「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRxXl8Cemc
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啫係叫你收皮囉……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90rhw8tR10
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEGOynud3e
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOZvhgqPUe
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn70i5YmZJM
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR6HhDVqpN
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtnANnWjqF
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwWJ4UqhEx
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9v99KV7xQ
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nCTA26BUw
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFDO4swSsm
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaFfg3HHFa
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYnCZO6p3Q
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FKeKwxoRg
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS6xOR6d3e
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「點算？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRqfMwevMv
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtSNHmwze8
「睇你㗎咋。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo7rMIVN53
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI3DvKukJ1
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiraYXtRbpK
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMbxcOva8M
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGajHruOPB
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosgvSQtdbT
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VU3S0D0lq
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVcf8AWT8h
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhOYxZf8Df
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oIiaLYYu5
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDPlzaVcpP
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBzAhkzVIx
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiIJsb0lPy
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJhyNbYPLl
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIzYPeNB1M
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAjca2Ff6u
「冇呀，睇你。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWLQ5OTKB7
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QucJzpbmQ
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP9AudP476
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeT4ZvPZVL
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGn5nElXwu
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWs4bxW4ZE
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L9tNGxTmg
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbNSfUWYym
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXnz2zJHjW
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1Zbgc00UN
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DdBTnVhKc
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxD5GJEKV3
「唔知啊。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwTwfqA6QB
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPLr8ZNP2J
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hUFmLidSA
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl3Qiuq1II
「同佢一齊？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vo2CRdzIy
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6lbqfszvs
「可能係啦……」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTgoWDnATx
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMpwZP1DsI
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kQX626DBI
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhDxESbrIh
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQcbqw7DYH
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9ZzPeNs9L
「係嘅。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGfnPOva03
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6X3eY3LSL
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6GSMKFLyO
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLPZEaIJg0
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7bfrre8wI
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIkEX6MPsr
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviXataPphS
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc05zpHLssT
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkWCmnm9DG
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPBmGmVEha
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkX0fWwmBl
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr7h8mb9r5
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbACqALMFV
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5kceRuWKU
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlIKCixKyP
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8512zO9gUe
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulBMQKdMES
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsffQyaGzpZ
「你咩都唔知㗎。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC4CVOjvyH
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuC581GPSV
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE0iRAMe82
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEoIULi4pZ
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPZtYe0TjG
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeesg4wxD1
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBpkl9arwn
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbQ6MWZBMK
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k4MXUO8Yt
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XAimvaIr4
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFvDCrNShi
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VxHbgTKcg
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZuibTBDon
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0UQDYDF6
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQXvKhIfBc
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SI3o1jkyI
「Sorry。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7nAfyeO8f
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZrq7vcxGS
「我都係。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfhQBkcdzi
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVKbo5SbYV
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO934pSMA68
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ74Q1bvOQ
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh9e2ZRZt1
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEJd3H1RRN
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ65OoPgGn
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIITSa9zPv
「係嘅。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMA2BXJMpD
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob7cjp074K
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHEF9OsfCk
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk7F8vYu91
他們都沉默許久，青青說：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCYQ8wZGjT
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMVQfZZfEG
「阿樂啊。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03BLbHh6pc
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEggBOpo5fB
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G5lXOzWD2
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel8KMdFOWo
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9q265s0fk
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ghKQwCkUw
你自己開唔開心啊？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H0fzvDHC0
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ820OIYUtBm
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NucCasYcH
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKmUon2seB
「媽媽。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscwyiRwkLF
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hzvwzjk2s
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCjFfPoEH5
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLuG7UaYRb
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6NWTwhNMZ
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPtxQxldFE
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10XrvQmjaF
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGlTY0qk2y
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbbYUVCscL
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWX5CdTbp4
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu9Lk1CHI6
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bvnTvoQlQ
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiaOGYdzZ1
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGActoQJAeQ
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowPtVh5sTn
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ccFccdYuw
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H9e8R0xps
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5XHOzv4qt
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwJGDxNz8H
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYWOqmAybS
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovSgwZhuSb
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BVyIAZU5w
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJNSjzfbLK
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH7r2VK5gP
「多謝。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXA7NwlX1I
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudfLo41JKe
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTfjiM5TW4
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIp6l6ff4r
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf03LrjSl4
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdbiENbDtv
「係有啲長氣。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXo6V5L3ev
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBet5rTwzri
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTuFuG8kTh
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF0RPqZky6
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmPrt460ei
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpMkVjui5n
「可以啊。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWBU29qkN8
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvGk4sHpxy
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YEFZVpheR
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhr4eGxwgj
「好。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxJ4ybCi63
521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKZhs6uNoN
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