“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJVA0JnJYN
“You scared me.”101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRu4UTF2Kr
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYd7mhULjv
“What he said?” We both start walking. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm45Mavnish
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL01fXP383
Me and Ronald 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM29M1nudnq
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Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGguUGUZmte
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnLv1oxTKr
What the hell? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NFjgUn5Uy
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNC4fOctqK
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeALrVW73w
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhURAVxLsj5
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLW4c1WIGl
Shit 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGBrKMQFYy
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gt7iXXpOn
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3vBapUQIB
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCVs7PaTCZ
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKftYXqegXz
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xKPdTTZ3H
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rixD3aRiy
“You eat?” No.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZjcLJ2iOP
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KxJFxwowg
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsGOmWln7E
“I’m sleeping.” 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjzaKAvlEw
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9LRYGtxCq
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYsHJM2BCt
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0RISae36Y
“Yes...”101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONZRKWQRFc
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs9eBz6RPK
No 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbFEJlwKix
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CdRo5gZOf
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsiwwKchvM
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZEyESEQTe
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c2zDC6Kr7
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfrqNcqYsX
Touch him101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2modRiAPN
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtUmDhjvO1
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwPo2Jm0rV
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRcqYLY7km
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSUn0bUEmi
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9BEeEwIzW
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT6F6DaTuC
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv4wJD4fuk
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbvKRGPJPm
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxKLxwgujX
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89dEqq0Tsw
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4JplJYwLz
Shit 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwquqx9W2vK
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9WGdotzgA
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnbM8Dw8d7
“I.. I....” 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6esRcib8N
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9ReBTtRLO
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhucCDLx3qM
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDnSAv78XF
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc99k91Akp
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5f5RJxXN8
Bastard 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aA91amINf
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruJgpnQMGK
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