「我都係咁話。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkRdBJpQYW
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2kF2LP0S9
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阿樂點頭：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5dKQx8jh5
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWlb5fsFqW
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「係呀。算啦。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKIpRyJbeI
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他們各自回房。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ao3HyRmA0
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTW2jLi4M1
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkpPYYl6eN
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0sP9wmP8T
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Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGqdtaesLG
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還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS0HTdXdWI
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興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvPWTBXZcx
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他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9dqRuSK5V
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曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFt4CoWqIe
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對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAp8gYvk9a
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPyCKaJQ74
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她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7LpR0sd8c
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那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb645Va9gF6
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她有什麼問題嗎？604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIFOffmpo3
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她是不是很不堪？604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9upScijts
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為什麼？604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxMWiVufcZ
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1rbyHhAj3
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於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8d0eQBFWZ
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U9qv66tPF
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Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wj1AsnH7k
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOELkGUkEj
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青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IX8jWyUsr
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「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IxWjFtFYi
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Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx0i1kgj1C
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGknlABeuNF
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi8YVyQQ7e
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慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT2fUV9geY
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慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ5Ck9ZgxW
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然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1PXCiOod6
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青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZq2AyEIit
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青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklHeN4CCMz
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「靚仔，考成點啊？」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYgwbExREz
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3vBVbVNYj
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「點解你喺度？」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD452WGNv14
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語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK4lYD54jg
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「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC2di0hAQb
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他皺眉，有些兇地講：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO16mCVtFpm
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「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxSmqr8kfu
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「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzczYcBrPl
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傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNqJenChiy
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然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ac0cgp5kk
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「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvmOPGD3hV
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她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuKSc6SuhO
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他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpmakj9rnx
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「以後唔好啦。」604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgPmg91bIx
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她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPmShl3Z3f
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj80qY04uBm
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他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL8ZWdaw33
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青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh6ZF8KLFf
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愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw6trI7ePg
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那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFobefTUhu
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不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr1fpL5rHN
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其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSbJ856FTI
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很明顯了吧。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGXa8cl5Nq
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何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkwANf2HQZ
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叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEHLpmk8Ih
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所以，她恐懼。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOHAE9gv5l
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA8MqRR4lK
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但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt76kkLMcOZ
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3j5xryBe6
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如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHCqe3b01h
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創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgePMvsjiYD
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