
Plan : y-yes.. (crying)
Alex : i am here.. dont be scared anymore.. i am always here.. beside you all the time.. ok?
Plan : (nods hard)
Alex : lets forget it plan.. lets go now..
Plan : (nods)
Alex : let me carry you
Plan : no i am-
Alex : carries him in bridal style) lets go now
Plan : (blushing)
the girls go crazy after seeing them , they get inside alex's car and alex starts driving to the resort. after some awkward silence in the car.
Plan : how did you find me?
Alex : oh , i wanted to say something to you..
Plan : what is it?
Alex : uhm.. this might be sudden but.. (sigh) i love you plan.. i am obsessed with you.. you might not feel the same. you can reject me. i have been loving you for months and years. since we broke up , i have loved you , i tried to move on by getting a girlfriend but it didnt work. i am sorry for loving you. i just wanted to say this. i dont want to consider you as my brother because...uhm..i-
Plan : i love you mean.
Alex : ha? w-what?
Plan : will you leave me again mean? (tears)
Alex : i wont ever.. i wont repeat the mistake plan.. will you give me a chance? if no can i atleast be your friend?
Plan : i dont think so..
Alex : (stops at the resort) why?? you wont consider me as your friend too??
Plan : no! i dont want you as a friend!
Alex : why? (looks down with teary eyes)
Plan : i cant consider you as my friend because.. (gets down from the car and goes and stands beside alex's seat) because i want to live with you.. i love so much mean.. (runs to the resort)
Alex : (smiles widely) I LOVE YOU (shouts)
Plan : (while running) YOU KNOW MY ROOM! (smiles widely)
alex couldnt believe all this was happening ,his heart was melted. he knew it was love.. pure love..
after a week later
Alex was walking to his home so he can go to the resort , his class was over , he was heading home, when he met plan's mom , he tried to turn away when she called him.
Plan's mom : alex?
Alex : h-hi aunty
Plan's mom : what are you doing here?
Alex : i-i came for my morning class.
Plan's mom : can we talk?
Alex : sure
Plan's mom : lets go
they go to a cafe.
Plan's mom : are you and plan a couple?
Alex : ha? w-what? no! .no-n-no
Plan's mom : you think we didnt see you guys?!
Alex : no , we are not..
Plan's mom : (takes her phone out of her purse) then what is this?! (shows a picture of them kissing)
Alex : (shocked) uhm- we-
Plan's mom : stay away from him!! understand?? if you just want money , then ask me!! you guys are sex friends right?
alex's eyes started getting teary as he looked down. he couldnt imagine all this.
Plan's mom : how much do you get paid? monthly? how much does he pay you? your a whore , you parents are the same probably! what do you think of yourself huh? do some job or something if you want money ,your body is weapon right? no wonder plan got attracted to you!
Alex : (crying) p-please dont.. talk about m-my parents like t-that.. i-
Plan's mom : do you have shame? huh? how can you do this?! plan is your prey. i dont know who is next! please stay away!! #$%$#$%%&*&%$##%^&&
alex covered his mouth and cried hard , he couldnt even look at her. his pants were wet, he wanted to run away.
Plan's mom : let me come to the point... how much money do you want?.. (gives a pack of money) you are spoiling our happiness and my son's life!.. my sister's daughter has loved him for years.. he will get married soon. so dont invade in our lives! WE HATE YOU!! STAY AWAY!!
alex got startled a bit and moved back, he saw the money and started to cry more harder. it was the most hurtful thing that has ever happened to him. alex shut his eyes tightly as he cant bear the pain anymore, he looked at the empty cafe with no employees, he looked down and cried more hardly. she left , alex wanted to run away so got up weakly and saw that it was raining badly, he didnt have his car today, he started walking aimlessly , he was frozen and his tears didnt stop, his heart was broken. he looked up and he didnt know where he was, he couldnt see the path as it was so dark. he was soaked in water and kept crying thinking about plan. he didnt know where he was , he didnt notice a car coming towards him suddenly
CRASH
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