This place...this place is evil! I...I have to leave. EVERYONE IS EVIL! EVERYONE. I hate the Doctor, and the nurses, and the tests, and experiments, and my sickness…
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME! I feel perfectly healthy! Why don't they see that? Because they're all so damn EVIL.
The tests...the tests...make them stop. They kill me...kill me...killme killme killmekillme…
I just want the suffering to end! I want to go away! PLEASE MAKE IT GO AWAY! Why don't they just get rid of me?
I can't focus on anything. The room is spinning…
So much water…I can't breathe, can't breathe. Again and again, the blackness gets me. Oh, God the blackness. They kill me, over and over again. AGAIN AND AGAIN. I wake up and it starts over again. It's a nightmare. I'm living a nightmare!
QUIT BRINGING ME BACK! I WANT TO DIE!
If they want to kill me, why haven't they done it already? Please...just get it over with!
I was wise to choose this human as my container. I am closer than I have ever come to ending my suffering.
It has not been easy for her. Her imprisonment has damaged her mental abilities. Each experiment brings her closer to death-poison, suffocation, loss of blood, starvation, isolation...her experiences are painful for even me to hear. I shall lend her aid, only to see that my goal is achieved. I have come too far to begin again.
Even this day, the experiments continue. The vessel withstood 12 trials of near drowning. Her endurance is impressive, how long she can hold out, however, is yet to be seen. The humans that test her show no mercy. They are aware of my existence. From what I have witnessed they continue to attempt to eject me from my container. For what reason I cannot say, though they will quickly find that I am not so easily summoned.
Who wrote this? WHO WROTE THIS?
Did I write this? I don't remember writing this! What does it even mean!? I don't understand!
WHO AM I ANYMORE!? I WANT TO GO HOME!
Home...home...go home...home...home...want to go home...home…
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Do I have a home anymore?
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