阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca5EbCUl3v
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4P5E1qug2
他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tgAxXJ6Wu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDumonUgK9V
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHspttlYmOO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH4GUKau9j
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8bf75PPVM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkGzJrHoy5
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76TE5l7faZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNpCc7tYrO
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh14T0AwVq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GmR1BJQdM
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnOAhz1b61
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbvbe2SQUV
「喂——」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclWbKhEYGr
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ss0v1DnFw
青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07EIjb7Wgr
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bUCMeF0V0
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X9YzTjuif
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n9nfexorV
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L4FFUmROZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx13HkgYf9
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUUhrOh55G
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby7Eu9gksN
「唔洗，等陣先。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8bkqtTaxm
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然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0DtzcRLQU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7kAGqd6GN
終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSdrx5IUXM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtJixuRXbi
「好啲啦？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm0u1DAwmZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYK8g97Z4v
「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDDSzfmvi4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zWtbsgRrV
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStexCINcOX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7yb22Wl2a
「好。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vNKbqhxhX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKRKdl9IeU
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndKkX91HEi
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQuGOJiJSw
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI1EcyLEXb
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV0pDeYFNo
「落唔落麻油？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfHEZrm36Z
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqQX749zsR
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxoPQXqb9P
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDKua1SFZv
然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoGjQrEXap
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPGlTIa7bS
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfoFXpTxas
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfqI0ISeHf
他點頭，再扯開話題：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnelA3Rpj0E
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjcpz8U1W
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR39m0kufN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNRSOlJPgo
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkTRrkbhOy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOOA9kdYQh
「好。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmG8PPHQeW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6qDGIoIxo
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg0T8YFjXD
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzSUqJ7Hkg
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUBIoiqCa4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbKTF7csog
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ3gAt2QyK
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfOqO9t08p
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJJCMgDfKI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMxy6DbB4Q
他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tDbCqCK8o
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo92fyR8Ocm
直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eaz8szW73
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGVT75AaIW
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7XMRDNMeL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2I20WmJ9L
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGbUaEIbHA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3dB0ngEsv
係唔係？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ171Alo3Vgf
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoryxmCGlee
是？不是？不、不，無論如何。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzBElG8Iui
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUvXQstYf6
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O2Q8MJMKe
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqzinGDT3l
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL5pHJuc7G
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LNXtetbip
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWpMUcXo5m
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhwOVnH598
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFNwJOx8YG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6LyKwgbs0
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEhJnhd2Ce
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdDXpcGcNn
他們很夾。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyT4nGtWzO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd2wQbMS12
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPlQDYVj1Z
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN0L1amXM6
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9YtH1GlfX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErE1hpoGoF
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKJ30io6cq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtLXVGlVkC
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBqAOYRR8J
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg1a5mVCqa
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDORmNPFv0G
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NPxMGz8MQ
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3tUOwCw24
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdMndeN9l0
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjAW6AsIlZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEunI2HTTFL
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpy85vI95p
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutm7vgi6E9
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVdBi3MuP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGmW2zjyxl
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflB8FDnw9a
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEsw1IN1J0
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB7ffGCNpT
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPTxmaFAWX
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTMS39bS1L
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDwXfzhkla
他稍為心安。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfnzLoV07A
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvDL4keR4h
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2eN6Nipvu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4fas5ru1q
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyoDGgWiKl
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfz6pz75r5
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