而阿樂，也回到了當初。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYWBR2JRzX
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6HyvcMTKH
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdqtG4MV7x
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCNGXiu1IP
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BFVZg94Pz
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又是如此，又、又、又。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCET0woH0w
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoya1FC9xJ
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZamRGkyes
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZk7gY7JKD
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOC8iYPNXQ
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvPJg7pzQE
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3nvOiKjna
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5L5rGUTAv
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK96QkY3pJ
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgQN7sDknP
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzec1kBS1Sc
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH85esuspnH
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFzmb842jZ
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xh3IiyEtN
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK643ZyZoA
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubRzR1kgeH
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyvPnkjVB3
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vCDRxVkDP
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDTjkibfxP
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkaMVVBfJH
「做咩啊？」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRXiNJSkQz
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmxX0aqstj
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0s3T1fkLM
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0UL9MSEIW
他享受了她的體温。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmnt6rYJ97
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjlxfL7znv
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HQGBtzESi
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3pMS5Z9Wu
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUz1gR2dT7
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEZc26xYn4
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn7FxwDvaA
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他不解。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve7XTRZUYi
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPBTDILqlP
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVS0zHKadX
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWdNqzLHdA
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIcD0Xu2GU
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb9AsxXTuY
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb2bYvSsO4
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所以，我以為我都可以。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSNg1hF1Nd
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGAeRk8Mjy
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即使他們同為人類。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiFm86pq3L
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsngl11zuQ
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此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9KIMWoF9A
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是嗎？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziET4m70HP
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqq3tZjezS
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是嗎？527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuRIyKiqAR
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtizdCd7F4N
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGkWdgEl6M
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaMc6zAiCF
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK4c0RLJeU
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他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EefC5lG4F
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLeKPeavkU
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ5dRAAgGO
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvllYkUmw6
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAGEMrs9Mc
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMKKUnkND3
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvL1ho9owS
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjysDB1dTIb
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvilr27VcrK
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWyujbmKcu
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM2bQA8wZc
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlEzWxiIuy
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvVB0IPemQ
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLXvPvVqea
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxPhDUT4mV
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvABglBxLs
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6j0j6VwFv
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOzZeciWpi
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rB3gpxanH
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcChOLf20k
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MI4aXTIpq
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRoM63b9an
「好。」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkKZcCNxCE
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99SnFzQ63y
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBILIP8D7q
527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezy8kVAxzE
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」527Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGk99sRGwh
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