阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcklOAXTCb
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「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4ExkRbgVh
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Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXdFmlfOqC
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgvJv9mS6A
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阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMaxNrDmKA
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而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmoqXrbFPn
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即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMMqm8hdOq
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唉——愛？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStEYNyTeza
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唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlGgUNzeAf
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「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL69CILwoSP
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Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeDybQj0c9
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阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyzR3TyCzq
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「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugJ7wVgqGw
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阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV7wi6RV4K
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然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHrN0NVNY9
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「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJvNrL9HIE
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「係。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMBz0XN48J
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghHhJjIGbB
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「點解？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lh9eS5yWo
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「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oxPLcAHho
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阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhHeCl2GBw
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「咁你想要啲咩？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jsLsRm7Xt
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「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv9efQjtGB
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「哦……幾好吖。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl0ednM5y1
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他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNZea8T1Gy
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他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQST8K5ISx
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「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEKvae5S98
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Tanya對着阿樂微笑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx0O4Re8S7
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飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnELa1gaaSY
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阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaI0TFmxZc
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「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQDWzfRS6g
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「咁咪好囉。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzExcXps0S0
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在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7CHdoLImh
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「我個Ex呢，佢……」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaWaBgJ3Yf
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然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5eta0ll8s
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Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqKht7pJ11
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現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdnF8ap1W3
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這是在暗示他吧？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3II9Mn8DH0
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是吧？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJlsYbBag2
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「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSTdazXmr6
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他們低頭，吃了兩口。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVtps1SEIm
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「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfWJZPXBIO
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Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdvRH4QIRd
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「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFob4bz7bXY
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「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANYrbsv3sy
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她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRxv3mTdg2
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「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw68mkKE7o
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他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ml5GZwBJ
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「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf9d96xouk
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「幾好吖，唔錯。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd8F9bA1xx
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是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2HMpmkiMf
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「都係以前好啲嘅。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81CrHN004n
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然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlnK8C3llX
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阿樂心虛，擺手答：507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7IbxqQ7pv
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「冇啊。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OffCIYNda
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他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nwb2yQ377
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「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWhCyNJYnZ
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Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4nhVoyiSe
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就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmxw4ZgelM
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如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPymY22Btr
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「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpbO9ebqc6
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你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0oi2YCT0o
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悲劇。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze3COZboRh
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阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBPiOO4ec4
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他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnwHSWXFTi
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像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ885w4oas
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愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN2PO9lkVj
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Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoCwjXMAQE
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「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jtjIlNo5g
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「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplawnZXJhw
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「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMTTnjyJqI
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Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPibCuemAg
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「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSk4HAipYp
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阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYSAraGb4H
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青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdZrZ2J6dN
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誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGo9SJUt8q
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「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCk883wm3V
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Tanya又朝阿樂笑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoif4OX3cl
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「得嘅……」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHgSzwhfhc
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一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5Yz2LfiKf
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