「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0khWJHsF1
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7A7qJ9bLR
啫係叫你收皮囉……504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M5RtVCNZn
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQnOBuZc3m
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejQTsS5KSg
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv95HP4V3gB
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs3UpETYkP
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmvCx6SPvl
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52LwRLnoGn
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc4YHoSlIp
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo2G8hUJrF
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWscVkKw73w
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6FTrfMh6w
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDeZGhUJKx
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCMgPczYeo
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDZ83Aeytt
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qNe7TtuyJ
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJXBDAS1hv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywgCNcBy7M
「點算？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRO1KOgCVF
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBxbpZ4qHu
「睇你㗎咋。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFZ8P2MycF
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM9yfEjM7n
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxRwDMbEPk
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3e6mzvtHZ
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ44XFnSgFU
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F2OMScFDK
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNew1C8KmG
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjALkLWZnQ7
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vtP3x7r3M
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxsCREkBPj
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S95rbWpG3
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZyF6DW2nP
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEz9QMv22Y
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgka1hdce5R
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDMk3lb3Eb
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LHdkZ4j2a
「冇呀，睇你。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tC8dmVQt7
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWZQPsrpHJ
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP0q5niTC4
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzRsvI4QYu
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHWHFhBR0n
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVmzOFF1hd
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7s0RjmIZC
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFfOyIS29r
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrS6LKb7wW
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8z68aL1JB
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQOzqxOB4u
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrkQXP7DZz
「唔知啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmnASEwGOb
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WffEBCTha
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQwgfiZywQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakexBAulYY
「同佢一齊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJiHsPBgdT
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAV68Si0AS
「可能係啦……」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEZHaxaI2E
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9pn9sAnzm
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIHASyKWYK
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89gKmvgMlE
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdV97ZuFSa
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICSZshsXoR
「係嘅。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iUxtw99Ev
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yIw6zjXst
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL5JWwkmJv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPnLn9WZ9J
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpRPEybB53
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL7W3jaAwr
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqamhyc2YY
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8KNdbwt8r
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEAtrwYuNv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwVewXEOru
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59c0zMd7SV
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa6C3qk0Qq
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuKqUKy19l
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KTolEHGbi
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTBjHLI7Zx
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31bvDO0h3R
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPktMINOBxo
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mfKa7itvY
「你咩都唔知㗎。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHicqYw0WC
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJWT3GanfK
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8TtPJXmKt
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ9supDvbZ
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmSWQgNYAd
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs4zXMoAeU
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KhyPPJfID
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegl2MIF07J
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhqJpTFuAM
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfMFzNVQsZ
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMI4l54RnP
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiH3KoG7te
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDi1O3XUdE
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0nGjB7AMz
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCfU2gTZiw
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzZJDHClHT
「Sorry。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgB7NxVTn6
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeacfy7l7l
「我都係。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqxF20hk7j
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf24h8y16c5
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCwo2CzTO6
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdslQQXlH0K
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS54mzuZ8N
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS97bYAP5Q
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASsBAAXhCT
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNrhEKdSh8
「係嘅。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPKncIjOsq
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kdt8HpDP1
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08E1vAhoA7
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXD2rhNuDJ
他們都沉默許久，青青說：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXxgIT8y7Q
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGwEy4WOD0
「阿樂啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccu1ZepDeb
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFekiUDAB3u
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOmUM8fkNP
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMegkLPshu
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ40NnaoD0
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzlrvmwZMP
你自己開唔開心啊？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cKQnMRuMp
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOvn7Vfygw
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCWIgAJOEe
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWjWfNAp0v
「媽媽。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl4I1YS0Wv
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1Yrpo1eCp
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorAb26Gele
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWou4NsQPC
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Bhge9Qwk
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhkD706jaK
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3XuyA9NC1
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CYvvnTmZg
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQLdo9LBbL
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqit33mVZU
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbypgCNLMvQ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajk6CVCLIL
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerM6O9ZFpl
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2OHVkNqxP
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE76iBl9nI9
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ819AdJVFgc
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39x5FnguHS
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXVoIcwC2D
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gLojrRFoy
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGyloJG4sK
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLRnHypJkF
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjc6bff80M
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW6lDJL0cI
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfT7dnifH1
「多謝。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfo4HoaOUu
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Q5YEgxLD
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuZZNoyZuZ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztcuYXbFDR
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxuM9u4FM7
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHakkIlvtbh
「係有啲長氣。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O1jxlU3do
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNHjCKQ7Qv
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2m4mq04fZ
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwropHEzk8G
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL0q4szgBr
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJIUJGanWA
「可以啊。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb80Lhe3c2
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhexzoSxeEU
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssuxW5QB9J
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJclpu9DrT4
「好。」504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavbd57weHe
504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w7CdwW9jf
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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