阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Czt8Z2LL6
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他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgSDM5u1tH
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolZQYXWDmw
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYFCykxZ9z
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNSVLcgpoU
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09K49hf4oT
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kg46JOoAl
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0Qdw35xuS
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ9UhDC0Cr
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY8SMggqjR
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2KRsuIHH3
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0VNpt6Vy4
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH6CBosrN8
「喂——」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFmRGFxqmn
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnxel99hpV
青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCL4PTpvk4
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmldozUqfk
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY6IO8H5JP
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQf5vyrvVj
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp724FiRRZ
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cUk4Bk9Go
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGabD7OkUD
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarcmpevlg1
「唔洗，等陣先。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ2fFF5Fat
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然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHvHWU0LfX
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlswbKEOFFP
終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaUiSPsFLF
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsU0uyE3Ks
「好啲啦？」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjuU5zAqfv
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbupPkeSIh
「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOXJVXjj7B
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAY30dKFzS
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7U4v9HgxU
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhQNuWwHVi
「好。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEz3Q2Itb0
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXylowSUHcY
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyDcpxOmer
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0APc4g19WQ
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9hYVLwKS8
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYjkvsQgXG
「落唔落麻油？」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbpcrMILAs
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2viIB0tw1
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjUCsO7mJU
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然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQet5TNGehQ
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9uVBR1emW
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzcS7IxXIk
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6C84H77yK
他點頭，再扯開話題：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTml6yMwIb
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzKiyT8fBS
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrflpsGoAy
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkZX6lFCGu
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17MF6n7R6c
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIQn8hfLt6
「好。」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtOV6pzNKW
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhpHveRJfb
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWLQQ4kCx8
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD4tQhFwVv
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuAPdDL3Io
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZAp1ra7Ez
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HolTqN6CF
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJS1ce2Jxq
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ilz1K169a
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他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwKXmwbIQM
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直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvQ2fKyGrj
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Cmd3ctCN
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqg3AX14s2
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq89mYZK4Gd
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoEdzpB6pE
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X0lm5nRUc
係唔係？596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMJSM5QGpK
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Ox35pI02
是？不是？不、不，無論如何。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Yy5EVv8l
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDZsJCvkfr
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLZChZjH0b
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FjToPFYgE
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53ejMpzqyz
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4ogJWJG9D
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiEwKeIPnm
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N7bZsxrbl
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmpDwKLDcs
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnWTU0lsxe
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXoBeO9kD2
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhCBKkyP0m
他們很夾。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl0PFTDfhb
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfJyHRoau7
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul403CJyhL
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXxXSdOTtb
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHR9t6ShPq
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U8i0cQKZs
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOjrjN1Y6j
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKpg6AFN9N
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgSCqhXkWs
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecLR8PQfDp
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5TnkJQdQU
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36X7NsQiOW
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw87zMkBnM
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfLtcUfI5I
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rkJhDlQzG
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsL2bayJpX
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mh96HDl3F
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjkEocnWG1
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4Pto1doDf
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHGqjgurE
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeDeQDmUsP
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD2Y29R7lB
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUXOMVjDGX
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYeC2uthbb
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp4ybxK6dp
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwAw8nauk2
他稍為心安。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4vKWAxKSD
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UpAOZ8zXp
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyThvPhtqi
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY1V4gFcWi
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnLnEZzBkb
596Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6Yao0GW2S
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