“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrrHJO1Qod
“You scared me.”107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTgy90dpdi
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOGd3FfnIY
“What he said?” We both start walking. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4fLS1wZnj
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3FvHhmibL
Me and Ronald 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5JZmIimax
Just107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUHCbU60mt
Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHoLgYe0vt
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0cRkY8JPF
What the hell? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fkn2jB5vz
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UbiNmwDyi
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7mEgXg51u
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSJbIBZvE7
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70ZUyJ9L9X
Shit 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5d2gwBpmK
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIMUUT7RmS
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61c0O3fn9y
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4aG4Bdcfm
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6Mtv4k3A2
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaznu1L66e
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqeAiReJ9e
“You eat?” No.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F77UYGjiM
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqQvMIoHUs
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7Suw28XtR
“I’m sleeping.” 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySN9CJUFb4
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TeXsVDWfL
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8ai7uUpSz
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbi6990oCu
“Yes...”107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqLQtJQTFr
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoqv6jek7P
No 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFXhCqe365
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wq7X1PhgH
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1kuH3BPZ9
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tOqmrkrOq
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm9cYrEcqi
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQtHadgmDB
Touch him107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZqEmZmXex
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHiPBxPDUz
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPqwHgBkFQ
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsKUMz7iQT
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwUydj1qef
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv6j7VuCZN
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYUMPfFEw8
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIECGphXC9X
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxQzvdQ0MV
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN00190PVqf
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72tAoTQQ6X
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7b6dVGuRf
Shit 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwKSnZXaIa
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafP0ujJHkG
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeAv84WYYI
“I.. I....” 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvJf2XCMOc
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9xe8TQ5Bi
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJvEWFQjv9
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq6fBw30wM
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8WjgE0cWu
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d8uBB7CoU
Bastard 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHpT0ZV1Ci
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb18I04ytM
The laugh107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeP4hGWRuy
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