Never it can't be
Ronald is my boss. How can I so foolish? The negative feeling when I looked at the pictures. The card R.P means Ronald Parker. The roses everywhere. The painting spread the felling of betrayed. How much I’m blind right now?
“I’m fucking asking you a question what the hell are you doing here?” My whole body vibrate with his bark. The horror I forget in one year now again covering me. The whole earth is shaking badly with his roar.
“I.. I don't know it's...”
“Mr. Ronald I’m sorry.” Olivia sudden voice stop me. She's standing in simple cloths. Ronald angry eyes running between us. The dark green eyes like a forest now turn in deep darker. The rain that's all coming in words.
“Olivia where the fuck your cloths and who the hell she's doing on your spot?” Olivia gave me a apology look. But I’m busy in watching my shaking earth or trying to stand still.
“Mr. Ronald she's your secretary now. I quit my job.”
“I don't think I signed any your fucking resignation letter.” He yelled on Olivia again. That's why she wants to quit this job as soon as possible. He's not my Ronald. He's someone else.
“Mrs. Laura signed that.” The name left from her mouth and I take a step back. How can I forget about her? She's the one and only who ruined our lives. Olivia talking about Laura. God help me where I'm now. The issue between us coming out again.
“Fuck that go and sit on your desk. I don't want anyone here around me.” His eyes straight on me like he wants me to get out. The dark eyes haunted me in dreams not standing watching me.
With anger
Or pain
“Sorry sir but I’m not coming. She's your last option and I’m just here to inform you. Good day.” She winked with smile and gone. There's only me and Ronald. The silence killing us. He mumbled something in anger.
“Leave right now before I change my mind.” How can i leave? This is my job. The rent and other Bill’s already pay. What no? It's my last option here. No
“I'm sorry Ronald..”
“First rule give respect to your boss. Mr. Ronald.” Fine.
“Sorry sir but I’m your new secretary and you have no choice here. Give me one month I can prove myself and if you don't like my work then you can fire me.” I said in confident. He’s on the spot watching me but then the footsteps coming towards me until he's standing closer enough.
“You don't even know where you're falling. Remember my words last time what I said to you.” How can I forget? Never. Our eyes locked and a smirk placed on his face. He knew.
We know
Leaning closer his smell hit my nose. Rich and flavourful. The smell is enough for me to fall for him again but stop here.
“Welcome to the hell baby. Count your days here and i’m going to show you what the hell means on earth.” He lean closer and closer. The rich masculine scent mixed with perfume filled in my lungs now. It's fresh but not I used to remember.
“Are you ready for your punishment?”
“Wh.... what's that means?”
“This means...” His hand come up and with a finger he push me a little back. The fear suddenly came out again. I remember everything.
The push
Falling
A scream comes from my mouth but something catch me this time and it's Ronald. His arm circle around my waist. For a moment I was gone in past. He never know what happened after he gone. His eyes changed.
“What happened Rose?” He smiled and suddenly again his arm left my waist and I fall again and again. My ass land on mattress. My eyes closed hard. The darkness, the sirens and doctors. Heavy tears coming from my eyes.
“Clean the mess and I left some files on your desk. You have only half an hour.” Then he gone left me crying. Why? I need to control myself here. He left me in confusion. The person I want to know not here. The person I want to love not here. Wiping my tears I stand and start cleaning his bedroom. The empty foil pocket and a used condom on floor. So he's with a girl last night.
How many girls he used to know? He's being physical with every girl? Wait! I'm not his maid. This is not my work. Throwing everything I came and stand while he's sitting on his chair, eyes on laptop.
“Call someone else I’m not your maid.” He stop immediately.
“Come again.”
“I said call your maid or someone else it’s not my work.” Without waiting his answer I turn and walked away. Before I open the door someone crashed with me. A body.
Soft
Girl
Jessie
She screamed and jumped on me when her gaze land on me. We both land on floor hard. Shit! My ass. It's hurt.
“Jessie my ass. Stop now! You're heavy.” Her whole weight on me. I hear Ronald mumbling something but still Jessie on repeating.
“Oh my god. You're here. I can't...”
“Jessie Jesus get up.” Her arms tight around me. Her girly perfume fill my nose. I like it. Home this is what I want now. The most perious girl in front of me.
“I'm so sorry.” With heavy breath she get up and help me for standing. But my eyes stop immediately on her. She's not a girl anymore. She's a woman. Perfect curves and beautiful dressing with perfect set hair and makeup. The glowing skin, matching expensive suit.
“Wow Jessie! You're beautiful.” Her eyes fall immediately when she saw me.
“You look...” Yes awful, disgusting and poor. That’s me.
“Changed.” But her eyes telling me something else. I'm now in better situation instead of last time.
“You're here why don't you just call us and wow you're Ronald secretary that's cool. I hear your name outside. First I thought it's someone else but when explain to me i came here immediately. After all first time someone going to rule over Ronald.” He roll his eyes and stand.
“Shut your mouth here Jessie and get out right...”
“Good god who's here?”
No
No
She's here again. She's not that woman everyone know. She's the real witch. My body left all heat and gone cold and numb. Her humourist voice humming in whole room. She's looking the perfect example of being a rich person. Her wrinkle face hide behind expensive makeup. Short coloured hair matching her faked smile.
“Mr...mrs Laura.” I said with shaky breath. Jessie and Ronald expressions changed immediately.
“Oh dear it's so good to see you again.” She come forward and hug me. But this hug filled with hurting. Her sharp nails digging in my arms. I stand still, motionless. Why she's being so touchy?
“Mom why you signed her resignation letter?”
“She needs to move on and don't worry now we found better one. After all Rose also need to learn something and Ronald never disappointed me.” She patted my cheek and smile. Why her words not matching with her action? My eyes running between Laura and Ronald. Both giving me different vibes.
Negative
“Well if you still want to work here then you have only fifteen minutes and your time start now.” He marched towards his table and left me standing there.
“Tonight drink and dinner in my home.”
“I’m...
“She's working with me.” Ronald cut my words with his sharp.
“Come on brother she's back.”
“So?”
“So I’m inviting her.” Before anyone say anything to her Jessie hug me and gone. Just Laura and me. Her dark eyes running on my face with little anger. I know she hates me. Following Jessie footsteps she turn but stop immediately.
“So tell me how's your life Mrs. James?”
How?
She winked and left me with coldness. “On your desk.”
“Y.. yes Mr. Ronald.” My boss voice take me in reality and now my time or punishment start here.
Working with Ronald is different or difficult for me. He’s always angry on people. I'm shocked after seeing his new look. But he's something else. His body looks fit under his shirt and the muscle flex when he grab something. My office far away from him but I can see his every moment. He's wearing tight shirt and a perfect blazer and when he turn my legs going week and I hold my chair tight. My phone beep. Our eyes met.
I picked
“Eyes on work and your time is up.”
Oh Shit!
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