「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT69V72ujtJ
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHFQPcBFt1
啫係叫你收皮囉……593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfTNySRcia
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVfjmXL2Ik
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgR5nkYrMy
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyDvFNhfE2
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rcpy1dXss
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfERSTmOZrl
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFKnxxSS5V
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq6dYReAUg
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX67AYhd3V0
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLusbaAmkA
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cWIjMidiP
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAmOvFgz4F
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwV4pDVc7v
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjDcWS9Nxw
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKhPP2v1Ff
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH6uLL8Ypn
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzuxLQekjp
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFVYljlJf1
「點算？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw337fkfEF
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6l5iopO1v
「睇你㗎咋。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv1KTIzelL
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ7vg2nRmJ
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sYgnW9IlC
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBENicrRXm
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4zG4yFIkH
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcRzWjkH6S
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qDS2be43M
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUjjfTXzFr
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDuOYHawtc
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXfqZRNe6G
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEM1UMrFjv
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ui4StQSti
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kLWLm3WSg
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfALNrWpx92
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RJnwkTPeF
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGc1gwYvNO
「冇呀，睇你。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl30jyBvPm
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXvXk98JJX
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsXrdywhQh
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEGYuC87IZ
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd972iP8ut
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iIzwejiIo
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVZP2OhmXW
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT7aSB9IbF
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju6PxsfSDQ
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQSbmmD4mN
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozReCYIhqO
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGBOZEQsxo
「唔知啊。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrTbuXFleE
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Ba19958u
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTFLizozQ4
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0osqQep1r
「同佢一齊？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVBfDvtzsC
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZnCNxPbEA
「可能係啦……」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsq79KNwKh
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAMqmsHPvX
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNwxoy7t7S
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82qRhMtTTl
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbbHyjTOJA
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiQBmaKzQu
「係嘅。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx4pRhrczj
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5sN3nfWIG
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GvTPxOSZA
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1iT6uSylu
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLPabs4HQc
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5jCEgGxfp
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcraO1lQEoV
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwpJj41XLK
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IzhEZa1B2
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENokAVNdHI
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nDeo9p8Ss
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxdrQwnc1N
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsQCAZhrLO
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAbjo2T3e6
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjnUbpKgbN
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z9eeEuiqb
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGIXJtgxjZ
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28dyZbhK0x
「你咩都唔知㗎。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDXYBuoATN
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nY2klS4CV
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK5xUzIkEH
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN7Az0OaXW
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6InAfu9fH0
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeY6wOaVFv
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRdoKgMjqf
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLC37nTMhQ
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKSb1tDV1Z
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDfOXI3NOS
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z5DeVhrLU
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlojcOJc8i
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMllMSOiuMq
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kzpGd6EHq
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilxaKpIHHb
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2JksjJ6pg
「Sorry。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa220ytbSmI
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhkeUp0Y8g
「我都係。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOXkbz6IWy
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayw2KfsV3R
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdhjj9aIHy
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDShLSMtdOm
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhDp22ghgr
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YVMsETC4N
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabU9L8DsYf
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk78su04S6
「係嘅。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxYwGBqGGJ
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6784Oiqjlv
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92yNg7K584
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnBal7rqiv
他們都沉默許久，青青說：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlp2oI8c9d
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniNPhvjf3C
「阿樂啊。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbw7QKFy3t
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDIojoQALf
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlTQMgvXuY
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv1fpw7ZvV
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPi9HMtzm1
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8BkZHxeiU
你自己開唔開心啊？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo62EkhoZaS
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YHmzzpEWi
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4atwajQc
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHlCJpqrAS
「媽媽。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQU0IuDWxu
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkHcJ94J0R
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZcsjBmik1
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0xJ6JsinZ
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTbhSsEC3W
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCH7ZAFLHd
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkai79FbCo
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXol62qwn2
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXT9eKtPVM
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP5VpNgXz6
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXiuIBeTHm
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e1lB0ZHx7
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXTik1RG8y
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem7pzr36kn
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHX3Uogtcw
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElZmMipswe
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9UQ0gZfGx
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQpyJbyf1p
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41hEPCupoK
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfohV9G3Tw3
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKdXNOvfF
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06OsLnSpsg
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf0xNIRI0X
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F1ZXZgfvg
「多謝。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v2ok87ft7
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRfjwRkdeG
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7OidxuMlv
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5sHl8aLNL
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DSXPX89af
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RA3mwRGei
「係有啲長氣。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LlKZnXHmQ
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF8OEUa98a
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTblNExYAhG
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrSHFuuROR
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m3tqSRd7t
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDitnII6FNb
「可以啊。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquLhCVj3T2
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIplYxB3tR
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR8Ez0HSbB
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzscyPlIQOg
「好。」593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRoqer0QX8
593Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SrM4hLtYV
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