而阿樂，也回到了當初。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvDLP2n3Ot
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMIYwslWY8
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZWUSRSFfp
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft6yH1Atz3
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNiLBbZBEM
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kyQeiIpOt
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfIcHj7QLm
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZv7gMuu0M
又是如此，又、又、又。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xc1l7eO69
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QyRaUoBjA
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxIyhBRxq
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7p0woS6RE
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RVSsh16ld
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmoPGMo1g6
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4xpFSLGTY
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZjozUqt0p
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y0brmZvML
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIQJYbRswL
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrV025hZKJ
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3N5Ka1pox
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBBbSmCV4z
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAX0OB3wFN
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNtzz29d0X
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYsMoPWJeT
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y2azaTrIl
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RyswD7H63
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlZ7WULgKQ
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pe093JzBB
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0B8kyHWe9
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nu4QzeKOd
「做咩啊？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIJ951sTAG
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewkcqoMtu9
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM2dw3K3oO
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35lncszCdD
他享受了她的體温。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOIkDdZzk1
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwbfjkj72r
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBwOuJamwp
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOL1hGnRZP
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGrXrxPltZ
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOnyLQN24V
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4MjNPztaR
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahYC4iXMQZ
他不解。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JbO9KaBRw
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqdC4cX77L
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGxCyVLZe3
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9XUi6z6gB
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQCZ1ZuPom
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfdJLHfx7W
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmoF0QTHsj
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxNGY3pUXZ
所以，我以為我都可以。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKPmGkkzco
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzanTXFhSA
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT1whbLtjb
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PKvrYdxDO
即使他們同為人類。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3PdNOyjMJ
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaZ9s6P2x0
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ3Ik4zzOs
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUNM3yrABA
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9kRsu74Bt
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa3QNdk7aF
是嗎？552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChFd5eitUX
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJXtlmkaBn
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivIG6rKCUA
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmjH8elxGI
是嗎？552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmxfh6ZMLq
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZj7kRTnGM
「哦哦，好，冇事。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9eZIRPDKl
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXndvcB7cW
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam8YXr0jvV
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSwaOmexQw
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHRYG4pjyk
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbqkFc1P0Z
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGYYhDr2Rg
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DmXNCkgwS
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYAKlLdo37
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFYGca2TLW
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2garJDLLpj
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKCP8ha9VE
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEBxMUOMpJ
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPgdRQOXYH
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPjojzoAvc
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurxbik4ESY
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSWsmPazFW
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz9Tb9M5FB
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuDcUzFdvG
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7iNPYRTK8
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZkRpLO4sn
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUaD57Tzr4
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHnwBT24yN
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQMpCg5ACP
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK8UDVDttX
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcwU9Lyxap
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4rTDuWnZI
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K3ORChFhd
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCiXCN6vy3
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3Hpu4wjUD
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHUrltvZWV
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uR8P3Mhh8
「好。」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAx1Ho2lrR
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y39Wzh2rs
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKTrrISYkp
552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsojQkMBzDY
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU5U3ZZQ2y
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
